So last time when I suggested I am not sure I‘ll let him hav..

So last time when I suggested I am not sure I‘ll let him have a last fuck, I‘ve received a lot of interesting responses. There is a lot of conflicting perspectives on that and I am not even sure myself, what I like better. Don't get me wrong I love that. Those contradictory ideas are what's making femdom so special and stimulating. Like having two opposing choices, but equally hot.😊 There are few things I‘ve been going over in my head about pussyfree lifestyle; ideas I would like to share. And just to be clear I am not saying I will do either of them. It‘s just peak in to my head 🥰 Do you think it‘s more wicked: A, Hoping you might perhaps have a fuck, one day, if you try your absolute best. Knowing it might not ever happen, but that there might still be the slightest chance if you persist. B, Being told that your fucking days are over. There still might be some sex, but but that feeling of wet warmth of a pussy is only in your past. Because when I was thinking about it, it struck me as similar with chastity and orgasm denial. When I was keeping him locked and ruined for too long, he began to just accepting it. But once I throw and odd full orgasm in the mix, it suddenly become a lot less manageable for him. And honestly we both found it more entertaining and sexy. 😊 The issue I see is, that if I make him pussy-free and go with A, it’s anyway just a temporary, before option B takes place. Unless I dangle that reward in front of him for a reaaaaaaly long time 🤭 Anyway, it’s really just an erotic shower thought I was having. The beauty is I don’t really need to make and soon decision on anything as I didn’t promised a thing. 😄 As I was thinking about it, I‘ve realized that there is another, just as interesting, dilemma. Let‘s say I do fuck him. I think there are two equally hot options: A, I‘ll make it really weak and pathetic. I make sure he‘s super horny, I‘ll tease him to the core of his soul before it, so when we start it will take like 15 thrusts, before he cum. And then he will have to live knowing, that his last fuck was a disappointment. B, I’ll make it a dream fuck. I’ll ruin him day before, so he can actually last a bit. I’ll give him head, I’ll ride him on top, I’ll do any and every position I could think of like I was the world class slut. I would literally bring a gallon sized lube and make it the sloppiest day in mankind history. I would go above and beyond to make it the best fuck I can make. This to me is even more erotic thought. And yes, I was masturbating to both ideas few times. One makes a great opportunity for future humiliation. And damn, I am aroused just by thinking about the things I could say about it 😈 On the other hand making it a really hot and special will save a different kind of a core memory 😄Something I could remind him all the time as well. And even more so, if I manage to capture it on video. Though, going back on first option - showing him like he came in 20 seconds so I have a forever proof why he can’t fuck anybody is also pretty wicked. 🥵 Anyway, like I said. I am not making a decision. So don’t expect any, or not anytime soon. I like where we are now. It might happen. Or might not. One thing I know for sure, which brings me finally to the video: I’ll never stop using my pussy to tease him with it. There is something exquisite about unlocking him, just so he can feel how warm I am. Only to give him a little kiss on his dick with my "bottom lips" 🤭. I really need to let him wear some panties. I wonder if he could make them wetter than I do. Because after I relocked him and he got home I've received a picture of his underwear. What a mess! 😄I guess I should not be surprised, because I really tried to melt his brain. The more horny he is, the more devoted he’s becoming. And I can’t get enough of it. 😈