

Feeling sad and hurt today. This might even give an idea to other people to do the same, but I cannot be quiet and pretend everything's fine when it's not. However, I trust my loyal fans, and I know you would never do such a thing to me. So, apparently you can create an OF account, order and pay for a bunch of customised and private content, then retract the money and close down the account. A new fan of mine wanted over an hour of custom content for which he paid hundreds of dollars, and of course I gave back by doing all I could to please him, even some things I normally wouldn't. He was very pleased with it and assured me he would like to do this again, telling me how gorgeous I am and how amazing his orgasm was. I, on the other hand, was happy to get the job because it meant I could get my car repaired and pay my rent. Today, I checked my account and noticed the money I earned from his tips was retracted, and his account was erased. I feel violated, used, broke, and just deeply hurt and sad. I knew this job was risky, and I accepted that in order to get my life in order, but I believed this was a safe site that would protect me from scammers. However, it is not. And when I get scammed while opening up the most intimate parts of myself, it feels truly awful, and I just can't stop crying today. I'll be ok. Something will come up, and I'll get those brakes fixed and the rent paid. I'll feel better tomorrow. But today, I have to pour this out. At this point, I also want to say once again how grateful I am for each of you who has been following and supporting me for some time now. If it wasn't for you, I would have given up on this long ago. Believe me. Adding a random photo to this post.