! I’ve been meaning to make this video of how I have to smok..
Added 2022-04-12 02:34:58 +0000 UTC! I’ve been meaning to make this video of how I have to smoke 😂😂😂 got dat air freshener onn the end but the size of it 😅😅😅 I saw my ortho today and hellla updates so this is the first appointment beeded to start everything, and ugh It’s bout $9000 for this first part which consists of invasalign for six months and then braces 😖😖😖😖😖 shit is going to be so painful I’m rly scared cause I have a feeling I am gonna like rip them off or something out of a panic in pain lol I’ve done sone wack shit when I’m in pain i can’t think straight and can see myself doing that🤣🤣🤣😭😭 then it’s the lefort where they have to detach my top jaw fron my skull then j still need to have ortho work done and then the fuckkkng total joint replacement I’m gonna die ⚰️ 😓😓 Any words of feel good or whatever is appreciated🥺, I’m rly dreading this and the psychological crap it’s gonna put me through if more pain comes from this first part cause I’m just so tired rn 😴 I was like curled up yesterday in a ball cryin all day having a rly bad mental depression bc I didn’t have my meds and my jaw felt like it was 2929839282 wrapped around my head so swollen so that’s where I was yesterday ahhh haha I rly appreciate everyone who still be here, it’s hard to keep up right now but if I skip a day I lose a ton of peeps and consistency is so key for me to keep, but thank you everyone for chillen still and reading all my bullshjt 😅😘🥰🥰🥰 it means so so much to me ❤️🩹❤️🩹
