


Adjusting to the medication was hard. I didn't want to eat, I lost all sex drive, random foods/drinks would make me sick (goodbye coffee!) and I'd have tremors in the first few weeks that made me think something was seriously wrong. Despite all that... I felt perfectly happy being lazy and allowed myself the space to relax and decompress for maybe the first time in my life. Eventually, things started to even out, but I found myself not wanting to do much of anything. Pictures, photoshoots, none of it seemed appealing to me anymore. And I had no idea why? (3/7)