Hello dear ones, it’s been too long, sorry about that - I was camping with no cell service in BC, and I’ve been having a lovely time visiting people and places that I love. All much needed for the soul ✨
Here’s a little video of me getting undressed and taking a classic tequila shot with one of my dear friends in his kitchen!
Music:
SpongeBob - Princess Vitarah
This song was really hard to find, I had listened to it a long time ago and just remembered it, but it was scrubbed from the internet … almost 😜
I will be back from my trip in a few days and you can expect to hear from me more frequently then!
Sending my love to you all. I hope everyone enjoyed a good long weekend. 💙
I recommend watching this video of me trying on some new undies as an evening ASMR experience before you go to bed tonight 💫
I like to film in the daylight because it’s much higher quality, but I was way too excited to wait to try these on, and I was in the mood to show off a little bit 😇
Goodnight 💙🖤🤍
Happy Friday! Here’s a sweep and an eyebrow wax. ??
Music:
Where Angels Fear To Tread - Disclosure
Vanille fraise - L’impératrice
It All Feels Right - Washed Out
honey thighs - strongboi
Get Into It (Yuh) - Doja Cat
Much love 💚💙
1 / 2 / 3 - which is your favourite?
I’m a big fan of crushed velvet and tight collars. I actually have a pretty good lingerie collection that you haven’t seen 😇
Finally did a workout with the kettlebell!!! It was super fun and I got super sweaty as you can see 😩😂
It ended up being the perfect starting weight for me to do deadlifts and goblet squats, which I’ve never done before (I did some research on proper form/common mistakes). Too heavy for any arm stuff so I just did some push ups at the end 🫡
Let me know if you would like to watch me actually do this kind of workout! Happy Wednesday y’all, I hope you’re doing well on this 22/22 ✨
My live video from this morning was not saved to my account! But I enjoyed it and will do it again - I think I’m going to stick to pre-recorded stuff though, so I don’t lose it, also because it’s higher quality 🌞
Hope you are all having a good Sunday. I personally have been struggling the past few days. But I can live with that, and I’m doing what I can to take care of myself 💙
Good morning!
I will be going live at 9am EST tomorrow to do a guided meditation and simple yoga sequence. Feel free to join me and start your Sunday feeling good 😊
I’ve always had a sweet tooth. When I was a kid my parents mostly only kept healthy food around. And as such, the only thing that was around to satisfy that was raisins. I would eat the whole bag of them or at least make a GOOD dent in it.
This cinnamon raisin rice pudding goes hard. I often turn to KozyShack in times of need. Sometimes it’s the tapioca pudding though.
P.S.: you can see that I got a slight sun burn despite my best efforts Sunday… I did film myself applying sunscreen all over at the beach. Perhaps you will see that footage some day!
Happy Thursday!
The real deal! Here’s me today. I feel like my resilience has grown recently. When I experience difficult emotions and situations, there is less resistance in my reaction than there used to be, and I process it all more quickly. I’m attempting to pay attention to this slow, long-term improvement rather than fixating on the constant setbacks in life.
I got these popsicles because they’re !!!strawberry!!! and it’s the Strawberry Moon today 🌜🍓🌛 every full moon has a name did you know?? This is my favourite moon of the year I think. It just happens at a time of the year that is so full of both spring growth/renewal and summer possibilities. And of course it’s the beginning of fresh strawberries!
Anyway. I find these videos as off-putting as they are alluring. ??? My favourite part of the first video is when I think I’m going for the popsicle but I put the vape fully in my mouth instead and try to play it off like nothing happened. 😂😂
Happy T00zday all 🍓⭐️🤞
🌈⭐️🎉🌈⭐️🎉🌈⭐️🎉🌈⭐️🎉🌈⭐️🎉
I’ve reached 100 fans! Yay!!! Thank you all so much for being here. It’s such an honour to have an audience of people who are so interested and respectful. I appreciate you so much!
I’m doing something a bit special to celebrate. I’m giving away the hard copies of these two full nude Polaroid-style photos, along with a hand written note/card from me, which will be sealed with a kiss 💋 and whatever else I feel like adding in the package, OR anything you request…!!!
The gift will go to the first person who does all these three things:
💖 likes this post
💓 tips any amount on this post
💝 in a comment on this post, correctly identifies my favourite cereal 👀 (I will give you a hint: I have a sweet tooth!) I’ll give you three guesses per tip!
The tip is in part to cover how I am able to get the package to you, whether it be by postage if you’re out of town or some other way, we can figure that out 🌹
Thank you all again for being here 😊😊 it adds a lot to my life to freely express myself and genuinely connect with you, whether it be via chatting in my inbox or even if you just like watching me live my life.
