I wanted to give a little insight into why I make the type o..

I wanted to give a little insight into why I make the type of content that I do and why I focus more on the cock worship style vids or POV BJ stuff. This is because recently I asked for feedback and had some answers that weren’t necessarily nice. I started my SW probably before any of the people you see on OF tbh as a webcam model for Chaturbate in 2010 ish, and was a virgin till 25 which was in 2017. So working alone by myself edging and making big cumshots for my cumgoals on CB. My sexual experiences were mainly vanilla before any of my OF work, mainly due to the lack of sex drive from the people I was seing. As a result I have only really started to explore my sexuality and try new things in basically this year alone. For the most part I don’t feel strong emotional or romantic connections with people and have a hard time expanding what I do sexually as I rarely am given direction or ideas to try from my partners. This results in what i think is IDK probably uninteresting sex with the people I am with (As in me thinking they think that about me). I want to get better. I want to be fantastic and hopefully a very enjoyable experience for the people I sleep with. But I am awkward an overthinker, I can be shy and stupid as well as hard for me to be comfortable with people in a intimate or sexual enviornment. I have no doubt there are better guys out there doing things better than me and there’s no shame in that, just more disappointment in myself more than anything. I feel like an amatuer which I am, I have no delusion about being a pornstar. I am just a guy filming his sexual encounters and monetising them, hell maybe this even makes you realise that makes me more like you and makes you feel closer when you buy my vids over main stream porn. So I dont really make sex videos a priority for my filming.I mean if i feel shit about it, that may be how the video seems to you if you buy it (from the people that actually buy my vids from me i havent had any of you complain and always say nice things. There are however those that hate me i guess IDK) The one thing I am comfortable in life about myself though is my Penis, it’s not the biggest, it's not the thickest but it doesn’t have to be. The fact that it's above average and actually looks very nice is all I need, and when I couple this with making large cumshots regularly I can focus on that and make content around this. And this is why I focus on cock worship videos more than anything, I feel it’s the only thing I have to truly offer you guys a video you want to buy. A big nice looking dick, beautiful women worshiping and playing with it and then taking massive loads from my big dick. I don’t like me very much but hopefully you like my dick and the videos I make. “It’s not much, but it’s honest work” - That farmer meme :D