LIFE DUMPP!!! so many unposted stuff ive made and done over the month! And I've been replying to peeps on here and I've missed youuuu guys!🥰🤕
It's LUCIFERS BIRTHDAYYY!!! well around this time lol, he be 13 years old now and I've been trying to give him the best life he's ever had, because idk how long he will be with me, but cats are bastards and have lived for like 25 years LOL he absolutely loves sitting outside for hours listening to the geese and rolling around like a loaf 😺😹 if you wanna get him a bday presentt he would be elated 😸😸 this wishlist has a ton of kitty stuff 🥹
https://a.co/2OL25Dt
I have like the most relieving and bestest news everrrrrrr tooooo! Anyone that's seen posts bout my back and forth with big cartel, I had to deal with not having my art site work right when we moved in and it was c h a o s. And when I get overwhelmed I kinda just disappear ☠️ I was in mega survival mode and knew I could post and be here but didnt....my brain was like NO lolol I've put makeup on like once in the past 2 months 🤣😂😂😂 was having crying panic attacks everyday dealing w those fucks and said fuck everything, took a deep breath and deleted every profile and made a new account on there and stripe and it fucking workkkeedddddddddd. 🫨😑 I knew my api was like needing to be updated somewhere, but they wouldn't mf listen and made me feel like I was going insane 🥴😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫 if I knew how to code or someone I trusted to help build a site I wouldn't have to keep relying on a third party but I'm just thankful afffuckkkk its okay again so I can enjoy the outdoorrsssss more 😍
We planted some things, and def have been feeling way better with the air quality its wild
Haven't taken alot of me pics so here's a smorgasbord of stuff I haven't posted anywhere yet heh I get into this weird stunlock and can't post its almost a fear but when I do it and open the page I'm fine? Lolol OH AND I REBRANDED!
💉Morgue Artistry 🩸
Morgueartistry.bigcartel.com
I'm rly happy I had to do this in the end, huge weight lifted and I feel super refreshed been making hella arttttt! 😌
HOW HAS PEOPLE BEEEN? I totally don't blame peeps that have left, but holy shit I'm so thankful for everyone thats still here through this super weird antisocial feels I've been having and feel so bad for the lack of postssssss. But I Def feel like the new chapter has officially began now so new Era ohoh posted vid of new dreadsssss 🙉😻
If you read till the end leave a ❤️ in the comments because I love youuuuuu!!!
Made a NSFW reel hehehe I want to do more 😋
And some content that my page needed super badly, you guys are the shit and I'm so thankful I have yous right meow and some of you since da beginning 💜
Oh jeeeeez hiiiiiiii! Before the rant: pics of my backyard and all the cool things in it hehe I've been rly mentally stunted from what's been going on and it affects how I post/don't post. I turn into a shell 🙊😣 im rly sorry to ppl I have to reply toooo, I promise I'll hit chu back w something spicy 🦂
Idk why everytime I wanna get back into the flow of things something disrupts everything completely 😢 😭 i am so wanting to go live but i cant stop fuckin crying and its just insane how little help ive received..after my site said it could start accepting Buy Now Pay Later, it's been a nightmare and nothing but failed orders for a month,(last pic on here shows some) and 55 messages back and forth with both big cartel and my payment processor stripe. It's an API integration that is done by big cartel so they have control over the coding and everything. And i have so much art to post but I go and look to see all these fuckjng orders that I never got notified about, that just R failing. I emailed a couple people and they said it's my site timing out/not accepting afterpay for AU customers which is total bullshit. They then blamed it on afterpay and since no one is helping me, I probably will have to start a new account, clean slate with Stripe. Theres sooooo much to unpack on that site i feel i could have also pressed something wrong and who tf knows 😵💫🥺
Here's alot of finished art and I wanna list it, so I probably will but if anyone does try to purchase something and it fails for you pls let me know what happened, it's so confusing and I don't know how to run my business right now because of this
I'll be on here alot more, as I try to basically recreate my whole shop with the same goddamm asshole fucks but I have no other option cause everything else has more cons than pros compared to big cartel
EEEEEEEP IM SORRY FOR THE RANT it's just this has been the only thing I've been doing since I arrived here, I put this goal up for the amount of failed orders that happened on behalf of my fuckin site, and I would be more than happy to send you a dope piece of art or a print 💫 im not expecting it to hit it at all I just appreciate u gaiz 🥹 I have my wishlist too full of important shyt I wanna get but can't atm, send me a dm if you snag anything, it means alot and I'll send you something in return toooo!
