hi :') i dont even know what i post or if i posted this LOL ..
Added 2022-06-24 18:35:38 +0000 UTChi :') i dont even know what i post or if i posted this LOL bc theres so much crap on my phone i def need a newone haha So, i was rly rly rly fucked up and depressed the past two days, like ive never been before it was v scary and like iwas going in circles inside my head trapped not able to get out, i couldnt talk to anyone post on here, post anywhere, and it sucks SO BAD when i come back and theres a ton of people that decided to leave bc i didnt post for a couple days for my mental health, cause then it puts me right back into a wack mental state again and i just want stability, its something ive never had since moving out when i was 18, ever. The fucking thing is, we might be moving to buffalo. my bff is in CA, but we will make it work, you guys have seen me with long distance friendships and relationships how i always want to see them so itll be okay, i have alot of people i know there too and were looking at BEAUTIFUL homes for 240k that would be 800k here in arizona because the fucking housing bubble is so so so bad in arizona oh my goddd lol 10,000 sq feet of land, everything rennovated, beautiful windows everywhere i finally convinced my dad i think :D theres not a shortage of beautiful homes there so i want to take him on a vaca back to his hometown of Akron maybe sept, it would mean so much to me to be able to do something for my dad like that. and im not ashamed of moving with my dad, living with my parent again and whatnot. ITS INEVITABLE with how the country is going rn, its legit so hard for my generation to not be head deep in debt or living pay to day paycheck to paycheck and nothing is left when they have to pay rent, its rly sad how many LUXURY condos and bullshit theyre making when they wont be habitable in a few years im guessing bc everyone going to go into poverty LIKE DUDE why tf are we stillll making high rise condos? This country is sick, and the overturn of roe v wade totally stamped that feeling. like wow, waking up to that was some sad as hellllll news, for all women :/
