Boooop! Hey 🤓😏 here’s all the pics you guys get to see, other places only will see like three 😜 I couldn’t keep my contact lenses in for more than an hour, they’re brand new and this happened to my last order so I honestly think my eyes can’t handle them anymore and that makes me so sad 😭 I couldn’t get noooooodz bc I wasn’t alone when I was taking pics (fucking Thursday mannnn and we get the keys, finally a fucking room a HUGE mirrors 😎) will be making the most awesome photo shoot for peeps that have Tipped on my last goal (goal is still active heh)
We saw the inside yesterday of the new unit and it’s sooooo much bigger so I’ll have way more feeling of privacy and space for him too, but it’s only temporary as fast as possible bc we just wanna get out of here, the rent is the same as buying a 3,000 sq ft house mortgage Lmfao but he can’t do this in a hurry so I have to flex patience 😅 but it was his bday Friday and I gave him half of my savingssssss for my jawwwww
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And for putting towards the move, I mean this is gonna be my forever home too so I wanna help as much as I can with anything possible
I hope you guys have had an amazing weekend!!!
These are all uploaded right meow and enter code VF15 for 15% off 🥳 I’ve not had room for a couple weeks and can’t stop making art bc it’s my outlet, so I would be so thankful if anyone wanted to nab a piece
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Look you guysssss!!!! So my top ones have always had a gap like this but holy shit. I see before my eyes the difference that’s already happened I mean I have a fuckkng SCARY bite lololol 😂 from the side, it’s like all upper teeth, you don’t want your dick in my mouth i promise 🤣🤣 but after it getting so bad and shifted to where the back two teeth only touched to now after 12 weeks, I have a total of 32 weeks to do it so almost halfway lol I wanted to share here first because it’s so exciting and o don’t feel I can share my excitement on any other platform lol without feeling weird idk…. Everywherr censors me and that totally made me just run away from the app whether it was fb tumblr Instagram people there all have me on like red mode and hot watch just fuckin waiting to report me for whatever and they rly don’t deserve to hear about the good or the bad times so thank you for being here 🥲
Oh and my last paragraph on my last post…. Totally fucked that up I was in a frenzy at the end distracted and forgot to mention it was my best friend who got that news, my brain has been everywhere for a lot of reasons including this, I just feel devastated but I am going to be strong for him I have to ❤️🩹 he needs someone to lean on and I wanna be there for him o have to get better mentally myself to do so, but I feel once we move things will settle I’ll have the strength to be his rock. Doctors say it’s a five year expectancy with this cancer for his illness but saying he would never walk again and seeing how much he’s accomplished, completely shattering the norm and doing stuff that would be impossible if the doctors were right. They never are and I’m gonna be looking up anything I can to holistically help (I used to be hella into holistic healing with nutrition and western herbalism so I know there’s something out there) sending good vibes prayers whatever you guys do, would mean the world to him 💕
REPLIES AND PICS SENT SOON! my dads birthday is tomorrow and I have a dinner tonight with my step brother which is giving me anxiety thinking about lolol
I have a lot of pics I saved on my phone when I was doing deep cleaning for two days hahah these were right before Berlin Jan 2019 😋
My phone hasn’t been working well so i am going w my friend to go on her plan bc it’ll lower her bill and mine fuck having a solo verizon plan LOL I need to save as much as possible to be able to help my dad with any $$$ I possibly can
His birthday is in two days, what the fuck should I do for him? I’m honestly at a loss and he likes sentimental stuff i was just gonna give him my savings account 😂😂😂😂😂 when my mom passed I inherited almost 100k and was in a relationship where I paid for both of us to move out of state, move back, and feeding our alcoholism and I will NEVER forgive myself for not giving my dad that money back but i was a selfish 21 year old whose mom just died and I had all the rage in the world.. so I will be paying it back for the rest of his life to him, BUT YOU GUYS I NEVER EVEN SAID! HE GOT THE GOOOO!!!! He’s okay to go his bosses said YESSSS! and they said he can revise the memorandum of understanding to his liking so most likely he won’t have to come back here unless it’s absolutely necessary and on THEIR dime
I’m so so proud of him for standing up for himself and not letting them push him around anymore, it was a terrifying feeling possibly then denying it and us being trapped here NOT able to afford to get a house here
