Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays (Or happy 25th if you don’t c..
Added 2024-12-26 02:09:50 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas/Happy Holidays (Or happy 25th if you don’t celebrate anything today!) Here’s some “sexy” pictures I took over the week. Truth be told, the last few months have been a trying time for me, on top of the last year and a half or so being difficult and sprinkled with grief. Since losing my mom to brain cancer, things have been up and down for me. I do my best to push through the days: I do my video work, I sell my art, I try new things, I update this page. But despite being able to function and be responsible, my heart hurts. When my heart hurts, I sometimes fall into binge eating, then my weight fluctuates wildly. Even though I did gain weight this winter and it sets off my BDD and temptations to purge, I am going to keep posting pics of my body here because I deserve to feel sexy and appreciated at any weight. Know that it is -extremely- difficult to do, but this body is who I am, and it holds my brain, so it definitely has its uses. I know it may seem weird to say this here, seeing as though this IS an Only Fans, but your body doesn’t define who you are, or even how sexy you are, and I say this as much to you as I say to myself: Sexiness comes from inside the house. (But let’s me honest, tattoos help. ;))
Grief is weird. It can manifest from so many different things: Death, breakups, losing a job, losing a pet, distancing from family. And it feels different for each person, but for me, it feels like I am constantly missing something that no longer exists. Or for something inaccessible to me, like my childhood home. It once existed, it was once my entire world, and now it’s a thought that I can’t fully form. It’s hard, but know that this page has given me such strength and confidence.
-Roses
