Good morning my darlings!
Sooo I didn't end up streaming yesterday 😅
Buuut.... Late at night I started feelin' pretty saucy and ended up playing with myself a bit to fall asleep 🥺😏
I'm a silly gal and forgot to plug my phone in, so I only got a couple of clips before it died on me (c'mon Soosh! 🙄) If y'all are interested in seeing them, though, just click that 'purchase' button 😉
(They're literally only 20 and 40sec 😩 but just know you'd be helping me pay for my Boston trip if you purchase! 😁 [traveling is expensiiiive 😵])
Y'alllllll, there's a good chance I won't end up streaming tonight 😅😬
I'm getting a late dinner with my sister (gitchyo dirty minds out the gutter 😠) so I might not be back to my room til late!
If I do one, it'll be super impromptu, sooo mebbe see y'all tonight, mebbe not 😝
Here's my outfit for today (+ a jacket cuz it's DAMN COLD!! 🥶)
First off, lookit how damn cute I looked prancing around Boston today 🤗 (my tooth won't stay in anymore 😂)
Secondly, turns out the 6-bed hostel room I'm staying in for the next 2 nights is EMPTY except for me (and my pup 🐶), which is AWESOME and means that I may end up taking some pics/a vid for y'all while I'm here 👀👀
Thirdly, I'm having a great time up here and can't wait to share some more pics with y'all when I get back 😋
ALSO, I'm still totally considering doing that livestream Friday evening, so keep an eye out!! 👁️
Happy Monday everyoneeee!!
Hope y'all's week is off to a good start 😊
Sooo I'm going to BAHSTON tomorrow!! 😱 I'll mostly be couchsurfing/hostelling while I'm there, cuz $$ and all 😅, but I was thinking about doing a livestream the one night I'll have a hotel room to myself on Friday! What do y'all think?? 🎥
Also, anyone have recommendations on things to do/see up there?? LMK in the comments or messages! ❤️
On a random note, here's some salmon that I cured a little while back 🐟 ok, love ya guys, byeeee 🤪😘
I'm baaaack! 😁
Y'all, ren faire was *SO MUCH FUN* 🤩 (but like when isn't it, really? 😛)
I think the crowning 👑 moment of the day, for me, is when my front tooth 🦷 popped out as I was viciously gnawing on the cartilagenous remains of my partner's turkey leg 🍗 (don't worry, it's not the original tooth [damn bike accidents 🚲😅])
While I know this is gonna become the bane of my existence for the next while, as I have to pop the tooth in and out while eating, it sure was hilarious when it happened 😂
Anyway, here are a couple of pics and a video of my favorite entertainer, the tomato heckler 🍅😄
Hope y'all had a fun weekend, and I'll be responding to messages tonight!! 😘
Happy Friday bbs!!!! 🤪
I'm going to apologize in advance for being a bit quiet for the next couple of days cuz.... I'm going to the Ren Faire!!! 🤩🍻🧚♀️🧙♂️🍗
The theme this weekend is barbarian! ⚔️ I'm working with limited supplies for my costume, so here's a bit of what I threw together last night 😅 I worked on it a good bit today, though, so I'll show y'all the final product when I get back! 🤗
I'll get back to messaging everyone on Sunday! Until then, have a great weekend my lovelies! 😘
It's poll time!!!! 🤩🧾
You guyyys, I missed doing these with y'all SO much! As always, vote and I'll send some thangs 😋
Now, we all love the visual aspect of sensuality, obviously... we're all here! But aside from sight 👁️, which other sense gets you going the most?