THIS will help so bad, and I’m gonna get my dad tickets for his birthday, we found a realtor he’s really cool and has a YouTube and seems passionate about the area we wanna be so SO SO SO MUCH PLANNING you guys can prob tell the overwhelming feel in my words bc I’m all over the place hahahah
I’m just so happy that this is going to be THE chapter that will be the one to move us forward and o it of this cycle both of us have been stuck in, in just like my dad where I bury myself in something to forget about everything outside of that thing
It used to be booze hah now it’s art, and his is work, hamster wheels were in 🙂🙃😆😆😆
Sending pics to everyone still here including non renews (but the auto renew peeps get the extra spice 😉) replying to all current messages after as well 🥰
I put this goal if anyone wants to contribute, 🥰 haven’t made a goal in long time, and I’m doing a photoset today or tomorrow with new contacts, gonna play with makeup again, so tip $15 or more and I’ll dm you the full set I take and edit 🥲🥰🥰🥰🥰
I heart you guys 🥰 there’s finally a new chapter to look forward to and a light at the end, and I didn’t want to say thjs but it’s he’s my best friend and a huge part of my life, and please please send good vibes, malignant found and I’ve been crushed 😔 alot of mixed feelings over the last week, but I know he can get through this, he’s so strong. Please def send good thoughts though 💔❤️🩹
Boop! 🥰
Showing you guys first the two pieces I just listed, they’re two of my favorites 😍
I have to start preparing to switch over to mainly editing for YouTube and stop wasting time on small videos for reels because that’s the only way to get seen on Instagram anymore and every three posts from ppl I follow, there’s five ads after that, it’s so fucked up now and I have to move on in order to keep relevant and keep up with my art in the way I want, and YouTube will never become a tik tok so I just have to learn it and obs software 😆
And k need a new phone so I’m going this week to get on my friends plan since she already has my phone company and it’s unlimited data, my dads is the lowest price plan and he would totally make me pay for the difference if I have to up to unlimited so fucj that lmfao I have to try my hardest to save, cause I don’t know how he will be able to afford alimony for five more years on top of my jaw that’s 100k on top of buying a house 😔 so I have to succumb and make a go fund me to help because it’s the least I can do for him , I would be homeless right now.. I was reading non Reddit the horror stories of people right now living in arizona (it’s bad everywhere but here they can do whatever tf they want with rent/evictions.. they own you here) people are just being thrown out onto the streets or have to live with six other people in a two bedroom to just be able to barely scrape by. I hope everyone here has a home, or is holding up okay during this fuckkng terrifying time, seriously there will come the day when the economy comes to a complete crash and it’s absolute chaos but the most beautiful chaos of rising up and saying fuck you to the government, but they don’t care, they’re just building more and more luxury places people can’t afford and will be left empty like hundreds of high rises around the world that can’t be occupied bc too expensive, why the fuck is the world like this
It rly brought me down yesterday but made me realize that I’m extremely lucky to have my dad in my life, there’s a lot of therapy that needs to happen so I stop having trauma responses on him but it’s getting better ❤️🩹 cause I’m looking forward to moving on the 19th and having more space and privacy I like dream about it 😭 and I dream for the day I get tk see my dad finally genuinely happy to, The last time i felt I saw him happy was long before my mom died and I can’t go that far back on my memory 😢 and he’s confirmed that it’s been that long, I’ll keep you guys updated with this too bc it’s a huge life change and a new chapter that needs to happen for us to get out of this state that holds so much trauma for the both of us. 💔
Anywayssssssssss this be a little update!!! I will go live on here tomorrow, i think my dads going into the office so I’ll let you guys know and save the live, i wanted to a few days ago but the smallest shit was making me have an absolute meltdown and I just couldn’t get it together Lmfao but I feel better, just need human touch and genuine romantic feelings, I miss that shit so fuckkng much
Just thought it would be humorous to show you guys what I’ve been mindfucked over playing Tetris with since I got here 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Fucking hell lol ⚰️ Fuck you arizona for being too hot for plants pfpfpfpft Lmfao
Fuck…. Thank you guys 🥺🥺 for still being here, it means the universe to me 🤍🤍🤍 spicy 🌶 pics for everyoneeeeee since I’ve been quiet ❤️🩹