https://a.co/2OL25Dt
I was so excited to have everything fall into place here and this is a HUGEEEE fucked bump in the road for me, my shop is my life, and If it's not running right it kills me inside 🤕 it'll smooth out eventually I just need to find someone that knows what they're doing with api coding, and integrating, that would b so bomb hahaha I'm a v confused millennial when it comes to that shit
How is erryoneeeeee????? I wanna post everyday I think about it and argue with myself and my anxiety always keeps getting the best of me, but I'll get thru dis, I wanna be more present for erryone 🥲🥰
Waowwwwwwwww hello 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 Here's a couple vids and some pix I much needed to post for awhile haha I've been doing this lymphatic drainage face massage everyday and it makes me feel good bout myself after hehe 😄 I FINALLY am situated enough to be able to get back to things regularly...ALMOST lol my shop tried adding the code for Buy now pay later and in short, 14 orders never even went through they failed during the checkout and they won't stop saying it's the customer and blaming it on me/them. That was like a whole paycheck, if they don't fix it imma have to move to etsy because they have automatically BNPL in their system, and right now with the economy I NEED that as an option, shit I even use it for most things I purchase and the rise in orders was seen after saying I had it, but ofc they never went thru and I had to find out through manually going into my stripe and see them. Its been 5 days back and forth with them, I'm rdy to Rip my hair outtttttt and been a mess on and off. I love everyone here so much, your support means a fuck ton to me
OHOH! and for everyone who has the Pre Webcam Cam Pics folder, I added a tonnnnn more from like 2010-2013!!!!!!! It updates automatically for you to check out 😎🤓 Tip $66 if you want this folders! It's hundreds of photos I used to take before I would cam everytime, so lots of looks and outfits heh
And until I can get my shop fixed, I'm in need hella of stuff from mixing bowls to a bed LOL but all kinds of necessities are on this wishlist if anyone wants to help chip away at it, I'll be v thankful 🥲🥹❤️🩹 I know the options are boring hahaha but restarting again like this is hard so I appreciate everi bit 💞
I gotta reply to people's on hereeee! Hang tight, I'm grabbing weeeeed and coming home to reply 🥰
https://a.co/2OL25Dt
I WAS SUPPOSED TO POST THIS TWO WEEKS AGO AND IT NEVER DID LOL FUCK (edit: it did post but it told me it was in drafts so double post woops loololoolol BUT IM HEREEEE! In NY <3 posting update now since im here hahahahh
WOAH HIIIIII!!!!! I dont know where all you new peeps came from, but THANK UUUUU! You caught me at a bad time with posting, cause im 4 days away from moving to NY haha AHhHHHhH!
Im scared imma be forcewdddd to not paint for a couple weeks, i packed my paint up and was crying lmfaooo so since i cant rly cant make anything new or have paid time off, any tips/words of support mean alot to me rn. We mapped out the route and figured we need to get 3 motels along the way (2300 miles omg lmao) So your help wiil be going towards that and gas/anything needed to get us there safe <3 Were leaving the 24th and getting there (hopefully) on the 27th!!!! Its only like 5 days away omg O_o
Im documenting my trip with my friend where we take topless pics at every state line LOL ill be posting them here, and all the sfw fun/crazy parts of the trip will be on my Discordddd!
https://discord.gg/UPqAbVKp
Im still trying to figure it out (I didnt even know how to add a bot lol) so its all over the place feeling rn, but join if you guys havent yet! I want peeps to be there that are chill, like me for me, and want to see creative things, listen to cool beats, and talk to other dope people! :D When i move ill be streaming FORSURE, it might be a bit cause i have to buy alot of new things like a mf table and new speakers! And i found this INSANE 360 degree cam that captures legit every angle!