Auditory (hearing👂🏼): low murmurs, whispers in the ear, soft moans, shuddering breaths, the rising gasps and cries of pleasure
Tactile (touch 👇🏽): smooth skin, warm, wet lips (😏), hot breath on the base of the neck, fingers running through thick hair, nails dragging across the back
Olfactory/gustatory (smell 👃🏼/taste 👄): the light vanilla/floral scent of lotion/shampoo, the musky, heavy smell of excitement, the salty sweet taste of sweat/saliva/fluids
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Woo! I got a bit hot n bothered writing that 😳😁
Hope y'all have a wonderful week bbs!😊
Posting this a little later than I wanted, but I had to go and make Sichuanese Bang Bang Chicken (with homemade chili oil) for dinner!! 🌶️ (And boy, was it Bang Bang good 🤤😝)
But I just wanted to say THANK YOUU to my wonderful peeps who sent my bbgirl some birthday tips yesterday 😍 I've got some special stuffs coming your way so check your inboxes! And for the rest of y'all, here's a peek at what you missed out on 😏😏
Anywayzzz, I've been pretty OF heavy the last couple of days so I *think* I'm gonna try to give myself a lil break 😬 SO, unless I'm feeling particularly post-y, I'll see you guys next weeeek! 😋😘
EDITED FOR A BETTER DEAL (GUYS, HELP ME GIVE MY FRIEND AN AWESOME BDAY!):
Ohemgeeeeeee you guys, it's my bbgirl, Heather's, birthday today!! 🥳🧁🎈🎉
Y'all, this is one badass, kooky, loveable lady and while I ❤️ her soooo much, I'm also terrible at remembering birthdays and haven't gotten her a gift yet 🎁 (bad Soosh! 😳🤫😩)
BUT I have a solution! 💡 If you go to her *free* page @thegingerartistfree , subscribe (if you haven't already), and send her a little tip 💸 (or, even better, subscribe to her *paid* page! @thegingerartist 😜) and show me proof (screenshot or whatevs 📱), then *I will send you some personalized content* as a thank you! 😋
Let's make this happen guyz! I wanna help fund her weird island birthday dinner of Mac n' cheese 🧀 with Tikka masala 🍛 or whatever she eats these days 🙄🏝️😝
Welp, since I'm not posting as much sexy stuff, I figure I should at least get y'all updated with my food life 😅
So here's what I made tonight, text via my post on a FB cooking group 😋🍛:
'First time air-frying katsu and it came out so well! 😁
I've got a love-hate relationship with air fryers, as I totally dig the convenience and "healthiness" but I can never figure out how to make things crispy and delicious the way real frying does 😤
Well, I may have figured out (at least part of) the solution! The trick is to *pre-brown* the breadcrumbs in a pan before coating...makes a WORLD of a difference!!! 🤩 My chicken katsu came out crusty, golden brown, and delicious 😋
I threw it on top of some trusty Golden Curry (a premade 'roux' that you can buy from any Asian market that makes for a delicious Japanese curry) with carrots, potatoes, onion, and peas (classic!), and added some shredded cabbage with a simple miso ginger dressing on the side.
Monday night dinner: success! 👌
(P.s. do you see the so very sad pup in the background? 🥺🐶😝)'
Hope you guys had a yummy dinner tonight too ❤️ G'night!
Happy Halloweeeeeeeeeen my spoOOOoky spect(ato)res! 👻🎃
I hope y'all are having a blast eating candy, partying, and DRESSING UP this weekend!! 🎊🍻🍬🍫🧟🧛
For anyone wondering what the purple hair was for...this year I was Leela from Futurama! 🚀 I know I said I wouldn't flood my posts with cute couples pics, but I mean, lookit us 🤩
We even got trick-or-treaters this year!! I took the opportunity to dress up in my last-year's homemade Hobbes costume cuz I love it so much 😋
Ok ok, lotsa cutesy cutesy so here's a pic I forgot I took from last week 😉 (also, lmk if I should do a goofy/sexy shoot in either costume 😝) G'night m'dears, and HAPPY HALLOWEEEEN 💀
Hokay guys!
I told y'all I'd post a vid this week and here I am following through! 😁
(Ok, real quick edit: this is my 2nd time writing this cuz it was taking so long for the video to load that I switched to Reddit in the meantime [I'm a redditor now!!] and when I came back, the entire post disappeared 😑 It is *SO much* harder to write a post the 2nd time around 😡 Aaanyway,)
I'm trying to follow through with my goals from my previous post by not letting myself obsess (ignoretheneckfatignoretheneckfat) or spend too much/any time editing... so here it is pretty much in the raw! 🙃
No fancy outfits or anything; I haven't masturbated in front of the camera *or* squirted since I was last on OF (I can't believe it's been so long! 😩) so just trying to ease myself back in 😊
Also, you may notice I dyed my hair purple 🟣 Not a huge fan, personally 😒 but it's for my Halloween costume! Can anyone guess who I'm gonna be? 😉
Alright! I may or may not respond to messages tonight, but if I don't I'll be sure to do it tomorrow! I'm really happy to be chatting with y'all again 🥰 G'night bbz!
