





Post shower pics 😛 Pls if you're going out to enjoy new years, pslsplspsls have a shot for me! I'mma be stuck in the hospital 😕 I tried to send out the link to everyone that tipped $13+ for it on my last post🥰🥰 but if I missed you PLEASEEE let me know! I'm so worn out I'll tell you guys the deets when I'm more with it, but I ended up back in the er again with my pancreas😑😑 the first surgery had complications to where they couldn't drain it fully abd it was seeping out making a mass in my stomach. The most painful shit I've ever experienced. Just radiates thru my back up under my ribs and shit. Idk what the next step is, this hospital is rly bad at keeping me in the loop with anything but I'll update all of you as soon as I know! It might be a gnarly bypass type of surgery and I'm rly scared 🤧