Good evening my dears Well how should I start... I don't thi..

Good evening my dears Well how should I start... I don't think anyone can feel how happy I am right now... because to be in Berlin again, close to my best friend but also to tam is the most beautiful and biggest thing ever for me. I think I don't have to mention how much I love Dennis, how happy I am with him and how much I miss him and being here makes even the love for him bigger. Because to realize that he really grants me all the happiness in the world and also accepts my love for shibari and also my feelings for tam is probably the greatest gift in the world. Because Tam is and remains for me a very special person in my life and also belongs somehow to my side. Because he has triggered this special feeling of being nervous (in a good way) in me like no one before... I have always admired him and his work on the internet and then at some point saw that he has a small performance in Switzerland at a fetish party (its now almost 4 ¥e@rs ago I think) And just for him I took all my courage together, went to this party, although it is nothing for me generally and took my courage to talk to him. But he was so different than I thought, reserved, elegant and somehow almost like from another world... just like his way of tying and dealing with the bottom... the harder it was for me to talk to him at the end of his performance and confess what a big a fan I am of him... but I did it and it was probably one of the best decisions in my life. Because immediately I had butterflies in my stomach, his voice and the way he looked me in the eyes touched my soul so much that I knew I just wanted to be in his ropes. And exactly that became reality a few months later and this feeling I had during our first conversation became even more intense. And since then I am proud of almost nothing more than that I became his bottom, be allowed to be in his ropes and just get to know more and more of this wonderful man. No matter how and what our relationship is. And that's what makes it even more beautiful... because I can tell you through this "undefined" thing between us, which is somehow nevertheless very well defined as a rigger/bottom relationship, every touch of him becomes an adventure and I realize how deep feelings I have to him, the situations with him but also somehow for me... because he is my source of inspiration and kind of place to refill my artist soul.. the nicer it was that he somehow lets you all see a little bit of these feelings and has made a really beautiful video... besides of course countless beautiful pictures which will follow 👉👈 So check your inbox for this fucking special video... and if you have any questions about the whole thing, feel free to comment here and I'll try to respond to everything 🥰 And now a good night and nice dreams.... Because for me it is already late and I have tomorrow again a date with tam and would like to be of course very relaxed and recovered ❤️ Tam www.instagram.com/tamanduakinbaku https://www.tamanduakinbaku.com/