Changes have arrived. For the best. Definitely best for me, ..

Changes have arrived. For the best. Definitely best for me, and I'm sure ultimately for all of us.

Good news first:

September will be really horny and open with my emotions with you as usual, with a difference of - I'll be posting Daily again!! I'm so excited to get back to how I used to during June and July, posting 1-3 times a day and twice a week ppv's as a bonus for really horny daddies that got doe to roll <3

and now other news:

If you've been following me from all the way from June (when I created onlyfans) I used to post 2-3 times a day.
then it turned to 1-2 a day and now every now and then. Why? The answer is - dms. I love them, most are such a confidence boost and
full of love bombs ( and cum bombs lol ) but it takes so much of my time. I just can't keep up with it and it's stressing me and people
who are awaiting my dm back.
In July, I hit top 0.18% and had to answer 100-200+ dms daily. it always took 5+ hours a day because I was REALLY dedicated to accomading and
responding consciously to my biggest supporters that changed my life, hence why I believe I peaked so high even though I'm a small time content creator,
because I'm sure most of you felt I engaged intimately. All big accounts have people that answer dm's for them, as much as it looks like they are
answering you personally, they are not and I'm really sorry about it. I know I'm throwing shade at other people and it doesn't make me any better,
but I have to mention it because my engagement is being compared unfairly to those very accounts, and I find it insanely unethical and I'm
vehemently against such dishonest practice, so whenever you'll see dms from this account, know that it will always, will ALWAYS be me, and I'm only 1 person that is tending to several hundreds of people. I hope my broken English and lack of speed with answering dm's is proof enough haha

That aside, after 3 full months on OF, I learned a lot and I'll just list things for the sake of not making this any
longer than it already is.

1. I developed much closer relationships with lots of people. It almost feels like having actual boyfriends. Dudes, I'm LITERALLY attached to you. To get a better feel, imagine a girlfriend that you must care for and attend to, now imagine your girlfriend made clones of herself lets say, 20 times and you're
binded to caring for all 21 of them. ( In my case, I am responsible both morally and financially) It's like a WHOLE unique universes with so many of you, so much information puts the length and complexity, lets say to harry potter or LOTR, to shame.

2. Quite a handful of people forget that I'm actually human. (yes, very cute and breedable human, thanks fo noticing but ultimately human just like you, your family, etc.)
To those people that don't regard me nicely, you may not respect me, but I love and respect myself very much.
It's exhausting to argue petty things like price and huge things like my boundaries on a daily. It's even more exhausting to spend time educating
things like consent and basic human decency. Some tip and demand nudes or things I never consented to straight up. Thanks for the money! But if I said no prior, no is a no <3

3. It's insanely beautiful you trust me enough to share your deep secrets and long life stories with me, and I treasure and honor that trust,
but it's such an emotional burder. I feel disgusted with my self for saying this, but I just can't deal with it anymore. Anxiety of making sure
someone is ok, still alive and not self harming is debilitating on my own mental health.

4. I avoid posting because I started freezing up when opening dm's because of tremendous emotional burn out, even to very simple "how are you"'s. I don't want to post, because I don't want people to think I ignored them and went ahead and posted without answering them first. I know, you're probably thinking Elee is so fucking dumb and I should just post because what about other people that literally payed for this, and you're absolutely right.
So It's time to grow a pair of balls, own up to my mistake and brute force new decisions that will disappoint some portion of people, but will STOP dragging everyone else including my self down.

What's the change?

1. I don't want to close dm's, so I'm switching to payed dm's. This isn't about money, if anything, I'm losing money because many will lose
emotional connection with me and many more will unsubscribe. If this is a deal breaker for you, I understand and it's ok! Please understand me too,
as I believe this will greatly reduce the number of dms!

2. I'll be posting daily because now I'll have SO MUCH free hours added, most of emotional burden removed and no reason to "hide" in fear of appearing negligent.

3. VIP's will get dm-ed by me whenever new nude set or videos are available so you don't have to tip each time. NOT accepting new VIP's until December currently! All the current VIP's will keep benefits

4. I will read absolutely every single DM always! Of course including current ones, just please be patient with me atm, I have over 100 piled up, but know that I will GET TO IT AT MY OWN PACE AND IT WONT BE TOO LONG <3

5. Wow did you read all of this? good boy, I know it was handful, now wait for completely free PPV that will be sent out in couple of hours to see me touch my self up and give you a show of my other handfuls c;
EDIT: Damn the grammar, I wrote a lot in a hit of a moment, hope it's coherent <3