Good news first:: we moving into a two bedroom next weekend finally more room and privacy oh my goddddddd hahahaa I’ve been going a bit crazy 😬
The scoop on my brain lately ::
i feel like I’m failing alot of people right now and had another breakdown today with my dad because his job and his 83828282 bosses are basically showing he’s disposable by how bad they’re dragging their feet not giving him an answer if he can move.. when there’s been many people that have moved at his job no problem, and they want him to come back quarterly on his dime even tho they have a HQ in NY, which is insanely not okay considering he’s never had to go into work for the past three years. Never mandatory. And no one else has to do follow any rules or come back from out of state.. it’s a long story and complicated but thinking about being trapped here sent me into a rly bad mental pit because idk how much more I can handle living in this state, there’s so so much trauma here it’s hard to exist in a peaceful state of mind when I go out, and this heat absolutely kills me in comparison to the cold, dunno why but it’s def exhausting and I would rather be snowed in with a fire than hot as fucj with a huge electric bill lol seriously both me and my dad need this new chapter so badly I just want him to be happy, and get the house he wants and deserves, it’s been so much bad and zero good happen for him no balance 😭 and he’s never taken a day off work, and cant 😞 he would be retired if it wasn’t for him not signing a prenup twice lol fuck
We were looking up employment lawyers to negotiate bc the least they can do is fuckkng compensate for the trips but I worry about him having to fly so many times a year with his age 😔 16 airports a year nooooo 😭 that was another thing that made me have an ultra fucking mega meltdown like ughhhhh
Here’s pix I took a couple days ago, been really down so apologies for late replies, and pls remind me if I owe you a folder so I can have your msg be at the top when I reply after I wake up 💞 sorry that was a mouthful I appreciate it if you got this far haha but I like to be transparent and I only feel semi comfortable doing so online now on this site, I don’t know why lol but I guess cause you have to pay if you wanna hate on me and that’s hilarious 😂 and not likely, I feel like you guys are here bc you genuinely like me as a person and I’ve said that before but it means AlOTTtTt to me, thank you 🥲 if my eyes aren’t fucked up from crying tmrw imma go live on here, k did for a bit on Instagram and that was so nerve wracking bc it’s been so long 😂 I’ll save it tho for da replay peepssssss!
Bout to ppv this photoset so check your dms hehe 😉 gonna send a bonus pic to my auto renew krew 🤓
Here’s the censored previews, andddd took feet pics intentionally for like the first time in my 11years as a sex worker LOL 😂 Those won’t be a part of the ppv set but you can purchase them separately (for a $9.69 tip) 🫶🥰
I’m excited to make more when I have all the privacy 😊 and hella makeup looks hehehee
NEW PHOTOSETTTTTT!! I mean they’re not crazy production hahaha but when I did my makeup with contacts again DA FULLL LOOK for the first time in forever haha 😂 I can’t wait for my other five fuckjng pairs tk come they’re so lateeeeee lol but lots of makeup looks and photos I wanna get back into so I can start feeling good about myself for myself, I’ve never tried to make myself feel good bout myself LOL but seriously, I need to start some self lovin, I rely on my confidence too much through the eyes of other dudes or whoever I’m dating, and this is the longest I’ve been single in my life Lmfao
I hope everyone has been doing amazing 🤩 I’m hanging in there, saw my psych and got my adhd meds raised yesterday so that was a huge success!!!
I’m trying to figure out how I wanna send this set to people hehehe here’s sfw previewwwww 🥰
I FINALLLLLYYYYYYYY finally got new contact lenses
This might seem ridiculous but it’s why I haven’t been doing my makeup LOL I don’t feel my look is complete without them 🤣 2/7 pairs came today so boo but I got pretty grey ones I’ll be taking FINALLY good pics
Auto renew krew willl get 🌶 spicy surprise in their dm 😋
I’ve been trying to take a break but it’s not working lmfaooo I still have my shop open and am answering people I CANT STOPPPPPP Lmfao it gives me that FOMO feeling and like mega anxiety when I don’t respond to ppl thanks to camming Lmfao but I can’t tell you how thankful i am that you guys are still here, always thankful, i wouldn’t have been able to keep up with my art if it wasn’t for you guys, so thank you 🥲
Showing you guys first because I don’t know how to take a break LOL I rly don’t tho with my art, i won’t be listing these bc 16 of them total and wayyyy too long so I’ll be sending one or two to every single order over $50 🥰 I uploaded some mad dope vinyls yesterday too!
