Hi! I know everyone’s been waiting for some big reveal so I’..

Hi! I know everyone’s been waiting for some big reveal so I’m going to try and not make this a novel!! I have only shared this with three of the closest people in my life so far because it’s very personal and I’m now sharing it with you on here because you’re all so very important to me. (I actually mean that!) Tomorrow around 8am I’m going in for surgery! I’m getting liposuction done on my chin and whole abdomen and I couldn’t be more excited! Throughout the years I have struggled with body dysmorphia, self confidence, and losing the weight I actually want to lose. I’ve tried so many diets and I lose weight in my boobs before I lose weight in my face or stomach and I love my boobs and don’t want them to go anywhere (I’m sure you can understand) I’ve tried working out with and without weights, different exercises, different routines and I can easily sculpt muscle, but not lose the fat!! So I decided this was the best route for me! I have the money, I have the time and my confidence and body dysmorphia is stopping me from feeling my best and really getting in the way of making content! I was going to go with a non invasive route (Coolsculpting) but for my lower abdomen and chin it would’ve been 10k and with lipo360 I’m doing full abdomen, front, back and chin for 6k so it just made sense! I can’t even begin to explain how unbelievably excited I am to finally start feeling good about myself, feeling sexy in my own body and not feeling gross 24/7. This will also kick start me on the route of staying healthy consistently!! Eating better, working out, SQUATSSS, I didn’t spend all that money for nothing and I won’t let it go to waste!! I want to bring you on this journey with me if you’ll decide to stay! I want to post more personal stuff throughout the healing process and share with you before I share with anyone else (which probably won’t happen for most things I post)! I’m not ashamed of this in anyway but to me, you come first so you should be apart of this big important thing in my life! I know this probably wasn’t the news anyone was expecting but I hope you can still accept me for who I am and be happy for me because I’m barely containing my excitement! IM GOING TO BE SO SEXY AND FEEL SO SEXY AHHHH!!!! Okay okay this post is long enough!!! I hope everyone has an amazing day and thank you so so much for your support and love 🖤❤️‍🔥🖤❤️‍🔥🖤❤️‍🔥 P.s. I’m crying 🥲🖤❤️‍🔥🖤❤️‍🔥🖤❤️‍🔥🖤❤️‍🔥🥲