Hello my darlings, hello my sweethearts!
Ok, I'm hoping to make and post a video some time this week! 📹
In the meantime, here are some random pics I've taken the last week (mostly PG) for y'all to enjoy while I respond to your messages 😊
I also wanted to let you guys know some of the things I want to do with/on my OF to make it more me-friendly for myself 😁:
1. Hide promotional posts/messages from other profiles that FLOOD my page and inbox (great for users looking for new creators/cheap deals, but kind of overwhelming to open my page up to every day 😰)
2. Delete selfies from my phone after posting (so I don't have to scroll through HUNDREDS of them whenever I open my gallery! 😵)
3. Make it less of a point to try and hide my partner. Yup! I'm in a happy (open) relationship and while that may affect how some people interact with and view me, it feels dishonest to actively avoid mentioning him when he plays such a large part in my regular life. I'm not gonna barrage y'all with happy couples pics all day or anything, but don't be surprised if he shows up in the occasional picture here or there 😛
4. Spend less time obsessing over and editing photos. My perfectionist ass will have a hard time with this one but I hate when it takes me 2 hours to take/retake/adjust/end up posting only 3 photos; I always find myself wishing I spent the time doing other things! 🎨
5. Similar to #4, spend less time obsessing over and critiquing my own body/self 💪 I know I'm not an unattractive person but do, like everyone else, have issues with certain aspects of my physical appearance (wish I was skinnier/ had less of a pooch, had bigger boobs/ass/eyes, etc etc the list goes on) and it plays a huge role in my relationship with OF. If I'm gonna keep putting myself out here, esp nekkid and all that, I want to work on being more comfortable with my body and how it's portrayed on camera! (This is honestly just a general life goal but definitely especially appropriate in this context!) This means making myself OK with a fat roll here or awkward expression there, and hopefully y'all are OK with it too ♥
Whew, ok! Well, obviously you guys don't necessarily need to know all this but it's all part of me trying to be more transparent and open on here! Thanks for reading, and I'll see y'all soon 😘
(Also, thank you so much for the purchases of my last post-- 💖 you guys so much!! 🥰)
Test run!
I'm camping 🏕️🔥 right now (yessss!), but I took a few nekkid pics before showering yesterday and figured I'd show them to y'all 😄
Nothing really special, but for any of y'all who've missed seeing me, here ya go! Enjoy! 😋😘
Well heyy there 👋
Guess who's back! 😁
First off, I'm so sorry for going MIA for the last many months-- I saw that some of you messaged making sure I was okay and I appreciate the concern so much ☺️ (I am okay btw!! 😅)
Y'all have always been so supportive of me, so I think I owe you at least a bit of an explanation!
Basically, when I first started my OF page, I had read up on a lot of tips that encouraged constant/daily uploads to keep fans interested and engaged. I know that many many creators are capable of doing this successfully, and I found that when I did it myself, the feedback was super positive! Unfortunately, I also found that this is something I personally just can't sustainably keep up 😓 I'd feel drained, overworked, and often unfulfilled after spending hours a day on content and it just wasn't worth it 😣 On top of that, being so immersed in the OF world began to seriously affect my self- esteem and image ☹️
Not to say there weren't perks though! All of y'all are seriously wonderful people and I felt lucky to have you as my fans 🥰 and I won't lie, taking cute pics/videos/streams was often fun 🤗 But making my life about this ish just ain't my thing
and I had to take a serious break 😕
"So what does that mean, Soosh?"
Good question, valued fan! Obviously, I wanna keep making content (cuz why the heck else would I come back 😝), but I think I'll have to be more lax on myself this time around. That means less frequent posts (including the weekly streams) and more than likely less messages as well. I still love talking with y'all and will reply when able to/up for it, but please don't feel bad if I don't get back to you right away!
I understand that this may cut down my fanbase and decrease 'likes' and purchases, but I only hope that those of y'all who care will still be here to support me 😊 (and who needs those other a**holes anyway!)