OHOH! I got my car figured out to get it shipped tooooo!!!!!!!! $1600 and imma drop a fuckin air tag in it bc of the horror stories ive heard with shipping cars hahaha but i feel relieved to know that im not gonna be trapped in a rural place without a car lol
WHERES THE COOLEST PLACE IN THE WORLD YOUVE BEEN TO??? When my passport comes, tickets to EU are INSANELY cheap (Berlin is like $250 direct round trip) I wanna go to Bali when the hype of it calms down on social media, and finish seeing western europeeee! So comment if you live in EU or what ur fav place youve beeeen to :D
WOAH HIIIIII!!!!! I dont know where the new peeps came from, but THANK UUUUU! and whassap :D Im sky and i write fuckin novels lmao
You caught me at a bad time with posting, cause im 4 days away from moving to NY haha AHhHHHhH!
I packed my paint up and was crying lmfaooo I Felll back in love with it before having to pack up :( since i cant make anything new for at least a few weeks, any tips/words of support mean alot to me rn.. <3 We mapped out the route and figured we need to get 3 motels along the way (2300 miles omg lmao) So your help wiil be going towards that and gas/anything needed to get us there safe <3 Were leaving the 24th and getting there (hopefully) on the 27th!!!! Its only like 5 days away omg O_o
Im documenting my trip with my friend where we take topless pics at every state line LOL ill be posting them here, and all the sfw fun/crazy parts of the trip will be on my Discordddd!
https://discord.gg/UPqAbVKp
Im still trying to figure it out (I didnt even know how to add a bot lol) so its all over the place feeling rn, but join if you guys havent yet! I want peeps to be there that are chill, like me for me, and want to see creative things, listen to cool beats, and talk to other dope people! :D When i move ill be streaming FORSURE, it might be a bit cause i have to buy alot of new things like a mf table and new speakers! And i found this INSANE 360 degree cam that captures legit every angle!
OHOH! I got my car figured out to get it shipped tooooo!!!!!!!! $1600 and imma drop a fuckin air tag in it bc of the horror stories ive heard with shipping cars hahaha but i feel relieved to know that im not gonna be trapped in a rural place without a car lol
WHERES THE COOLEST PLACE IN THE WORLD YOUVE BEEN TO??? When my passport comes, tickets to EU are INSANELY cheap (Berlin is like $250 direct round trip) I wanna go to Bali when the hype of it calms down on social media, and finish seeing western europeeee! So comment if you live in EU or what ur fav place youve beeeen to :D
~ Leaving this goal as an estimate of how much the trip will be, dont feel obligated at allll to tip <3 And if u do, ill be sendin u some stuff as a thank youuu <3
Omg IVE MISSED IT HEREEEEE packing to move across country is no joke lol the time to locate new docs and getting my car there somehow are a struggle to find good companies, I feel so bad for being absent all month, but I'm gonna take top less pics at every state line we cross and will ha e tons of time on the road to mak3 content! I'll post here and discord (nsfw stuff here)
How has everyone beeeeen? I feel so guilty for not being here and I'm so sorry 😞 I'm picking up w33d rb and will reply ro everyone's messages and ib the meantime for anyone who doesn't have this folder, for me bein a ghost haha here's the link!
