NoBoooop! I can’t sleeeeeeeep so here’s some pics from earli..

NoBoooop! I can’t sleeeeeeeep so here’s some pics from earlier this year, cause I need to make some new content, thank you for baring with me through this, it means so much to me youss still here 🥲 It seems when my life takes some kind of turn my followers don’t come with for the ride, I lost another 20 of ya in a day lol always scared to come on here now and see bc it’s been a significant amount that leave since I’ve expressed more feeling on here or some shit that’s not all happy rainbows and bullshit smiles, I do know though that it’s very very VERY hard Right now for alot of people around the world, I mean we’re in the middle of a full scale war that might turn nuclear if poooty gets bored of the progress made, before he dies from 🩸 cancer mf gonna pull em I just know it lol I really hope everyone if any are here, from europe that are from countries helping defend Ukraine or this war is posing a major threat to your country in the future, I hope you guys are safe and okay with your fam or know your family is okay ❤️‍🩹 I hope the 90 that left here over the past three days stay safe 🥺 I got a good news that gives me a light tho, the lease here ends at the end of the month so we’re gonna try to move into a two bdrlm (yes this is so retarded lol but my dad can’t pick a house out online we have to go to Buffalo lolol ) So that brings me to my next part bout taking him on a realtor trip there! We pick a realtor and go there and just go to a ton of houses bc there’s a TON that I love we found that just sit and won’t move in the market right now it’s fhcking wild 😯 THEY HAVE SUN ROOMS IN NY????? YOU GUYS if you don’t know what a sun room is google it I can’t even with the indoor jungle I could create as a sanctuary to be at whenever through all seasons 😍😍😍 there’s so so many like that there so I’m honestly rly excited, the cold j worry about but the heat I just started feeling affect my mental health wayyyyy worse than the cold, 8 months of brutal weather over 100 degrees makes me not want to go outside ever and the cold will be the same but at least there’s four seasons there I can experience unlike arizona haha I’ll def let you guys know what happens! I have to plaster on a fake smile to gain some peeps back because any help rn is truly appreciated, I finally got an itemized bill for my Invisalign and my dad wants me to make a go fund me but the amount of hate I’ve gotten for doing that in the past rly scares me like I got called a liar after making one for a third time to get me out of a fucked situation it was my only hope tk getting home from Germany, and when my ex broke everhthing in my apartment and I had to move, I was still greeted with an overwhelming sense to help from people and while I got some that questioned my authenticity, I am forever grateful for everyone who did contribute to those and still are here today watching my journey Thank you 🥲🥲🥲