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Trying to keep myself busy not on social media so I have to que my posts today for EVERYWHRE and take a proper like week break get the fuck off my phone 😆 but posts will be scheduled daily! Or I will try my hardest to do that today heh I hope you guys are okayyyyy or AMAZING ❤️🩹❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 couldn’t get to replies yesterday my dad is so fuckjng consuming but I’ll do that asap promise, thank you guys 🥲
Okay sooooooo hey, I hope you’re doing okay you guys 🫶 I’ll respond to all messages before this
I’m at level 9000 burnout from working every day since getting sober and i don’t want my art to not become my passion anymore 😔
I had the hugest mental breakdown I’ve EVER HAD
SOBER
it was terrifying and someone offered to get me a hotel to be able to get away and finally get some sleep 💤 I feel a lot better after taking my adhd meds with rest so I can try to plan this break out I need so badly without fuckkng my social medias because people don’t understand sex work and content creators can’t take breaks
Not even a day
So I have to figure out how to schedule things and I absolutely cannot abandon here, because last time I did I lost all my peeps… BUT I came back stronger than ever because of the break and me saying fuck it
I just don’t wan a leave you guys In the dust, because you’ve been supporting me and I appreciate it so much, I just need a mental health break so so badly
I have so much content It’s absolutely ridiculous Lmfao so I’m just going to schedule vault posts everyday to hopefully 🙏 keep relevance here, I uninstalled messenger, telegram and no DMS on Instagram cept my viralflowart
I DIDNT KNOW I STILL HAD MY TUMBLR and it’s coming back as a thing so I’m going to slowly build my self esteem in there again too, I left 17000 followers in the dark 😹😹😹
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Will keep updated while I try to figure this out, working 18 hrs a day seven days a week but always on call, I have to Give myself a designated day off which I tried and that didn’t work Lmfao 🤣
I heart you guys, I got a cute new lounge wear imma send to auto renew peeps 🖤🤍
In before everyone elseeeeeee!!!! You guys 😘 auto renew krew gets the impromptu spicy pics between changing shirts 😜 sending when I’m more awake hehe added all these to my shop while everyone was asleep and I’m so happy I got that over with cause I’m trying to figure out how to take a break of some kind and focus on my inner strength cause I’ve been having way too many things distract me and derail me 😭
https://viralflowart.bigcartel.com/category/clothes
but fuck only like one more month and a few days until new unit where I have a ROOOOOM fucj lol trying to find realtors today for Buffalo and gonna go get w33333d!! Cause I’m out 😇
HOW IS YOUUU??? replies to messages are every other day just fyi to new peeps so today and Tuesday, Thursday, so on 🥰
A quick goodnight from an impromptu weird photoset I did when I was dyeing my hair and showering 😋 there’s 30 pics it’ll be sent as a ppv because I never do sets anymore and that was fun 🥰🥰🥰🥰 OHOH!!! so and The newest like 15 subs that recently came here shall get a dope folder of content when I awaken! I can’t thank you enough 🥲🥲 if you see this and haven’t gotten a folder yet for joining or re subbing over the last couple weeks..MESSAGE MEEEE! let me know cause it’s super easy to forget to message or see someone on here subbing .. bad interface is bad
Oh and if you like anything in particular I’ll give you a folder that would fit your wants 🎠❤️🔥 when I say folder if ppl are new, i mean i have like 29928292 folders of content of all diff shit over the last 12 years now so it’s a fuxking crazy insane unorganized but organized mess 😂😂😂
OH AND I GOT CONTACTS finally omg this is why I haven’t been trying even makeup because it wasn’t complete feeling 😭 but slide to see the ones I got for $50 off coupon which was insane but 15-20 days shipping 😭 lmfao fack give me a new faceeeeeee lolol It’s a huge part of my creativity I haven’t been flexinnnnn and I can’t wait to take pics again cause it’s been like two years since I’ve made a lens order 😯 was using gnarly bad ones till I said N O P E and didn’t have motivation to find new ones
But i got my vyvanse script today mwahaha so totally catching up on everything I have been beeeeehind on but i hope I can sleep
It’s going so long now where I can’t sleep for more than a couple hrs, and it’s wearin me down I think 😴 so give me good juju for good dreams and I shall do the same for you guys with this pic 😋
Hot pix 😛😛😛 to keep relevance lolol hehyyyyyy!!!!
Fuck man past few days have been hard, bht I distracted myself and made a ton of shirtssssss! I’ll let you guys know first when I list them so you have first dibs 😋😛 have to edit some content I took awhile ago toooooo for auto renew krew!
