My doctor told me I'd have to re-train myself to feel motiva..
Added 2021-03-08 16:02:16 +0000 UTCMy doctor told me I'd have to re-train myself to feel motivated again, and those feelings I had were normal and to be expected. It made me realize that being without that constant drive of fear and anxiety, I didn't have the motivation to do anything at all. For the first time in years, I wasn't bring propelled forward by dread, and I had to find the value in doing these things again because I wanted to, not out of the idea that if I didn't something bad would happen to me. (4/7)
