ok. here is one more double exposure polaroid to gaze in :D I have really big joy in making them :3
plus funny story from Sunday: ... My dad took my polaroid camera and made a dickpic. he was doing poker face like nothing happened and mom was laughing over all kitchen. lol.
I guess polaroids were made for naughty pics :D they're somehow calling for that :D .... no?
one with legs in knot and dirty feet 🫢
I am bit fascinated by feet fetish. it is for me pretty new discovery, that so many men love them :D
so... what about you? tell me :))
| *mom's lesbian friend*
| *crawling under dining chair*
| *small dog perspectives*
hope you are into poetry and sneaky photos 🤪
I love to write haiku poems ❤️
curious if you would like to read more of my instant poetry :D (?)
ok. NO SHAME.
these photos I took recently.
In past weeks I gain lot of weight from all stress I had. I cope with my stress by overeating and spoiling myself with chocolate. not proud of that. because I really like to treat my body well, so it stays happy and healthy....
why I share these photos is because I wanna share real me. and it is not all time happy, pretty, and in form. But it is how it is and I am trying to love myself in every shape and mood.
I am curious how are you with self-love and self-acceptance.
Do you have parts of yourself you are not proud of and are hard to accept and love?
Curious to hear from you :)
Much Love to you. And don't forget.:
*YOU WORTH
YOU ARE LOVABLE
AND YOU DO GREAT*
:)
**one important announcement** <3
I have very intense weeks beyond me and decided to treat myself a bit and sign up for Vipassana. it is a 10 day silent meditation retreat which has a strict regime. 11 hours of meditation per day. no phones allowed, no speaking, even looking into other people's eyes is not allowed. It is intense retreat.
so from tomorrow till 27th I will be exploring inner worlds. That means I will not answer on any messages for a while.
I will now schedule some content for upcoming days :) so you can enjoy my presence at least this way. You may send some love and wish me strong butt muscles and straight back (they gonna be super painful :D hah).
Much Love
and looking forward to see you on Other Side <3
Beebs :)
helping my mom with work :D
this small room was my room over 15 years. now my parents made from it storage for packets. feels nostalgic to be here (and touch my pussy? upsie :D)
ok. this is my second polaroid picture I ever made... IT IS SUPER EROTIC :D :D
like hyper erotic... its first time I ever tried to shoot in double exposure. and I LOVE IT.... the way how both pictures soak into each other blows my mind.
curious to hear your feedback (even if you do not like it) in comments or in DM :)
Wish you fun day ;)
😚
Had much fun in garden today 🌿😊
So here is a smile for you.... *If it tingles in your belly and you start to smile - it worked :D*
I found I have great pleasure in making people smile.. even on street. it is such a nice and simple way how to share with people :) ahh...
ps... if you are not afraid of creeps, swipe on end of photos :D ... but only if you are ready. I warn you! :D
Much Love,
Beebs :))
Went for a walk to my dearest place. Forest around village where i grew up. ... I feel so connected to this forest. This place is like my grandmother. Raised me kindly. Had for me all those games. So many joyful memories are bound to this place.
What is your favourite place where you felt home and held as a childd?
Hugs 🍂
Panties GONE !
Mischievous smile UP
(I got super horny while writing this :D I wanted to create some naughty poll. but for unknown reason got bit shy :D maybe next time if you help me make less shy 😳)
Hello friday friends :3
What are you up to this weekend? ✨
I got for visit my best friend for a weekend. it is super exciting as we did not see each other for 3 years. unbelievable!
Much Love and wish you easy weekend :)
you know. that Halloween thing... and I guess nothing is more creepy than my third-eye-monkeysaurus from hyperspace :D
Share Love and Spookiness <3 (but Love first :D)
swipe -> you gonna like it :3 ... in love with nature. had really lovely time in autumn leaves with bare feet 🫠
hope you are enjoying this colourful time as well :))
hello there
it's ten days since I disappeared. I got really heavy days. My granny is having cancer in last stage and it is going very fast since I arrived back to hometown in Czechia.
Thus last days I spent with full-time caretaking, as she is incapable to take care of herself in any way anymore. I feel grateful that I can be around her these days and give her all love and care I can. But same time those days were more challenging than I could imagine. and I usually do not underestimate situations.
On friday granny got some flu and it seemed she will not survive till end of week. it was very challenging as physically as mentally for both of us. she was loosing consciousness in limbs and was falling and I am really bad with heavy-lifting with my 50kg of weight. I did not sleep as she needs every two hours on toilet even at night and she did not like to ask for help with anything. so I couldn't sleep for three days to maintain attentive to her unvoiced needs, before she try to do things on her own = to fall and hurt herself. It was so challenging to stay in centre and supportive and clear mind, as I am holding in arms family member I love most and who is emotionally broken and literally begging for death. it is so challenging to witness that and be part of that experience and stay clear, centred, loving and fully available and attentive. to not break down as she was doing, to bring her support and love in those harsh moments....
fortunately she got after weekend better and now she can even laugh and complain, which is good sign. also I am finally not alone on caretaking and whole family is helping. so finally I got now some space for myself - to sleep, to recharge my batteries, to feel myself and express everything I couldn't while I was holding space for granny. ... I crossed bit my boundaries with all my overtakecaring without having support or even available friends to talk to. ... so now I am experiencing burnout. .... its hard to express in few words how harsh this weekend was. even my hairs started to fall in distressing amounts ...
so this is why I suddenly withdraw and disappeared without word. I think I still gonna need little bit more of time to recover. But I gonna try to post again from now on. Also got lot of lovely messages. some of them also with worries and care. I feel really grateful for them and will answer hopefully tomorrow. now I am desperate for good sleep. it is 2am here and my mind is not clear anymore.
Good night and kisses. and thank you for being with me
<3
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btw do you know other funny and playful use of letters and symbols on keyboard? yes? please share with me :DDD
