

*Late night musings*. I get restless at night. Do you relate? Sometimes I can't sleep because of various anxieties I have in my life. Or because I drink caffeine. Or because my life and routine has changed so much since the pandemic. Career, country, path, all is different now. That restlessness can become horniness and a yearning for touch. I yearn right now for a man to touch me, to hold me tight and for our bodies to merge. I ended things with my lover who could make me cum so beautifully but we were not good for each other. Sure I could hop on an app and sort it out easily but that's not what I really want. I want a mixture of intimacy and carnal pleasure. The mixture of both isn't always easy to find.