This has been one of the most breaking weekends, not to the point where i want to die, but so many tears, its almost therapeutic, its allowing me to see what is, as painful as is, I only pray, this pain makes me a strong mother fucker Queen and I can only pray my true love, my king, is out there for me someday. Angels hear my prayer.
It’s shit on the plus in between crying I’m Working On my website which is finally back in production, I couldn’t have done that I’d I was with him right now. 😭
OMG God Answers sincere prayers I think being single just started to be a whole lot more fun thank God for sugar daddies as they say when it rains it pours ideally in hundred dollar bill$ YayZz #CRYSTALCRAYAZIONZ
https://www.modelmayhem.com/crystalcrayazionz kinda pissed off this morning Not sure why very grateful for lots just kinda had enough of everyone and everything ready to focus on me, sick of hurting over others and trying to justify myself, fuck that, existing is enough, I don't have to do or prove anything, I've decided, I don't owe anyone anything, I've done enough, It's time people help me back I deserve it and as my tarot cards says, God sends miriciles to answer sincere prayers, Divine Intervention and Prosperity, Increased $upport is on its way. #crystalcrayazions #crystalcrayaz #barbie #sexy #celebrities #topofthecharts #bestmusic #Australian #no.1popartist #CCz #singer #songwriter #actress #model #influencer #dancer #creator
So tired Just finisished City 2 $urf 4 1st time HazZz BlA$T! Part 2 An Emotional Day, but so greatful to my new friends's kindness. I need a miricle, I believe in miricles and these folks are up there with miricle human beings that save lifes litterally. It's so nice to know some people care, I had more people in this running community ask me how I was today, genuinely and hugged me when upset and bougt me a drink than in numbers I have had out of my entire past social network over the last year seperation. Its so beautiful to know amazing, fun, kind people exist... I had just never found them b4. :)