



im getting to a point where im realizing no one can love me like myself, which sounds really stupid, but like, just letting myself make mistakes. At practice yesterday I had a lot of trouble landing my back handspring, but instead of saying I’m worthless for not getting it, i said, I’m glad that I’m learning how to. And for giving my best effort, I went to target to buy myself a toy, because I haven’t been rewarded like that since I was like eight.