+RANT+ (no one actually needs to read this i just need to ty..
Added 2022-07-03 07:50:35 +0000 UTC+RANT+ (no one actually needs to read this i just need to type it out to let steam off. I get after watching this if you don't want to follow me anymore) . I am not doing well, the stress of not finding a place to call my own since housing so so goddamn expensive possibly could be a leading reason as to why i missed my period for june. Because there is no way im pregnant. I mean why would i get to have a happy life, happy family? Happy anything? When instead Life can keep fucking me over. Because face it. None of you would love me if you found out what i really am. Im asexual due to years of sexual truama and other stuff around bodies ans whatnot. And then im also gay. But gat as in im in love with ladies but like guys are ok. It's just im not a fan of genitals. (This is for both males and females). Because why would you love someone where sex is meaningless? Unless to reproduce? Where it takes me forever to even get to the point to want to do it. Most of you would not. BecUse im not your ideal horny woman. No, im depressed, im a mess, i might be infertile whixh makes my entire existence useless. And... Im just overall, UNLOVABLE. And im tired. Im so tired of existing. Of living. Of anything. But here i am. Im trying but it isnot good anymore... Im not good anymore. Xoxo Mo P.S. im 28, i cant be complete and if im not complete in 2 years.if i dont have a kid, who would litterly fix my existence. Why bother. I mean im broken and desperateso eh. RANT DONE
