Dear all 🩷As you’ve probably realised it’s taken me much lon..

Dear all 🩷As you’ve probably realised it’s taken me much longer to get back on my feet than I’d thought or hoped, and I truly can’t thank you enough for your patience and understanding. In honesty, I’m still sick, and I think there’s been too much permanent damage this time to just keep trying to get better or back to where I was. I’m just going to do my best to do what I’m able to do at any given time and hope that I can still give you the best vids I can over the coming weeks 🩵With that having bern said there are going to be some big changes and there are things I need to talk to you about, soon. It’s scary stuff and I don’t know how to even start but you have always accepted me for who I am, without question and supported me through (literally) thick and thin. I feel safe with you and hope you’ll have my back. And I think it can only be a positive thing, long term. I know this is kind of cryptic and confusing, it’s going to be easier (I hope) to explain it in person when I record some new videos for you next week. It’s even gonna give me the opportunity to try out a lot of different stuff that I’ve never felt comfortable doing before 🩷I hope you’ll forgive me for having lost some weight and not having been able to regain it as yet. It might be a slower process right now because I think everything I consume is going straight into healing. I lost 3 stone (both fat and muscle) between November and just before Christmas through getting sick and I’ve only been able to regain a whopping total of 2 pounds between then and now. Every little helps along the way through so believe me I’m doing all I can to get back on track, but i’m going to be patient with my body so I can heal well and do things right 🩵In the meanwhile enjoy a bunch of different bits and pieces as I’m finally able to start going through them to upload and share, and please vote in the polls I’ll be dropping to see what you’d like me to record next week. I’m intending to start making more explicit stuff too so there will be nosy questions coming! 🩷Once again, thank you so, so much for being such amazing, supportive people. I’m about to start a new journey that’s taken me by surprise but I’m ready to share it with you and I’ll be here sharing my belly, my gains and my self-discovery with you at every step of the way 🩵