Hello friends! There have been many worries in recent days..
Added 2023-08-24 20:37:06 +0000 UTCHello friends!
There have been many worries in recent days. I spend endless time studying, learning driving tests and trying to get used to the Polish language. This Saturday and Sunday I will have the last theory classes and then practice. I spend a lot of time developing my instagram where I draw. Now I'm not having a very good period, so I try to treat it like a WORK. I Doing something every day to help my instagram get out of this abyss of stupid algorithms.
Yesterday I went to the forest with my friends, I helped to shoot a video for YouTube to my friend. At some point I was offered a pill 💊🦠
I thought why not?
I can't remember when I've been hanging out lately. I am constantly busy with some kind of worries, studying, drawing, training. I almost never let myself rest. I'm so tired that I decided now is exactly the time I want it.
And how cool it was.
I was sitting in the middle of the forest, on a tree. I breathed the forest air, the sunset light enveloped everything around, the birds sang. I turned on the sounds of the bowl (hang) and just breathed deeply. I felt such lightness, emptiness and silence inside of me. It was pleasant, not intimidating.
I just thought of nothing but the forest, my breath and the music. For the first time in a long time, I just relaxed, I wasn’t in a hurry, I was just here and now.
Yes, It's sad that I achieved it in this way, but maybe I needed it to understand how tired I was. My last day off was in Georgia, in June 🥲
I went away for a week to shoot, but I considered it a vacation.
In general, it was great. Then I went to the guys and we sat in the middle of the forest on a blanket and talked. I so needed it. Here is such a simple day, without thinking about work and my routine. I just exhaled.
But today I bear the consequences of my party. All my cheeks and tongue are bitten, I can't eat. My jaw hurts beyond words. The head is torn into thousands of small fragments. As I get older, I understand that parties are more difficult to bear.
I'll share some photos of yesterday with you 🤍 How are you?
