Hey! I am gona go live on twitch for a short stream in ten mins :) www.twitch.tv/scarlettshoward
2021-11-18 20:56:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Today has been a really, really hard day. I’m so sick of being sick. I’m exhausted, emotional and just done. I make things look ok for the most part but it’s really not. 1 step forward, 10 steps back. I’m scared to leave my house, I’m dizzy, I can’t drive again and feel like everything is so fucking hard. The sunny, sexy pictures you’ll see from the trip I went on don’t show the anxiety, vommiting and 100s of tablets I had to take to get through those draining 3 days, which should of been fun and enjoyable. The ten mins of shooting versus the hour lay-down between sets to get myself together. The wheelchair to get me onto the flight cos I can’t stand up or walk for long because everything is constantly fucking spinning. I’m worried about my future, I’m tired even thinking about it and all the pain I’m undoubtedly going to experience yet. I try so hard not to be negative but it’s so, so hard when it’s been so relentless for so fucking long. This ototoxicity vertigo is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to deal with which I never thought I’d say, even next to chronic uti, and i really don’t want to imagine living like it long term. It’s limited my bladder treatment options enormously which is awful. It’s already been a year with the last 4 months at it’s worst and I’m pushed to my absolute limit now. Anyway, this message was initially to thank you for all the support but I want to be honest why I’m so grateful. I don’t know where I’d be without you guys and the thought that someday this might not be an option for me or everyone will get bored terrifies me as I’m really too poorly to work now and need to accept this is my life for the foreseeable I guess. We all go through hard shit. I know there are much worse things happening everywhere and to some of you guys going through stuff too I want to say ‘we got this’. Love to you all, I’ll be in a better mood tomorrow, promise ❤️
2021-11-17 22:47:27 +0000 UTC View PostITS TIP TUESDAY and this video is HOT ❤️ Anyone who tips today gets the full video sent to their DMs tomorrow 🖤 NO TINY TIPS PLEASE xx
2021-11-16 20:54:04 +0000 UTC View PostITS TIP TUESDAY and this video is HOT ❤️ Anyone who tips today gets the full video sent to their DMs tomorrow 🖤 NO TINY TIPS PLEASE xx
2021-11-16 18:53:44 +0000 UTC View PostITS TIP TUESDAY and this video is HOT ❤️ Anyone who tips today gets the full video sent to their DMs tomorrow 🖤 NO TINY TIPS PLEASE xx
2021-11-16 16:43:05 +0000 UTC View PostThis was going to be a paid DM but I figured it’s too good for anyone to miss this ;) xx
2021-11-15 20:36:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Sneak peak of the new content 🌞🌴
2021-11-12 21:29:00 +0000 UTC View Post
Cannot wait to show you what I’ve been shooting here the last few days eeeeeeee 💜☀️
2021-11-12 00:52:49 +0000 UTC View Post
Don’t tell Luna I’ve made a friend in Spain!
2021-11-12 00:45:13 +0000 UTC View PostRight guys, soon me and @joeyfisher are filming a Q&A together, should we also film a height measuring session and sort this out once and for all?!?!
2021-11-10 22:03:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Small bootys need love too, and short girls @joeyfisher
2021-11-10 22:01:08 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s true I am away in the sun shooting some EPIC content for you!! Was a stressful journey getting here feeling rough but I made it! Can’t wait to show you some previews ☀️🕶
2021-11-10 21:59:57 +0000 UTC View Post
I am sending the video of me and Joey but in true hotel WiFi style is been saying ‘sending’ for 5 hours lol! You’ll get it eventually 🥳💜
2021-11-10 21:53:39 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s a LATE TIP TUESDAY! Anyone who tips today gets a full video of me and @joeyfisher plus 2 extra pics sent to their DMs 👯♀️💜
2021-11-10 00:04:58 +0000 UTC View PostAs I’m later posting tip Tuesday will be extended till tomorow night 💜
2021-11-10 00:03:58 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s a LATE TIP TUESDAY! Anyone who tips today gets the full video of me and @joeyfisher plus 2 extra pics sent to their DMs 👯♀️💜
2021-11-10 00:03:29 +0000 UTC View PostJust wanted to say thanks for all the lovely birthday wishes! I also got some beautiful gifts (including flowers) from my wishlist- most without any notes so if you sent me a gift and I didnt thank you please let me know so I can :) xx
2021-11-08 20:49:21 +0000 UTC View Post
As you can see here @joeyfisher is at least 4 inches shorter than me x
2021-11-08 20:20:28 +0000 UTC View Post