hoi, im Sarinna or Rinne for short!
ig i should talk a lil about myself..
ima shy frail bean stuck in bed all day due to my condition. i have something called Ehlers Danlos Syndrome. i also have developmental delays and learning disabilities that sorta hold back my mental maturity. i spend most of my day if not working on content laying in bed resting my body and watching youtube. on weekends i used to go visit and help out with my family but they have moved now so i just take them for myself.
ive been through alot in my life, ive seen the worst in the world but i really try to still see the best in people. i try my best to greet every day and everyone with a smile. i try to be kind and help those in need when i can because i feel like if we all were a little nicer to eachother the world would be a better place. not to say im the perfect person, that im all wonderful and always giving but i can say i try my best to be a good person and i think that trying is what matters most. i want to spread love, light, and color to our world, radiate positivity so others can feel it too. i feel if i can share my struggles and my happy moments with you then maybe you can relate more to me and understand me more. understand that im more than just a cute face in a photograph.
i like to express myself in how i dress, so my style is fluid and personal. i dress how i want in my bedroom and out of my bedroom, in shoot and out of shoot. i try to have fun with my wardrobe and really create something that brings me joy to wear. i don't usually dress to impress anyone other than myself but if i impress someone then that's a bonus! actually in real life i get frowned upon alot because of my bright colors but i try not to let those people get me down. having you guys and your support really means alot, i feel so comfy and happy being able to share what i love with you. i hope to keep making content that you enjoy while still being myself in the process.
wellp anyhoozle das enough of me blabbering on. have good thoughts!
~β’Β°β‘π our lil play-date πβ‘Β°β’~ pt 3
i had a fun stream here on fansly today. we played huniecam studio and i licked a lolly pop lmao telling jokes and stories, it's lots of fun. π
ill be streaming again tomorrow on twitch around 3 or 4 pm pst we're gonna be playing wind waker! βΊοΈ
busy busy busy i have a head ache but i wanted to make sure i got these posts done.
sending you all my good thoughts and positive vibes! ππ
~β’Β°β‘π our lil play-date πβ‘Β°~ pt 1
pocketstars seems to be tryna fix things but their support has been really dinking me around. ive given them my banking information multiple times now and still nothing has gotten done. hopefully this time they will do something, but if not.. idk anymore...
i worked on this super cute outfit and shoot today and i think it's really gonna be a good one. it's a cotton candy maid outfit so keep an eye out maybe some time next week! π
sending you lots of love and energy, good thoughts and positive vibes! βΊοΈπ
πΈ happy lil wishes πΈ ~ pt 2
~β’Β°β‘ END β‘Β°β’~
today was pretty exhausting and i sorta felt like trash because my mom made me feel like what i did this weekend wasn't good enough. even tho i spent the whole weekend doing my best to keep things tidy and watch after her dog. i really tried my best but sometimes it's never enough. ive had an exhausting weekend of work work work, watching the dog on top of that who has been a very bad dog! im just tired and drained and i need something to cheer me up..
well all i can do is think positive and spread my good vibes. ππ
i had a really exhausting and stressful day so i sorta went window shopping and found a bunch of cute things! if someone would like to help me out with one of these i will do a lil private shoot featuring that item for you. i normally just get people to look on my Amazon wishlist but i really like this website too! it has some really cute things! βΊοΈπ
πΈ happy lil wishes πΈ ~ pt 1
sorry for the early post i have to split this one into two because fansly seems to have troubles loading photos that are nearing or passing 100. ive been trying to upload this one for an hour so im not entirely pleased. almost 20 times now rip π₯²
keep thinking good thoughts.
ππ lil lolly ππ«
i got all the stuff i needed to play wind waker today so i hooked it all up and streamed over on twitch. i had alot of fun just reliving my childhood and being a total goofball. i can't wait to play it again so i might play it again thursday! βΊοΈ
the weekend really flew by fast because i was so busy! i really dont think i had much time to rest but that's okay! i needed this weekend to be a productive one and so it was! hoping this next week will bring me cooler weather so i can do my shoots and stream in peace. π₯Ί
wellp i hope you have a wonderful start to your week! gl and happy Monday (when it comes) sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! lots of love too!! βΊοΈπ
~β’Β°βͺοΈ your lil pearl βͺοΈΒ°β’~
today's stream here on fansly went absolutely fantastic! better than i could have dreamed! it started off a bit rocky with some technical difficulties but we got it to work this time!! it was so fun chatting with everyone and playing my friends game he made. it was incredible, the art was adorable and i had so much fun playing it. after that we played some huniecam studio until my streamlabs crashed. it was sad i couldn't end the stream or save the game before it crashed but i had alot of fun regardless. π₯²
fansly just has me so excited with all these features. im actually working on another type of sub tier that i think one lucky person might really enjoy. i may open more slots if more people seem interested and i have enough time and energy to, but for starters it will only be available to one person. if you're not subbed or you're only subbed for a month and are interested in supporting me more while getting even more perks then keep an eye out. π
im happy that today went so much better than yesterday. i feel alot better about things. sending you all my good thoughts and positive vibes!! βΊοΈπ
π shy lil dork π
wellp today was a fiasco! π₯Ί
ive had nothing but technical difficulties trying to set my stream up to the point i had to cancel it. on top of that im still tryna deal with PayPal and pocket stars.. and then the pharmacy called and said they couldn't deliver my meds! after that discord stopped working on my phone so i couldn't even go to my friend for comfort.. its just been a no good very bad day. π
i really hope tomorrow goes better because today i just wanted to curl up into a ball and cry it all away. im hoping that my stream over here on fansly will go smoothly and that i won't have any issues from today persisting over into tomorrow. π₯²
im gonna be super busy this weekend so i really can't catch a break but im trying to stay positive and power through it regardless. sending you all my good thoughts, and all my positive vibes with lots of love too! ππ
~π pink, pink, and more PINK! π~
woke up super early to make it to an important appointment today. i was super nervous because i was receiving a ride from someone who im at odds with rn but everything seemed chill so i didn't have much to worry about. finally a doctor listened to me about my pain and is willing to prescribe me something other than morphine. i think doing the exercises she asked and taking the meds i need to should really help me. fingers crossed they work for me. π€π
can't wait to stream tomorrow! i plan to bust out my wii and play wind waker! i hope to have lots of fun playing one of my favorite games of all time for you.
