WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK. WHO'S CRAZY??? AM I CRAZY?? ARE THEY CRAZY????? i subbed to a guy's OF and asked for a 5 minute jerk off video (he's gay 💅, so i would never have the chance in person) AND HE SAID IT'S $100. IS THIS NORMAL?? I DON'T THINK THIS IS NORMAL. i understand upcharging a bit if you're a super popular internet personality that must keep up with high demand, but he most definitely is not that. 😭😭😭 or am i just cheap 😔 did not end up going thru with that request
i know how to convert this to a rave outfit💡
add pasties on my nipnops, white thong underneath the bottoms (or just wear some tiny white shorts), fishnets, thigh highs, boots, BOOM outfit
lately, i feel like i have less and less to say. i have no words for even my friends that i keep in contact with daily. this page was created to not only share what everyone wants to see, but to show who i am as a person, so i keep it real. although, i gotta put on a persona at times, i've never strived to be like those fantasy anime dreamgirl cosplayers who are picture perfect all the time bc that's fake. this is why i always try to tell stories, share my no makeup messy hair days, and show my sexy side during normal tasks like cooking, eating, and cleaning. recently, it just feels like i've been disconnected from everyone because i don't have anything of substance to say. there just isn't much that i feel like is worth saying.
now, to immediately contradict myself, i want to talk about OF girls. other girls. i've subscribed to handful of other people's pages, and i feel like there's such a stark difference in my approach & theirs. why do they charge $15/month just to only post on their feed once every 3 weeks? they really just have the sheer luck of being super popular that they don't have to worry about their turnover rate & really just give nothing? i'm not talking about all the girls out there ofcourse, but i've noticed i have a really large media collection on my page compared to many others. i post daily because you deserve to see from me daily for as long as you're here. even when i don't feel like a person, i will still post. i constantly feel like i'm not doing enough in every aspect of life, but this makes me wonder am i doing too much? am i just doing it wrong? why are they doing so much better than me? maybe i should stop comparing, but i just can't help it when i look at these popular, pretty girls. i do want to be like them, but i want to be me first.
well, that was a lot of words, and i don't even know where i'm going with it. i guess just sharing one of the things that has continued to cross my mind for the whole year that i've been on this platform. i am now going to revert back to my hermit crab shell & meaningless captions bc my brain has nothing else to share. thank you for supporting me 💟
i'd honestly love to wear this to a rave someday, but i think i would traumatize my friends with the pubic window if they saw me this naked lmao. also it's just a string covering my bootyhole WHAT IF I GET THE RUNNY POOPS. WHAT IF SOMEONE STICKS SOMETHING IN MY BOOTYHOLE. I'VE NEVER BOOFED BEFORE.
remember my valentine's day livestream? if you missed out on the fun, i'll be sending the saved videos to your DM's next week. 😉 it's split into 2 parts, each about 17 minutes long, so that's 34 whole minutes!! and if you want to see some actual live action again, that'll be coming up soon.
if i were to pick one anime character i relate with the most, i would pick misa amane because she is completely unhinged. so devoted to someone who doesn't even reciprocate that she would do anything for him. she would kill for him. she would follow him to the grave.
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one time in band class, each instrument group broke off into separate rooms to practice our parts. i unknowingly left my backpack wide open in the main classroom and didn't discover until the end of class that MY CIGARETTES WERE ON FULL DISPLAY. yeah i played a wind instrument lol.
ok SOMETHING CHANGED. tell me it's not just me. i've been adjusting the color & lighting on everything i post after i noticed it would look washed out & grey after uploading. but now it's not like that anymore??? my pics still look pretty normal, some of them slightly washed out, but my videos are OVERSATURATED now when they looked pretty normal before. 😐
