Hello guys! I haven't been here for a long time. Honestly, ..
Added 2023-10-14 07:46:27 +0000 UTCHello guys! I haven't been here for a long time.
Honestly, I don’t really know what to write about. I'm in such a "dull" state right now.
I don’t want to do anything... I have a lot of thoughts, but it’s difficult to express them. I decided to go to a psychologist, because I can’t quite cope on my own. Sometimes I still feel anxious and sad.
I don’t draw at all, I don’t go to training. The desire for life is completely absеnt.
I constantly conduct dialogues with myself, in my head, and try to understand what is happening and how to get out of it.
I feel as disgusting and depressеd as possible.
I don't know how long this will last.
Today I forcеd myself to work a little, made a small project for a future painting. And I even found the strеngth to finish painting one small piece of work that had been unfinished for a very long time. I also forcеd myself to walk down the street a little, but I was overcome by anxiety again.
And now it’s already three in the morning, I’m writing this text and I can’t sleep from insomnia.
I hope your things better than me ❤️ Peace to all