Omg heyyyyyyy 😎🤓😎 auto renew krew I’m gonna be inboxin you sooon!🥰
I’ve totally been slacking on content but it feels like I’ve been making so much hahaha just not XXX shit I need to get new contacts bc that’s the biggest reason I’m not doing makeup atm 🤣🤣🤣 anyone wanna help pick some out?? 🙃
Uniqso.com is the site it’s kinda confusing but there’s a button at the top! They have thousands 🤩🤩🤩
Today was fucked uppp I’m still overheated trying to cool off but my ac broke in my car otw to get weed lmfao and then turned back on tho halfway home so idk what the fuck but now I’m gonna be living in fear everytime I go driving now LOL YAY
We’re moving into a two bedroom unit though (august late, I’m gonna die) I’m ecstatic to just be able to have my own room and privacy again in the slightest because it feels like an awkward sleepover when i was a kid, just I have to figure out how to live like this and I’ve been struggling v badly with that since I’ve had to come here couple months now.. the sleep deprivation thing is def starting to unfurl in a lot of edgy snapping shit and I feel so bad cause i don’t mean to 😭 but fuck man people can’t run on like three hrs sleep a night for two months straight p much 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠 Lmfao I know it’s cause my work art and living is in the same 12x12’ space..it’s rly starting to get to me 😭 but I have something to hold onto now like that I can look forward to and it’s already helping me mentally with that aspect, like I much rather us put the same amount of $$$ it’s gonna be for rent into a fucking house but he is going to be rly rly slow with finding one and avoid it n I’m not gonna let that happen lol still looking out in Buffalo though! I’ve saved like 70 houses hahaa and not even half have sold the market is gona be shit again but I just hope everyone is okayyyy right now, the economy is super fucked, and I can’t thank you enuff for being here, it allows me to keep making my art which ahhh!!! I made some new hehehe it’s my best friends old deckkk! I don’t know if I like it but I like the colors at least lol 😂
I also added a few and am gonna make some shirts soon when I get the motivation, how gnarly it’s been with sales the discouraged feels def be overpowering rn hah and idk if it’ll get better bc it is a rly fucked up time with inflation/war but I’m gonna hope it does for all of us , I wish I could be volunteering for something rn for Ukraine 🇺🇦 but I def would die if I went there Lmao the fight or flight thing is def baaaaaad I freeze 😬 haha I hope you guys A rly nice rest of your Sunday, I’ll post a vault vid 😛
Yesterday was a joke of a holiday
Our rights basically got chewed up after so many years of hard work even trying to keep them bc the fuckkng SCROTUM surpreme court is made up of everyone who owns every fucking social media site (except here and other porn sites lol) and they’re the ones that have also been on the back end of silencing women on all platforms. It really is disgusting and I do feel rly violated as a women to have a bunch of men dictate what i can and can’t do to my body
Like It’s an indescribable feeling
I’m not gonna talk about my bad shit anymore on here bc it drives people away and you don’t come on here to read about someones shit life aye lol so now does this mean I gotta fake a smile when I feel down like I had to do for ten years with camming? I think that’s what it means yeah 😆
If someone decides to use my coupon code FUCKTHEUSA for 15% off that would be tyte, two sales in three weeks is gonna make it rly hard to make $9700 which is the first portion of my jaw 😬 and if my dad wants to get a house and not be robbed of his life I have to help with this massive six digit bill that’s amounting
I’m scared and I don’t know how to fake bravery 🥺
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Hi 👋 shower picsss 💘
Auto renews got the best one in their inbox hehe
Pls turn it on if you want me to talk to you as well, I’m extremely busy and don’t have time for small convo if you’re just gonna get in and get out on here (this is most models rule..not just me and i pride myself on trying to converse with people so I hate saying this lol)
I like building friendships or having a closeness with my peeps ❤️🩹
hehe vault video for your sundayyyy! :D a show i did on MFC :P
Yo can get a vault folder of vids (post or pre tattoo) for a $20 tip <3
and a song attached bc i wanna do that now with every post!
