POV : you see this fat girl in a park, and you write on your..

POV : you see this fat girl in a park, and you write on your secret diary... April 02 : "Dear diary, I see this fat girl in a park, she was eating a burger. She ate with her hand in a very messy way and she had no manners at all. I watched her eating with her mouth open... it was... a real mess. I thought, maybe I can change her. So, I began to talk to her and I asked her some questions, her name is Anika." April 05 : "I like this girl a lot, she is very unique, so special, and amazing, I want to take time to learn her story, and her special ways and special tastes, I want to get to know more about her, she has special charms and special looks, even when she eats with her hands and gets all dirty and messy from eating with her mouth open...I love her fatness. I love the way she is so obese... She is a real mess in all her manners but this is not that important to me. I can teach her to be better, if she wants... but she said that she is really comfortable to be so fat and she don't like eating vegetables, fruits, and healthy food. She don't exercise and I don't think she wants to change her life style... so, I need to decide if I want to live with a girl like her." April 08 : "She is special, unique, and amazing in her own way and I love her so much, no matter her size, or her eating habits or manners, she is special to me, she is very special to me... I want to spend more and more time with her and I am grateful to have her..." April 10 : "I'm really in love with her. I want to give her all my love and my attention. I want to make her happy in every way. I want to eat all her junk food with her. I want to support her bad habits and even if it's bad to her health, I don't care. I just want to be with her, so I will just give in, and follow the way she lives. She is amazing, she is everything to me. She means the world to me, and she is precious and special in all her ways, she is amazing, she is everything, she needs to be spoiled and taken care of in all her special ways, and I will do everything for her, she is my world, she is my universe, my precious treasure." April 14 : "I can't tell everything that my feelings make me do. I will just let her know that I'm here for her, with love and passion. I will spoil with all she wants. She deserves this kind of life. She will be treated like a Queen and I will be her special servant. All I need is to make her happy everyday in the way she wants, with her favorite food. I will make every meal special, with love and passion... I just want her to feel so special. She deserves the best. She gained weight and... Maybe I like it." April 18 : " Dear diary, she is perfect to me, even if she can't do anything, even if she is too unhealthy to walk. I will take care of her in every way I can. I will spoil her with all she wants. I will help her with everything. I will make her life easier and make her happy in every way I can. She is my love, I don't care about anything else... She is my everything. I was at a walk with her, she can't did it, heavy unhealthy and breathless. In fact, she can't do most things, such as walking, working, even going to the store for food... She is heavily unhealthy and breathless. But I don't care, I love her the way she is so special and unique and I will take care of her in every possible way! She is my everything and I want to marry her..." April 22 : "Her belly is so big, bigger than the First day, maybe I give her too much, I never was into obese women before... She is too big and unhealthy to be able to move correctly by herself. It is hard for her to breath even when she is alone in her house, doing nothing. She can't have a normal life of someone who is not obese. She needs help to do everything. She can't even eat alone properly... But I love her. I love everything about her. She is special to me in every way. I love her and I will never leave her. I love, love, love her...her huge belly, her heavy eating, her huge size, her unhealthy breath, her large stomach that never ends... her thick thighs under her huge belly that made her look like an egg with two sticks on it. I love her and I love that she is too unhealthy and heavy to do anything than eat all the time and just sit on the same spot. There could be no other, there is only her for me. Tomorrow we go to her medical appointment." April 23 : "The medical appointment was hard. She was too overweight to do anything by herself. This means that I had to help her with everything. She could hardly breath on her own too. The doctor told us that she needed to lose weight fast, but she can't do this alone... The doctor gave us a diet and exercises for her, but she can't do that by herself. The doctor told us that she was dangerously overweight. She is in serious danger of a heart attack or stroke. She is too big to be healthy... I'm so worried about her... If something bad happens to her, I don't know what I would do... I'm so scared of something