Hi! I can not speak(literally)! I planned on filming content..
Added 2022-12-17 04:33:57 +0000 UTCHi! I can not speak(literally)! I planned on filming content this week buuuuttttt while I already had a sore throat since Sunday, (and felt it getting worse) I made a poor decision last night that temporarily made me happy, but now temporarily makes me sad. However, the length of my temporary sadness is longer than the length of the temporary happiness lmao😩 I chose to sing in the car. And I mean full on top of my LUNGS singing. I absolutely love to sing, I absolutely can not get in my car and not sing to something. This particular day I was realllyyy in the mood for the high notes. I knew it was a risk to straining my voice more but it was a risk i was willing to take. Bc I was naive in thinking ‘nah it won’t happen’ 🙄 Well I woke up and literally can not speak. I can only whisper. If I try to speak normally absolutely nothing comes out and I feel like my face is turning red from trying so hard lmao. Whispering every word takes a lot of my energy tbh and I run out of breath quickly. So I’m trying not to speak at all & let my voice heal. This sucks because I was trying to sing in the car and got SO SAD when I realized I can’t 😭 idk musics an escape for me. Weird for me to just sit there and not sing along. I was just awkwardly mouthing / whispering the words 💀 Send good & healing energy 🫶❤️🩹✨🧿