everyday im losin peeps on here, (bout 100 now since may) but i wont stop posting i promise 3
NoBoooop! I can’t sleeeeeeeep so here’s some pics from earlier this year, cause I need to make some new content, thank you for baring with me through this, it means so much to me youss still here 🥲
It seems when my life takes some kind of turn my followers don’t come with for the ride, I lost another 20 of ya in a day lol always scared to come on here now and see bc it’s been a significant amount that leave since I’ve expressed more feeling on here or some shit that’s not all happy rainbows and bullshit smiles, I do know though that it’s very very VERY hard Right now for alot of people around the world, I mean we’re in the middle of a full scale war that might turn nuclear if poooty gets bored of the progress made, before he dies from 🩸 cancer mf gonna pull em I just know it lol I really hope everyone if any are here, from europe that are from countries helping defend Ukraine or this war is posing a major threat to your country in the future, I hope you guys are safe and okay with your fam or know your family is okay ❤️🩹
I hope the 90 that left here over the past three days stay safe 🥺
I got a good news that gives me a light tho, the lease here ends at the end of the month so we’re gonna try to move into a two bdrlm (yes this is so retarded lol but my dad can’t pick a house out online we have to go to Buffalo lolol )
So that brings me to my next part bout taking him on a realtor trip there! We pick a realtor and go there and just go to a ton of houses bc there’s a TON that I love we found that just sit and won’t move in the market right now it’s fhcking wild 😯 THEY HAVE SUN ROOMS IN NY????? YOU GUYS if you don’t know what a sun room is google it I can’t even with the indoor jungle I could create as a sanctuary to be at whenever through all seasons 😍😍😍 there’s so so many like that there so I’m honestly rly excited, the cold j worry about but the heat I just started feeling affect my mental health wayyyyy worse than the cold, 8 months of brutal weather over 100 degrees makes me not want to go outside ever and the cold will be the same but at least there’s four seasons there I can experience unlike arizona haha
I’ll def let you guys know what happens! I have to plaster on a fake smile to gain some peeps back because any help rn is truly appreciated, I finally got an itemized bill for my Invisalign and my dad wants me to make a go fund me but the amount of hate I’ve gotten for doing that in the past rly scares me like I got called a liar after making one for a third time to get me out of a fucked situation it was my only hope tk getting home from Germany, and when my ex broke everhthing in my apartment and I had to move, I was still greeted with an overwhelming sense to help from people and while I got some that questioned my authenticity, I am forever grateful for everyone who did contribute to those and still are here today watching my journey
Thank you 🥲🥲🥲
Ahaha as soon as I put that content reminder like 10 people left here 🙃 good there were some that, totally did not respect me or my boundaries through dm and I can’t ban because it gives them all their money back like the fuck onlyfans lol 😂
I took a nap at 4pm and woke up at 8, got in a fight with my dad bc he legit was gonna renew here and I lost it and told him I can’t live like this anymore like this 😩 my nightmares I woke out of are still looming right over me 😬 and this incredible sense of feeling lonely and isolated 😢
Just needed to vent at 2:30am bout this because I’ve not had nightmares like that in forever I wanted to get that out cause they weren’t fun 😔
I heart you guys, thanks for sticking with me in this rough patch( in hoping it’ll be over soooon 😪
CONTENT REMINDER
While I don’t do hxc stuff anymore I have 10 years of content 😆 I honestly can’t keep track anymore as to how many photo vaults and video vaults there are, but you guys can take a look at one portion I screencapped lol it’s about 2tb of shit 🤣
I just got a message bout I’m assuming where’s more hxc stuff, if you’re here to see any new hxc content I’m sorry I ain’t making it haha 12years of it was way too long so now I have stockpiles of stuff you guys can get, I use this space as a diary in a way, to let everyone know what’s going on especially right now because it is a v v hard time in my life and I want you guys to know that I’m okay ❤️🩹
I don’t even know how tk display all of what you can get from me content wise, but any and all tips will always get something and I’ll make sure of that ❤️🩹 hit me up if I never said thank you with something awesome if you’ve tipped 💝 I try my hardest to keep up with things but yeah life has been kicking my ass lately so I’m rly forgetful when I’m stressed
This is also the longest my site has gone without a sale since painting lol idk how to feel about that but it’s def not a good feel 😅😣 so any orders made this week I’ll send a print as well 💘
Xoxo love you guys
I rly rly need to figure out how to get back to being myself but if my environment isn’t changing that’s gonna be impossible I miss going live and doing makeup and smiling and being happy like shit, I miss my sanctuary where I could do my art 🥺🥺 so so much, it’s been giving me nightmares bc I just need out so badly and miss a lot of myself that’s gone 😢
Booty hehe 😜