My tip menu that's pinned is still good! So let me know in a dm if you want anything, I'll give discounts since I've been so busy haha so take advantage if you want! There's stuff of all kinds like 500gb heheh☺️😔😏 a tip of $500 will get you my whole decade vault of my life as a cam model, my huge music library, and everything in between heh it would help immensely with the move 🥲
Also I never mentioned here that my whole ary shop is 40-70% off! For like 12 more hours and then I ship for the last time! Idk what will get damaged or not so my goal is to try to clear out as much as I can for peace of mind 😌
Viralflowart.bigcartel.com
Msg replies sooooon! And if you tip I'll send things over immediately since I'll be keeping this tab open all day! My phone doesn't notify me of things it's a glitch and I guess cause my storage is too full LOL heres some pics of my life lately and bewbz 😎
These pix are 10-11 yrs old OMG :P baby meeee, right when i started camming! no tattoos cept for my crosses. You can get my Pre-Tattoo NSFW folder for a $66 tip! theres now over 500 pix innit :D
I made a small goal for moving costs <3 We decided on DRIVINGGGG, my friend is going to drive in my dads car w me, and my dad in the Penske. I just couldnt handle the stress of having to figure out how to fly with my cats, and i think that would give them more acute trauma, than a long road trip in solitude. So were leaving officially March 24th!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Counting the daysssss, i might die on the ride there, i cant handle long drives hahaha but i can bring w33d now since i aint flyin :P lmfao I added my tip menu here (Second pic) <3
Ilu gaiz and hope youre all okey and staying warm and not sick, and cuddling someone or something hehe
HHHHEEEYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! Heres a ton of random hawt/weird vids and pix hehe I be so overwhelmed with planning the move and having to figure out how to keep up with all my platforms, and im cleearly failing at it LOL But I absolutely cannot WAIiIITITTTTTT to move, i feel like my whole mindset will change., We just got a vid back of the house for the final walk through, and ill share it here, the sound of the running water is amazing and immediately made my heart like jump into a state of happy lol Im stoked to take everyone around and see where the fuck we can go, cause theres a whole ass forest next to us mwahaha
How has everyone been???? I hope that new subs got my welcome message with the free link of spicy stuff <3 trying to go through messages rn and get people i happened tomiss with a content link <3 Im rly sorry for having ppl wait after tipping, scroll thru and youll see at the end the tip menu!!!!!! I dont know how long ill still be selling my smuttt, but if anyone does tip, know its going towards reducing the $$ stress for moving, i want to be able to help my pops out as much as i can with this, and thank u everyone who has been supporting me even tho i suck at posting rn :( You mean alot to me <3
Holy fuckkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!! Hai guysssss 🥰 I can't wait to get back to messages and update everyone, since we found a haus I been doing major spring cleaning and it ended up getting me sick as fuckkkkk lol Forgive my absence, my pops has been super sick too with pneumonia, and then I got stupid sick with something different lmfao 😭 😂 i love all you guys for supporting me even when I'm a ghost on here, gonna make it up for it and send everyone a badass folder of hot stuff 🔥 🥵 🥞 ♨️ tonight and tomorrow I'll be replying, it'll take a bit but imma get to every single person ❤️🩹🖤
My chokers and titties :P hehehe
Just sent a folder to peeps that subbed here lately, if you didnt get one lmk, idk if it includes renewal peoples, i wanna make sure i give yaaallll something for the shit lack of posts lately :(
I def just gotta go live and let everyone know whats been happenin in my life, and i also miss u guys so muchhhhhh! My social anxiety has been through the roooooooooooof. But i got one of them NEW YEARS RESOLUTOONZZZ lololol 3x a week i go live, trying to figure out where considering IG and FB are dead now for me, possibly twitch??? How many of you guys use twitch? I made a poll hehe <3
I got a new phoneeeeee ANDDDDDD haven't even taken a boobie picture yet LOL so here's a dump of random shit to let you know I'm alive, I've been building my discord community and have veen there alot and I'm so sorry to the 38 messages I've needed to reply to 😢 pls forgive meeeeeee
Doing that rn, and then editing YouTube vids finally! Maybe lkve lager on Instagram, but black Friday there WILL BE DEALS on my content cause I'm retiring it for good come next year! I'll be making a new banner eith updated prices hella discounted for black Friday weekend only heheheheh
