OMG y'all i am STILL feeling sick :( i'm so disappointed! i ..
Added 2021-07-23 20:59:46 +0000 UTCOMG y'all i am STILL feeling sick :( i'm so disappointed! i had to cancel my shoot with Ashley Lane on sunday because i just don't want to get her sick. i now just have a stuffy nose, brain fog, and this fucking PRESSURE in my ear! which drives me crazy probably the most. some of you might know that i'm deaf in my right ear, and i have tinnitus there too (this is from the major head injury i had back in 2009), and of course THAT is the ear that has this like bubble of pressure just stuck in it. i've been doing the pinch-the-nose-and-blow kinda thing but it's just stuck there now. and, now Drake is starting to feel sick too. i'm upset at myself mostly, because i felt safe with my vaccine and started to go out without a mask, and i cut back on how often i use the hand sanitizer, but because for the past year i've been so vigilant, now my immune system isn't as tough as it has been cuz i've been babying it. anyway now i feel like i'm rambling and i hope i'm making sense. all that said, i have to rest tonight and i won't be able to do the live show :(
i just can't stand not being able to do ANYTHING for so many days in a row! i expected to feel better by now but i still just have zero energy and feel like total crap. anyway, it could be a lot worse, i don't have ANY symptoms of Covid so just trying to count my blessings while feeling like crap, which is difficult lol
thanks for being patient with me y'all, it means everything! i'll post some sexy pics and stuff in the meantime to tide you over :)
much love to you!!! xo -sinn
