03.11.22—Garter Belt & New Corset—Part 1 The longer part—abo..
Added 2022-04-05 05:02:48 +0000 UTC03.11.22—Garter Belt & New Corset—Part 1 The longer part—about 17 minutes. Getting ready and real talk edition. I needed the dark stockings to hide the bruising from my calf situation. I posted a whole video on YouTube talking about why I think this is happening to me—mostly it’s fear to move forward in life. I mean physically there’s the whole karma from breaking in my coveted shoes and trying to out-exercise a bad diet. But spiritually, I’m not ready for a restaurant. It’s a huuuuge step. The restaurant is a lifelong, long-term dream. It’s what I see myself doing forever, but I’m not in a hurry to get it started. I definitely do NOT want a food truck regardless of how sustainable it may be, and I need to stop lying to myself about it. The reason I don’t want a salary job is because I’ve finally found a good work/personal life balance and would love to keep it this way. I’m also still hung up on wanting my own place. I love to be creative, and a house may be exactly what I need. I realize that I may just have to move away from the city to get my perfect home. First conclusion—I’m not interested in getting in debt unless it is to buy my future home. And final conclusion to my reflection talk—I need to trust that everything works out in the end! Thank you for watching and listening! 🖤💕
