and more of tree house fun :D
even though i hope it was my last lonely treehouse experienceβ¦ place like this is not meant to be for a single bird π¦€π¬
Uuaahhh. I have intense night behind me. Yesterday I visited shaman. I was facing lot of deep dark places inside of me. Which feels good. But on other hand my body is today so tired. ... Main dark place within me I was facing and exploring at night was my fear of connection which has its very deep roots in childhood. Also I can clearly see how much my past relationship (few years ago) hurt me. And how it makes me more vulnerable to encounters with men, and makes me overly selfprotective also around other people, in fear that my energy will get sucked by them.
But as I write, I don't wanna sound tragic. I don't feel tragic at all. I feel light and soft in this moment. I just had a need to express this strong turmoil.
Also tommorow I will for peace of mind try to schedule some photos in a case I will be without internet - like today. Internet here is not always ideal. Today even electricity didnt work. And with big rains in next days we may can get flooded by river. ... It is bit unpredictable :D ... But somehow all exciting to me. π
Sending out there Big Big Hug β€οΈ
And may you enjoy every bit of your day β€οΈ ... *my heart is literally falling out of my chest now, ahh.*
humm humm.
i am getting messages over past weeks if i have something more πΆοΈβ¦ answer is: YES, i do
link to see whole thing here: https://onlyfans.com/538230117/the.real.ninja.girl
(*but to open it you have to first subscribe to my free account here: @the.real.ninja.girl*)
and here is some text i wrote to it a while ago :D β¦ felt vulnerable and so exciting that time ->
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*I don't know what happened. but last two days I am horny as fuck... god. ... help me :DD ...
I masturbated yesterday like four times π³... and that all started as I decided to shave my legs and trim my pussy. I do not know why. but anytime I try to shave myself, I get horny and my pussy dripping juices like a waterfall :DD
so enjoy till i share it here. there is some chance i gonna get shy and guilty about that and erase that message later :D :D as this is first time I share something so explicit with more people.... for now. i am just horny and acting compulsively :D
package include some photos with pussy view :D and video of me masturbating and peaking in orgasm in less than two minutes :D (got really horny, i cant keep longer when i am too turned onπ₯Έ) ...
another fact why this is so unique. I found that I never really saw my pussy. to see those photos it felt like I first time in my life really see my pussy β€οΈ. and had so much of appreciation for her. she is so beautiful! why no one ever told me :D
....
btw I really found in me some praise kink and i like to receive some appreciation back in form of nice words or tips. so it feels like i am not sharing my naked vulnerable body with ghosts. and i really get from positive feedback such a dopamine kicks :D ...
uh⦠and its out :DD
so enjoy π€. and if you enjoy. let me know! β€οΈ
for now⦠i should take a cold shower⦠to cool down that horny fever.
Peace, Love and Pussies,
Your Bee*
and look at those hills again :D
*ps. next photos are me meeting a quinoa plant for a first time (oh god, so much excitement about that :D), and pony i befriended in a mountains* β€οΈ
you'll be surprised
but i do wear underwear
β¦ sometimes π
*ps. another photos are just goof and giant things i found in jungle. everything here is soo big!* :D
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and if you like, here is a song which is playing in my head in last days. (hint: piano)
https://open.spotify.com/track/7sLUHnrWu1qy99Gd5jYvdT?si=1b960f2ff4314c5b
when i listen to it, it gives me such a beautiful shivers across whole body. Some kind of peaceful excitement. It feels like i can breath out and the breath in is taken by itself. It makes me cry while filling me with beauty. It makes me dance inside.
Feeling lots of gratitude and Love these days.
i hope your days feels at least as good as mines β€οΈ
With Love,
Beebs
I found this two year old photo from dinner party with my very dear friend Maeve (@pixiemaeve)
we had so much fun that night :D :D
cooked great food, drink good wine, covered in paint absolutely everything, and paid big bill to company cleaning swimming pools
*btw. Me and Maeve started with onlyfans in same time :D
(*all 'Friends' I have here on OF are my actual friends :)*)
I do have many skills.
one of them is to hold lighter in between of my butt cheeks while walking
(very convenient skill if you do not have pockets π£πΌ)
* *at the ice cream party with* @adorable_alice