Looking forward to more chances to be in creative connection with you 🌸
Friday morning update for you all 😘 FYI, I feel like this second video is the closest thing to how I talk with people/friends in real life.
Here are the songs in both videos:
Woman - Doja Cat
Wait a Minute - Willow
Plus an unknown third song 🙃
The Melting of the Sun - St. Vincent
Ghostride - Crumb
Care - Freak Slug
Kids in the Sky - Das Kope
You - Niall Mutter
Friends - levitation room
Suddenly - Drug Dealer
I hope you are all feeling good these days. 💜
This was the last bit of my after work routine that I didn’t post yesterday!
Note that this is not a daily occurrence … for instance, today’s after work wind-down was eating 2 huge date squares over the kitchen counter, showering, then taking a three hour nap lol. Which I have still not gotten up from…!
I am going to start posting the music in the background for anyone who is curious. So here are the songs in this video:
1 4 2 - Inner Wave
Morning Sex - Ralph Castelli
Happy Wednesday my dudes 😎
Here is kind of my usual after work routine 💫
As I said here June is very busy for me. I will be out of town for some days and working extra to make up for that. So you may only hear from me a few times a week.
Music:
Paint Me Silver - Pond
Hypnot1ze - the Notorious B.I.G.
Gooey - Glass Animals
Dorothy - Polo & Pan
May we all walk gracefully into summer time! 🌞🌻
Hello lovely people ⭐️ Please read!!! ⬇️
I’m very busy today on a bedroom purging rampage! So you will not see me in motion. BUT I have a fun idea for tomorrow.
One of my favourite questions to ask people is this:
💕what is the best sandwich you’ve ever had???💕
Please comment or message me with your answers. I will review your answers on video tomorrow (most likely from the yoga mat) and then tell you my own answer at the end.
Please participate, this will be fun!!! Here is a booty pic to entice you to do so! 🌈
Happy Friday 🦄
Quick update, I’m feeling much better, thank you 😊 and I took this selfie once I had done my make up, I think it really shows you the colour of my eyes. No filter obviously 💁🏻♀️
I hope your week has started off well, and I wish you a most splendid June beginning tomorrow! 💘
Feeling very unwell today. Note the blueberry stained fingers, as I am only able to stomach 20 blueberries for dinner; the curtains drawn, because I can’t stand the light; the mascara/tear stained pillow, because the pain is real. 🙃
These self portraits of illness are important for me. I’m sick very often. And yet still desirable, and lusting for life in some way. 🌷
Going to sleep some more. Until tomorrow!
I’m not much for pop music usually, but I absolutely love the new Harry Styles album and have been listening to it constantly 🌈
Enjoy this video of me getting dressed and doing my make up, getting ready to run some errands on a hot summer day 🌞
Music:
Daylight - Harry Styles
Cinema - Harry Styles
Daydreaming - Harry Styles
Happy Sunday morning to you all 🌷
I had a very long work day yesterday and ended up feeling quite unwell after, so I had no chance to connect with you all. I’m a little better off now, and hoping at some point today I’m feeling good and ready for some creative expression!
In the mean time, here are some photos. People on FL really liked this first one that I posted there. I actually did a whole photoshoot of these. I’ve included some here, and I’m sending a bunch more (the best ones of course) to your inboxes 💙
Take care to enjoy the rest of the weekend ✨
Using you as I use my mirror as I talk about what’s up today!
Thank Goddess It’s Friday 🌝
The window was open so the traffic/rain is a bit loud at points. I don’t re-record when this happens because I feel like it would take away from the authenticity of what I’m doing in that moment.
Enjoy today however you can 🖤
I love the mood change over the course of the first few minutes of this 😂
Let this be your reminder to move your body in some way that feels good!
Happy Thursday 🌹
Another successful attempt to find joy in dance and fruit ✨🥭✨
I have lost some muscle mass in being ill and not working out for a few weeks. It’s super noticeable to me visually and in how it feels to move my body. I’m attempting to allow it rather than feel discouraged by it.
At this season of my life I’m beginning the process of deepening my self-compassion, and a hard part of it for me is balancing that self-compassion with continuing productivity/working on personal goals.
It feels like this current body situation is an occasion where I’m learning how to do that.
Using a map and a magnifying glass to discover a better way, rather than a hard hat and pick axe. Curiosity over rampage!
Music:
Weekend Friend - Goth Babe
I’ve been feeling very unwell the past few days. To the point that it felt more possible to shower sitting down lol 😵😵 filming it also made it more enticing actually, I may post the video at some point. Grateful to be able to share with you all. Happy Toozday 🌸💜🦋
