

**That Smile Tho** My nights off are limited, and Drew and I look forward to going out when I’m off. I messaged my friend and was very clear about my intentions. He and I have a long history; he is my longest regular since I’ve been in the lifestyle. And we haven’t been together since August because he started seeing someone and left the lifestyle. But now he’s not seeing her anymore. I was happy he’d found someone; he wants a family. I enjoy my partners for however long my time with them lasts. But the past month he’s been messaging me with the three words that are our Bat signal, “I want you.” Back then those words had me legs spread underneath him for our reoccurring “Sunday Sex” which was the kinda sex that had us doing incredibly naughty things, as well as languishing in each other’s arms. We met at a nearby bar. We did have some catching up to do. And I made it clear that I wanted Drew to play too. It was that kinda night that I wanted two men inside me. We’ve shared that dynamic before so he was down. At the bar he mentioned how ironic it was that I messaged him shortly after he was edging to our content. *Oh really????* Back at his place, the night unfolded as we intended it too. And yes, his delight at seeing & feeling my body after seven months of not seeing me was definitely a turn on. His smile tho…that said it all. He kept smiling at me, a smile I haven’t seen before. *I dressed casual for the bar (I did wear heels, I just don’t wear heels when I drive).*