OMG hi 🥰 pls stand by, my phone has been a hot fucking mess for the past two weeks, i had to hard reset and i’m Finally getting a new one idk if i’ll get it today or have it shipped but i’m sorry for being a ghost 😭 i don’t have any pics of my face or anything, but here’s some oldies that i pulled from my cam life folder 🫶 i’ve been so busy working on my discord and it’s been rly awesome, def want more peeps to join! there’s like 215 of youzzzz!!! that have joined hehe and i have sections to share your own art (sfw and nsfw) music sharing, one for gifs memes and pics, and a space for everyone to hang out and chat! i’ll try reply to everyone asap when i get back from getting w33333d! browsers and apps just randomly crash on me on my phone bahahah i have my computer but my keys are all stuck fron paint 😂😂😂😂 my inbox is at 33 messages so thank you for being so patient i’m just one person trying to reply and run everything on my own, so i rly really fuckkng thank you guys 🥰🥰🥰 how is everyoneeeeee!!!????? thank you guys so much for bein here even when i’m not, it means the universe to me. 😭🥹🥹🥹 i’m trying to switch platforms rn too so that’s what’s been time consuming as hell when your phone keeps crashing during it as well LOL 😂 but youtube is next! instagram has officially thrown me off the map and 1/10th of my followers even see my posts now so it’s time to try to adapt somewhere else 😬
ahhhhhhh!!!!!! i’ve been on another planet this whole time being on the internet, because i’m only on the least important apps for business growth and connecting lololol fuckkkk instagram and fb, i made a discord! but had a breakdown trying to figure out how to not make it so overwhelming and yeah i’ve been so overwhelmed 🤣😢😭😭😭 my best friend tried to help me and i just don’t understand the site at all why there’s channels and servers AND threads AND forums? it makes no sense to me, but join anyways if you want, i’ll figure out how to make things more organized soon where there’s different places for diff convos and it’s not one giant mess hah
pls forgive me for not getting back to messages on a bit, i appreciate you guys so much and haven’t been able to give you the proper replies i like to send to peeps, i’m sorry if i can’t carry on a conversation rn, it’s been a thing for a while lol but just been rly rly hard lately for me with socializing 😬 how has everyone beeeeeeen? pls comment if i forgot to send anyone anything, i promise i didn’t mean on purpose 😖❤️🩹
here’s my discordddddd 💞💞
https://discord.gg/WcfEwCEePJ
you guys see first, i got ready and had in my head to go live and immediately shut down when i was ready, idk why my brain just isn’t allowing me to put on a show for people anymore, it’s exhausting to think about and idk how i did it for 12 years if j wasn’t on cam i was live on instagram
i’m trying to think of a vacation for my dad and i to go on and fucking tickets to costa rica are the same price as tickets to NY LOL so that might be a thing cause this is the longest i’ve gone without a vacation or anything to make me feel confidence and more grounded… been like three years since gettin tattoo work done and any piercings and i ALWAYS would do things like that, it was my form of self care so for it being so long, my artist is in belgium so piercings maybe!!! hahaha i wish i could get any nose ones but i have terrible sinus problems
eyebrows? what should i get hehe 😜
Ayyyeyeeeeeeeeeee <3 couple previews from my Vid Vault(post tattoos) eeeee I hope everyone has been dope af and had a good weekenddd!!!! Ive been thinking and overthinking my life, so apologies for not bein here, but pls let me know if i missed anyone that got contenttttttt! <3 <3 <3 thank you so much gaiz <3 If you want my whole b/g folder tip $88, or $15 for one <3
i was about to keep it half shaved 🤣 cause it looked awesome LOL i haven’t shaved in soooo long but yep it’s all gone now 🙃
there’s quite a bit of peeps that subbed here over the last day and imma send you guys a OF month folder, check your messages soooon 🥰 thank you so muchhhhh! and everyone who has grabbed some stuff off my content list 🥲🥰 imma put down a payment soon for my invisalign treatment, and then 8k to go with that 😂 god bless murrika fuckkng hell lmao i feel so much better after getting that list fjnally done, reorganizing so much stuff, and fixing my webshop it def feels like my brain has lifted that cloud a lil bit and i can think better 🥰 i hope you guys have an amazing night and you can too at anytime for content i’ll get it to you asap!
for the whole dealio, it’s $500 instead of $666 on c....a.p $rottenmorgue666 💘
revamped an old vid that was popular 🤟 STAY ROTTENNNN 😎 actually jk my name still may be rotten on instagram but dang i’ve grown up
but i ain’t about to rebrand myself LOL 😂 when i try to think of “”cool makeup””” my brain legit goes blank lmao it’s replaced with art now, im getting so many beautiful halloween themed laser cut specimens in the mail today and am making a ton of dark mixed media that i love to make bc i never take advantage of october lol OH and lots are asking how long i’ll have my tip menu for, it’ll be up as long as i’m in arizona for, which is probably till spring. so you guys don’t have to rush to grab anything you want ❤️🔥
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo here we goOoOoOO!!!!! THE ULTIMATE CONTENT LIST (second pic!)