happening to my love. She is my one and only. I really love her, maybe even too much. I will do everything to make her fine, but, her body is not responding well. If the heart attack or stroke happens, she could be really in trouble. Maybe she needs to lose weight..." April 30 : "I will pray for her as often as I can... I will not leave her and I will support her in every way I can. I want her to be healthy, but, I'm afraid that is will be impossible. This could mean that I need to take her to a weight loss hospital... I'm scared, but, it if it is that will help her, I need to do this and I need to be with her." May 1 : "The reality is that I wanted her to gain more... that I could love her even more and make her happy. The reality is that I'm just too attracted to her perfect body... the reality is even if she gains more weight and is unhealthy, I still love her all the same... the reality is she is my perfect girl. The reality is that this is what I want... I want her to be bigger than anyone else alive. I want her to be the biggest girl in this world... I want her to get as big as she can. I want to be the man who has fallen for the biggest girl in this world. I want her to be my one and only... All I want her to be my one and only and I want her to be loved and desired even if she never wants to stop gaining. Maybe I'm sick, it's not normal..." May 2 : " Dear diary, I thought a lot and my final conclusion is, I want her to gain every day, to get bigger and bigger. Every pound of her is special to me... SHE NEEDS TO BE BIGGER. when we get home, I will give her a giant meal... I want her to eat all she wants. I will give her a lot of ice-cream and she wants this. I will spoil her with all she wants. I will make her happy, I will spoil her and make her happy with all I have so she is fulfilled and happy... I want this... I need this." May 5 : "She loves being unhealthy and I am in love with her fatness... She loves being lazy and I love her big body... She loves the way she is and I love her big appetite. She loves the way she is in every single way and I love her too. I love her perfectly. I don't want anyone else but her... I just want her. I love her, I love her and I love everything about her... I want this happiness for the rest of my life... I don't want anyone to replace her... She means everything to me and I just love my perfect girl, the biggest girl in the world. I will always love and support her... I will never leave her!" May 10 : "Today I look at her and I see stretchmarks... they cover her body everywhere... her skin can't hold the weight she has... the stretch marks are so visible on her skin and it's like her skin is begging for help... the stretch marks are so bad... and I can't even imagine how much pain her body is going through. Her skin is begging for help... there are so many stretchmarks everywhere, especially on her big stomach and on her legs. They are really bad and they probably hurt a lot... Her skin is probably in so much pain, but I don't care... I love her and I will support her no matter what, she is my one and only, and I will never leave her. I love her the way she is... I love, love, love, love her so much!" May 12 : "I will be there for her in every way I can, so that she wouldn't feel lonely or neglected. Her body is the most perfect body that I love and I just need her. I love her more than everything else in my whole existence... There is nothing more important to me than my love for her... I love her with my whole heart. I love her so much. I give her so much food and she can't eat anymore... she just moans and can't move anymore... she feels so full and she can't move, she's too heavy and her enormous belly is too big, she can't stand. She can't move but she's just so full still, she's eating so much... I love her enormous, perfect belly so much. I love it, I love it. I love her!" May 20 : "She can't stop... She is too heavy... her enormous, perfect, enormous, soft, round belly is too big for her body to handle... She can't move, she can't even walk. She is so full... she just can't stop eating... I love her so much... her enormous, enormous belly... I love her... I love, I love her! She can't move, she can't walk... she can't stop eating... she cannot get up! she's so huge, enormous, she's so round, so soft, so perfect... I can see her huge, perfect stretch marks on her belly... she wants more, she wants more and she can't stop..." May 22 : "She wants more, but her enormous belly can't handle anymore. She is too full for more food, but she wants more. Her enormous belly is filled with food, and it's so big, so perfect, so round, so soft. Her belly is so huge that it can't hold anything more. It is so big... so enormous...I rub her enormous belly with my hands...I can feel the softness and size of her enormous belly... She is just perfect. Her enormous, perfect, soft, round, enormous belly is the softest thing I've felt. I love, love, love, love her! I can't stop touching her"