ill also be trying to stream over here on fansly Friday, maybe dress up a lil spicy and play some games idk. hope to see you there! ππ
wellp das all i gotta say today. sending you positive thoughts and all my good vibes! βΊοΈπ
ππ your lil rockstar π«
after all the trouble im already having, now paypal isn't working with me! ive been trying for 2 days to reach support but their chat bot is unresponsive and their customer support hung up after being on hold for an hour. i dmed them on twitter so hopefully they will get back to me at some point bit im sure they are busy so i doubt im getting help soon. i keep getting locked away from my money for reasons out of my control which is really hard on someone who is low income like me. i hope things resolve themselves quickly because there are people in my life who i wanna help and i can't when im empty handed.
i finally get to meet the people at the pain clinic. ive been waiting for a while and finally i have an appointment tomorrow morning. im hoping we can discuss ways for me to exercise safely and maybe if there are any other medications i can try for my pain. fingers crossed they listen to what i have to say and don't judge me for being inactive due to my disability.. π₯Ί
thinking good thoughts and sending positive vibes! lots of love for you from me! βΊοΈπ
π Purple! Purple! Purple! π
i spent time with my family today but im still sorta struggling with my friend so it's been hard to enjoy myself. i was excited for things to cool down this week but the heat wave has come back.. im just hoping it still rains on Thursday so i can stream safely and comfortably. π₯Ί
regardless of the weather i hope to get as much as i can done this week because things have been dragging me behind and i feel like im never gonna catch back up.. π
tryna stay positive, sending you my love and energy and wishing you nothing but the best! π₯Ίπ
β’Β°π€ your lil metal head π€Β°β’
thankyou to everyone who has shown support for my new Fansly! im shocked how many of you there are already and im ever so grateful π₯Ίππ
its you guys who make doing this stuff worth it. for now im still reuploading some stuff from my pocketstars, but new stuff is to be added soon! ππ
as always sending you my love! have good thoughts and positive vibes! βΊοΈπ
~β’Β°β‘π€ bratty lil monster π€β‘Β°β’~
i had a great day today! we went thrift shopping and to the mall and Spencer's, i was a lil scared to ride the bus but we made an adventure out of it! i bought lots of cute things that i cant wait to try on for yalls, i hope you like them as much as me! βΊοΈπ
i can't wait until the weather cools down a bit next week so i can finally do my shoots and stream comfortably π΅βπ«
sending you good thoughts and positive vibes!! βΊοΈπ
~β’Β°β‘π€ lil alt kitty π€β‘Β°β’~
today was a good day, i slept in, relaxed watching some youtube and colored with my crayons. im excited for tomorrow because ill be going to the thrift store to get more clothes for making content. it will be a hot day and probably quite a bit of walking but it will be fun and worth it! βΊοΈπ
still struggling being on the outs with my best friend but all i can do is give him space and hope that he comes back to me when he's ready for a friend. we've been friends 9 years now so i really hope he doesn't throw it all away just because he's in a bad mood. π
wellp anyhoozle i hope your week was good, and that you have a wonderful weekend! sending you lots of love and positive energy too! βΊοΈπ
~β’Β°π€ Naughty lil Succubus π€Β°β’~
inspite of everyone who tried to bog me down today im doing best to remain positive. in the end people on the internet are going to be rude no matter how nice you are to them. honestly severel times today i really lost my vibe, when i was so hyped for today's stream! in the end the stream went well but we had some hiccups near the beginning and end. overall im just happy to be done with the game and stream. im excited because next up is Wind Waker! βΊοΈ
im probably going to hold off the rest of my shoots until next week because it will be too hot tomorrow to do anything. rip π΅βπ«
sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!! βΊοΈπ
ππ colorful lil brat π«
today was so hot and i had to do a shoot in this heat rip. im so tired it was so overwhelmingly hot in my room while i was getting ready for my shoot and then while i was working on the shoot. then after that i had the dumb idea to take some pics outdoors. i literally died out there and now your talking to a ghost. idk how im gonna keep this up.. idk how im gonna do tomorrow's stream! π΅βπ«
please God take care of us and bring us cooler temperatures π₯Ί
literally can't think in this heat but im doing my best regardless. sending you good thoughts and positive vibes! βΊοΈπ
~β’Β°β‘π· sweet lil kitten π·β‘Β°β’~
i finally got to see the doctor today and i got my meds taken care of again. also my new friend gave me a lil fan that blows cold air when you put water in it, so ive been much cooler today after that! π΅βπ«
im already really liking fansly so far. the UI and features like tier subscriptions are really useful for me and the site is so easy to use. i hope those who have made it over from my pocketstars will find it just as good if not better.
i also wanted to mention how im absolutely baffled getting 2 god tier subs already! im ever so grateful to you handsome devils and i hope you know just how much i apreciate you. π₯Ίπ
as im still setting things up not everything will be exactly how i want it. im working on more perks for those who are subbed but i need to first feel out how this platform works and then from there i think i can change or add more things. i love to see that there is a streaming option in beta, ill deff be checking that out!
anyhoozle thankyou for taking your time our to read this! im sending you good thoughts and positive vibes! βΊοΈπ