over 8000 pix, clips, vids, music, BTS, xxx, all the things over the last 12 years. and still adding as i find more! I hoard content lol
I will be closing this door in my life soon for a new one to open, which means my content will be going with me. It's definitely time for me to start a new chapter, and I want everyone to remember the awesome stuff <3 I love you guys with all my heart :') <3
ill still be on here, but this is my LASTTT tip list for my content, you can also just tip any amount you want w a request, and ill surprise you <3
INSIDE FLESH COLLABS $200 for all four vids and pic sets, or $40 for one surprise pic and vid set) b/g/g
okay cool 😔 woke up to this so that’s awesome this whole time you guys never saw the post…. i want to cry 😔
it took me forever to type that up and and organize this, just to have OF immediately delete the post and never tell me it was deleted 🙃🙃 also posting on my reddit to make sure everyone sees it and gets a chance to snag anything before i forever close that life chapter
INSIDE FLESH COLLABS $200 for all four vids and pic sets, or $40 for one surprise pic and vid set) b/g/g
TIP AT ANY TIME ANYTHING! and leave requests if you have any bc i love to fulfill them 🥰 this is legit the last time you can get my content, i’m forever moving onto a new chapter of my life when we move out of state come spring and want to share content i have made over 11 years, and anyone who wants it can……
just read the tweet 🥰
https://twitter.com/kota_morgue/status/1576467771163934720?s=46&t=8HWh0RA76y9E_JAqnbHyHg
whaddafuckkkkkkk happen to my lipppppp 😭 thank you guys for the birthday wishes, it meant a lot 💞 i’m honestly thinking about making A new OF that’s free, and just send things through messages, is that allowed tho hahah nsfw stuff behind a paywall on a free sub account?
the stress of keeping up on here to keep my subscribers is grueling to me and reminds me of the fuckery that is a cam score (if you guys know you know 😆) but having a free account would let me reach more people that were able to join bc it was free, i’m stuck in a rut with this decision, i have 102 peeps on here and that’s bout five bills a month, too much stress when i’m pretty sure if i did a few ppv messages to a way larger audience and had a set on stone tip board i think it would be way more relaxing to doooo
what do you guys think? what do you see on here thats popular? i see so many free accounts i’m thinking i know why too, let me knowwwwww! i cut my sub price in half but needing to be consistent has been incredibly hard lately 😔
thank you everyone who sent me a bday wish 🥹🥹
my arm after getting tattooed in 2016 hahahha
and a makeup timelapse 🥲😘 my bday is tomorrow and i legit dropped off the face of the earth, kinda the wrong time to do that considering i’ve been having a hard time selling my art
i appreciate everyone that’s still here like SO much 🥹 while im trying to navigate this extremely difficult chapter of my life ❤️🩹 my bday goal that’s pinned most likely wont get met before tmrw but any tips towards it means so much to me 🥲🥹❤️🩹
SWOOOOOOP heyyy 🥰 hehe shower clip for all youzzzz, gonna be making content list today and hopefully have it posted before my birthday!!!!! rly far from the bday goal i had made, but thank you everyone who contributed to it so far 🥹
i have a 20% sale going on rn but you guys get the 25% discount code for my shop, just enter ROTTENDAY 😋 when you checkout!