Lastly, I haven't forgotten that I owe a few of you some long overdue 'gifts'. I will be contacting each of y'all (if you're still here!) in the next couple weeks 😙
Alright then!
Let's get this thing going again!
I'm happy to be back and can't wait to hang out with y'all again 🤪😘
Edit: TL;DR I'm back (yay)! But also gonna be way more chill on posting (aww), for my own mental health (yay again)! Love ya guys ❤️
OK GUYS
Winning ingredients for tonight's Chopped Livestream are:
Meat: Fish 🐟
Grain: Brown rice 🌾
Flavor component: Sichuan pepper oil 🙄🌶
Rando wild cardddd: dried mushrooms 🍄
Join me tonight @ 8:30pm CST (in my scary empty kitchen 😭) to see what I make for my VERY LAST COOKING LIVESTREAM (for now 😛😉)
Hi guys!!
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I'm gonna have my 'Chopped Livestream' tomorrow evening! 🔪🌆😋
I'm so glad to see that people have been voting on ingredients! 🍄 It's looking like some of the categories already have pretty clear winners (I knew I shouldn't have put the Sichuan pepper oil 🌶️ in there 😓) but I'm gonna give it until midday tomorrow to call out the final winners! 🏆
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I hope to see some of y'all at the stream tomorrow! 8:30pm CST! 😁🤗
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Ok, now back to packing! 📦
Happy Friday bbs!
I've always wanted to do a "Chopped"-esque cooking livestream 🤩 and I think now, as I'm trying to use up the last of my stuff, is the perfect time to do it! ⏲️ Vote for your top ingredients and join my (last 😭) cooking livestream this weekend to see what I put together! 🍲😁
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Here are your options for the RANDOM WILD CARD 😱:
I've always wanted to do a "Chopped"-esque cooking livestream 🤩 and I think now, as I'm trying to use up the last of my stuff, is the perfect time to do it! ⏲️ Vote for your top ingredients and join my (last 😭) cooking livestream this weekend to see what I put together! 🍲😁
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Here are your options for the FLAVOR component:
I've always wanted to do a "Chopped"-esque cooking livestream 🤩 and I think now, as I'm trying to use up the last of my stuff, is the perfect time to do it! ⏲️ Vote for your top ingredients and join my (last 😭) cooking livestream this weekend to see what I put together! 🍲😁
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Here are your options for the GRAIN/LEGUME component:
I've always wanted to do a "Chopped"-esque cooking livestream 🤩 and I think now, as I'm trying to use up the last of my stuff, is the perfect time to do it! ⏲️ Vote for your top ingredients and join my (last 😭) cooking livestream this weekend to see what I put together! 🍲😁
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Here are your options for the MAIN PROTEIN:
Helloooooo m'dears!👋
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I know I've been a little absent (I did warn you I'd be 👀), but I wanted to update you a bit!
So I mentioned that there're some changes going about o'er here in my life and one of the biggest ones is that I'm moving this week 📦🏡😬
Now, I'm not super ecstatic about it (it's a bit of a downgrade) 😓 but it's supposed to be fairly temporary and ultimately for the better in the long run 🤞
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While I'll still be able to do lots of fun OF stuff after the move, one thing that I *won't* be able to do anymore is my cooking livestream 😭 (y'all, I'm SO SAD about this 😢).
SO I wanna go out with a hurrah and do ONE LAST COOKING STREAM with y'all this weekend! 👩🍳🔪🧄🥩🥕🫑🥓🍴🍾🍻
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I've always wanted to do a "Chopped"-esque cooking livestream 🤩 and I think now, as I'm trying to use up the last of my stuff, is the *perfect* time to do it! ⏲️
So here's the deal, I'm gonna post 4 different polls 🧾, each one focused on a different potential component of the dish 🥩🌾🥫🧴, and have y'all vote for whichever ingredients you want me to use! At the end of the week (I'm thinking Friday or Saturday) I'll take each top voted 🗳️ingredient and use them to make one awesome final dish! 🍲 By that time I'll have gotten rid of most of my cookware as well 🍽️🔪, so this is gonna be a real challenge 😬 I'm ready for it though! 💪
I'll be posting the polls right after this post, so get at em! (Also, I *haven't* forgotten about my last poll bbs! Thank you to those who voted, and I still have pics coming your way ❤️😘)