Alllll day I tried to figure out how this fuckin thing works for sending newsletters to emails that sign up! LOL I got it to half work but the interface and coding needed to make an email look nice to send to everyone is so much overwhelming things 😭 second pic let me know if you can use that and scan it it’ll pop up with a way to subscribe
But if you subscribe for free here you can be on my newszzzzletter list! I’ll be posting my new pieces there as well so if you guys have to leave here you can still have a place to see things first 🥰🥰🥰 there’s ways to group audiences too so once I figure that out I’ll make a nsfw one and art audience keep them separated lol 😂
Sending message to people rn and thank you so so so much for everyone who chipped into my last goal it means the world to me 🥲
My good friend had her Instagram deleted at 50k and it was BAD it’s her fucking livelihood and when that happened to me I knew how fucked up it was and the feeling, for the most ridiculous shit and now I’m terrified that my time is coming to an end too lol
The roe v wade is absolutely horrendous and rly rly messed me up mentally bc it’s not just abortionznznzzz it’s so many other things that states can adopt as a law and in gettinn the funcccccccc out of arizona bc this is an extremely red state and we are already shutting down clinics
Check your messages sooooon I think I have the musterin to reply, thank ylu guys for being patient and awesome and caring and chill and all the things that make me happy to be able to post here 🥰
How was everyone’s weekend? I feel the more tighter closer my circle get in here if people the more comfortable I am with posting lol it’s a catch 22 cause I lose a lot of $$ but my stress is way down and i think that’s what matters the most ❤️🩹❤️🔥❤️🩹❤️🔥❤️🩹❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
Hi 🥰 first lingerie I’ve bought since ever like three years hah I’ll send the rest to a ppv message or tip $10+ towards this goal 🥲 I hope you guys have been okay 🥰 it’s so hard right now for me and i feel I’m working my ass off but didn’t rly get anywhere this week 😔
, I haven’t made a sale since the discount stopped almost a week ago n I’m so exhausted and discouraged 😔Instagram algorithm rly dicked me over and my reach is 1/20th of my following at the moment
Any help reaching my goal for the month is so so appreciated, I rly rly far from it (like $1700 hah) but i hope I can get any closer to it before the end of the month, and all my new pieces are still available
I just don’t wanna feel super discouraged today and def that’s what happened when I woke up to another morning of me being invisible hah
My pain has been bad, I haven’t been able to put makeup on in weeks so I’m sorry to the people that want to see the fake me right now 🤷♀️ It’s not happenin
Love you guys
Replying to messages when i muster the motivation 💪
You guys see these beauts before anyone else, heheheh they’re available now! Def my absolute fav neon combo everrrrrrrr and the super weird round one was so fun to make, I need to start actually editing the videos I’m taking LOL I got a light finally like a rly thin soft light that is HELLA amazing and controls the white balance which is what I’ve been needing this whole time hahhha fuck it was right under me nose 😩😭🤣🤣🤣
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🤍🤍 lmk if you are from here in the notes and I’ll send you an extra somethin ❤️🔥
hi :') i dont even know what i post or if i posted this LOL bc theres so much crap on my phone i def need a newone haha
So, i was rly rly rly fucked up and depressed the past two days, like ive never been before it was v scary and like iwas going in circles inside my head trapped not able to get out, i couldnt talk to anyone post on here, post anywhere, and it sucks SO BAD when i come back and theres a ton of people that decided to leave bc i didnt post for a couple days for my mental health, cause then it puts me right back into a wack mental state again and i just want stability, its something ive never had since moving out when i was 18, ever.
The fucking thing is, we might be moving to buffalo. my bff is in CA, but we will make it work, you guys have seen me with long distance friendships and relationships how i always want to see them so itll be okay, i have alot of people i know there too and were looking at BEAUTIFUL homes for 240k that would be 800k here in arizona because the fucking housing bubble is so so so bad in arizona oh my goddd lol 10,000 sq feet of land, everything rennovated, beautiful windows everywhere i finally convinced my dad i think :D theres not a shortage of beautiful homes there so i want to take him on a vaca back to his hometown of Akron maybe sept, it would mean so much to me to be able to do something for my dad like that. and im not ashamed of moving with my dad, living with my parent again and whatnot. ITS INEVITABLE with how the country is going rn, its legit so hard for my generation to not be head deep in debt or living pay to day paycheck to paycheck and nothing is left when they have to pay rent, its rly sad how many LUXURY condos and bullshit theyre making when they wont be habitable in a few years im guessing bc everyone going to go into poverty LIKE DUDE why tf are we stillll making high rise condos? This country is sick, and the overturn of roe v wade totally stamped that feeling. like wow, waking up to that was some sad as hellllll news, for all women :/
I I don’t know what to say….