viralflowart.bigcartel.com
things are finally starting to get somewhere with the big move, finding a realtor and getting the pre approval, buying tickets tonight for sometime late october and dear fucking god we might be moving in dead ass winter LOL 😂 but i’m so excited to share this journey with you guys and i’ll be documenting a lot of it on here! ALSO i have been watching vids on instagram and fb conpletely getting obliterated in a day with stock market, shits dying and has been and a platform switch is now forcedddd, so twitch or youtube but the streaming thing is still giving me total anxiety 😦
youtube i have tons of content i just need to make the fuckkng voice overs lolol but whatever route i take, you guys are coming with me in a way no one else will get to see 🥰
oh hey oh hey 👋
i am so fucking thankful for you guys, i needed to take time off and see what is going on with my brain not wanting to socialize anymore or where it’s stemming from and it’s honestly the stress i put on myself and anxiety i have now of knowing people are watching me, cause it’s been so long i’ve been in front of the lens and oh man people have been following me since the beginning on here, you’ve seen the crazy ups and downs of a roller coaster i displayed to the world and even just making art live is hard to think about doing but i am going to try today if i can remember the mic set up 😆
thank you guys for all the early bday wishes and if i didn’t msg you back pls just send me another! onlyfans loves to mix up my read and unread and it drives me nuts haha don’t think i’m purposely ignoring you!!!! i just needed to think inward for a bit cause the break i said i was gonna take never happened lolol idk how to take one cause i’ve been on call 24/7 since i was 18 😬 i am so appreciative of everyone still here, im gonna be making a HUGE tip list to pin to the top of my profile bc i have so much goddamn content it’s ridiculous hahahah everyone who donates $10+ on my birthday goal will get a folder of cool stuff 🥰🥰
imma try to twitch now or soon hahaha or just film myself making this commission it’s a fiery triptych ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 how has everyone beeeeeen??? i’ve come to the conclusion that i HAVE to force myself live again to interact and get out of this head space, imma be cutting back on kratom bc it gives me mood swings and anxiety too, i just want to feel like myself so so so badly i hope this new me is not MYSELF and just a phase im gojng thru but it’s been since sobriety haha ugh
but NOT DRINKINGGG STILLLL 💪 hugs to all that defeated their addictions or are working on it 🌈🖤
i think my post didn’t go through and i never knew 😔 couple days ago lol fuck
HIIIIIII
it’s my birthday month 🙈 started off rly meh with moving and bein exhausted but i finally got my room done and obs set up for going on twitch! maybe lol i don’t wanna jinx it haha
thank you everyone so much for kicking it and supporting my life journey 🥲, here’s a folder for everyone!!! just to show some love back ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 (some have this folder, but a lot do not hehe)
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1vubwdQXT8gFOk7wWcJuJrtcaaNVwcXds
this is my birthday goal i will have pinned all month and it would be so cool if it happened 🥹🥹 everyone who contributes $10+ will get a folder of some kind of content from me! tip $100 and get a lot of gigs of content 🫶 your choice! you can tip whatever amount you want you don’t have to use the numbers that the goal says 🤍🤍🤍 i will dm you and ask what you want or u can always message me requests too 🥰 thank you guys with all my heart
i don’t remember my birthday last year bc nothing memorable happened, and the year before that was a train wreck so imma try my hardest to rly have a good month ❤️🩹🙈🥀 if you wanna tip elsewhere :: ca$hap is $rottenmorgue666 💖
omg hiiiiii!!!!
i’m so thankful for everyone that’s here still 🥲 i had to take some time away and think withjn myself what i neeed to change that’s been ailing me. cause there’s been something that i’ve been hyper stressed about or holding me back from feeling like i can be motivated and it honestly was the pressure i have been putting on myself to keep up on here, i know that prob sounds dumb but i’ve been on and off with SW for years and the pressure and objectification and entitlement when i didn’t post for a day to see people just drop off, it was rly messing with me making me feel like i was doing something wrong lol
i’m glad i cut the sun price in half, i am extremely thankful for everyone who is still here and supporting me, ot means the universe to me and i can’t stop on here bc you guys basically help cover art supplies, i wouldn’t be able to art if i didn’t have this so i have to look at it like okay ppl that like me for me will be here in the end and that’s the only peeps i want here ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 don’t matter if it’s 112 now compared to 250 it makes me feel more comfortable, kota krewwwwwwww 🥲🥲🥲🥹
i’ve been trying to get my accounts to sync up and can’t so i have to pay someone that knows meta, that’s their job is to fix peoples accounts and i can’t host my shop on IG or FB cause everything is fucked up with integrating apps so i’m nervous with that haha trusting someone with my life basically but i’ll feel so much better when everything is how it should be for my work and art life
HOW HAVE YOU GUYS BEEEEENNNN???? i have been trying to msg people back on here, if i haven’t yet don’t worry i’ll get back to you todayyyy!!!!
i’ll possibly be on twitch today if i can fix my mic, i hate technologyyyyyy 😭 lol
spicy pics for a spicy morning 🤍💜🖤
i had overworked myself with moving and fucked my neck up this morning by trying to put my fuckkng hair up 😭 lol can’t move it at fucking alllllll
but here’s some pics i took yesterday, i’ve lost hella weight from my jaw, but i’m trying to learn to be okay with my body until i can work out again after i get surgery (my jaw prevents me from like any exercise) the no butt and popsicle stick i am i never would have felt comfortable showing you the last pic, but it’s me and i have to learn to be okay with myself on the outside in whatever physical state i’m in
thank you so much guys for being patient,❤️🩹❤️🩹 i have a lot to reply back to and the move took us a few days to get everything moved, and have been organizing non stop, i’m totally gonna go live on here when i get to put my paints up ahhhhh!!!!
i have a wave of happiness through this hard time, as soon as i got everything in here with my dad and made it more organized i finally could BREATHE since having to leave my last place, and that feeling was indescribable.. i’m grateful to have my dad in my life again, i never ever thought in my life we would be close again but being able to see him everyday and see he’s doing okay physically for his age makes me feel extremely lucky, i missed him so much while my mom passed? and we are able to reminisce together on days we miss her. ❤️🩹 the worst is over i think, and it’s just gonna get better now i am going to manifest this 💕 i’ll reply to everyone’s messages when i get back from attempting to go get weeeeed right now 🤣 wish my neck luck lmfao
THANK YOU SO MUCH to everyone who has tipped as well, i’ll be sending you a message with somethin somethin 😚
Apologies, been moving for three days now it’s legit the hardest move I’ve ever done in my life because my dad had to make it impossibly difficult for no fucking reason lol I’m hurting so bad, need to bring over my finished art and that’s it, but I’ll go live and show you guys stuff when it’s more put together haha
Pls it would mean the world to me to support my shop atm, I can’t live on $200 a month after meds and bills 😭 😅
Viralflowart.bigcartel.com
One of the pics you can see how much dust my pieces have collected ☹️ Haha
My pp is PayPall. Me / viralflowart (take out the spaces and extra L)
I appreciate the two peeps who snagged something over the last couple weeks, legit a $40 order made me cry
But happy tears 😂 just felt so discouraged
I can’t wait to show you guys when I’m finished j might have broken my toe thO LOL
Pics from this weeeeeek 💕 Packing today but wanted to wish everyone a rly good day 🥰
Yesterday was a rly hard one for me mentally and I got nothing done
But thank you everyone who contributed to my goal I will be sending you guys new pics in my huge ass double mirror in my room heheheh this weekend 😋 too Any amount towards it (in my last post) to get 🌶 mirror pics ❤️🔥
Hai 💖 I’ve lowered the sub price to 8.99 from $16 because I want people to still come back and be here if they want, auto renews get spicy dms ❤️🩹❤️🔥❤️🔥
And the bundles have changed to half off as well! For the rest of my time on here most likely, I was charging too much I felt or at least others made me feel that way Lmao
Aaaaaand more packing day today and tomorrowwwwwwwweww, but wanted to at least say hi when I had a chance 😌 I’ve lost over 100 peeps on here in two months at the same time it seems im trying harder and harder to keep up so yeah, decided I’m not giving a fuck anymore who leaves because it rly messes with me head, not posting for a day and 2892922 ppl are like see ya ✌️ lol
Made a goal 🥲 for a weeks worth of what I have to pay monthly to self medicate 😬 Because doctors absolutely will not give me any medication bc of how I look.
I would be extremely grateful if we was even a closeeee to completing this goal 🥲 🥹
The rest of the pics from this set I took yesterday will be sent to everyone who donates to it ❤️🔥❤️🔥