I’m up at 3:30 after passing out three hrs ago but got abruptly woken with nightmares like rly bad ones and I’ve not had super super bad nightmares since like I was drinking
They took someone else’s offfer for the house bc the buyer said he didn’t want an inspection to just sell it to him as is and that was more appealing to the seller.. it’s so fucked. People are ruining and have ruined the fhcking housing market by flipping homes and turning them into expensive fucking air bnbs it’s rly affecting the ability to get an affordable house bc you’re gonna get bought out everytime by an investor who wants no inspection and to flip it
That will always win the buyer over and I wouldn’t feel comfortable buying a house without getting the initial inspection of everything bc it’s like my hearse when I bought it looked beautiful and it was cheap for a reason.. there was an electrical problem that couldn’t be explained and eventually sold the thing after throwing 6k into fixing the starter that no one knew what was wrong with it
Why the fuck would you waive an inspection unless you yourself were going to renovate or flip
I’ve been crying pretty much Non stop, I didn’t even tell you rly about how I found this house
I was looking up my old childhood home and it randomly popped up my dads realtor didn’t even see if bc it was considered a patio home? Where the garage is detached in the back
It felt so right to randomly stumble on it and see it in person and feel the vibes, and my dad got my hopes up too much trying to plan after like as if we already got the house
When he came out and said that someone else got it I just dropped to the floor and cried, and have stopped maybe a couple hrs out of the whole day yesterday, when I made myself get up and make some kind of art..
Please send good vibes, anything to make me smile at least for a blip of a moment 🥺 Snagging a piece of art, or request a custom piece I can do for youooouuuu 🥹
I don’t have any commissions rn and am wide open to do stuffs, you can email me at viralflowart gmail ($200+ commissions with half down, the other half when you’re happy with it and ready for me to ship) and my DIRTY30 code that’s 30% off everything for you guysssssss ends innnn bout 14 hours, the more I get to pack and ship the more my brain will keep busy.
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So so much art is left and it’s closing in on me slowly as things sit and pile up bc I can’t just stop making art hah I’m going to have to soon tho bc legit zero room, any help clearing things I would be extremely grateful 🥹 ❤️🩹
I don’t know what to do, it’s like starting over the search of fuckery that I’m gonna compare every house to this one and it’s rly gonna make me sad 😞 I felt happiness there like I finally could have a home and the break I needed and been needing for like so so long..obviously there’s more homes out there but not for that price ready to move into in az
Im extremely heartbroken and can’t look at houses anymore bc it makes me too upset seeing my dad wants to still find a house here and never will for his price range and what he wants when he could get two miles of land in Costa Rica and a luxury home for 100k less it’s INSANITY the place we bid on was still out of his price range but I offered to help with rent and closing costs and window coverings and see how much he was trying to plan lol before we even kneewewwwww it got my hopes up so bad as i was starting to envision us in it. His lease ends in a month and I’m terrified he’s gonna renew and I’m going to be stuck living in his living room for the same price if we were to just move into a rental home that’s how crazy the market is rn for apartments here too, and people are about to not ever be able to afford renting so there has to be a crash soon with housing and told my dad to go on a long expat vacation and come back or some shit when things are 100k cheaper it’s just fuxking logical bc he’s so worried financially and for good reason, my jaw on top of this is six digits… and he’s giving half his paycheck to his ex wife for five more years😔
I honestly am rly rly scared right now I need out so bad and privacy and a room of my own again this isn’t good for my mental health at all 😔
I managed to get feet pics for a couple peeps on here hah amidst my breakdown I was like wait I have to do feet pics
Looooool I think I’m a workaholic bc when I stop everything gets too loud and I start to think too much and break down again so anything to keep me busy right now I need to be doing. Please send love and good vibes in any possible way you can even if it’s just kind words, it’s needed Very badly right now 😢🥺🥺🥺 right when my life was finally getting better for the first time since my mom died, I fucking lose the only security I had, my old place 🥺 for something so fucked up and legal it still makes me rly sick thinking bout how they can just do that to people and throw them out like they’re disposable 😖
Through all of this I’m remaining off alcohol though and don’t have a desire to drink, yesterday it did pop into my mind tho when I was crying as a way to help me calm down bc fuck I miss that about booze
Thank you guys for reading this if you got this far it means so much to me ❤️🔥❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
This is like my journal I’ve never had, and yes my life I’m displaying but I always took pride in being transparent even if it got me some shit and getting doxxed a few times lol I appreciate so much for u wanting to be here to watch my journey unfurl and go every direction of crazy…and not be judgmental to me, hurt me by saying mean things, make me feel invisible or less than, like I’m too sensitive or making me feel like an object… im a human here and I can’t tell you how much that means to me
Thank you guys 🥺 more than i can ever describe thank you so so much, I never thought i could do this here because of how disconnected I became after camming, but everyone who has stuck around has made me feel like I’m worth something, it’s rly indescribable but that’s how monumental of a feeling Of gratitude I have towards you guys. Thank you for letting me be myself and say whatever and not feel like shit about it
Xoxo
Sky
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I really need to clear space i don’t have no more for new art 😩 if you make me smile I’ll make you smile back with a dirty dm or maybe something extra spicy in your package 😗 Everything always goes right into my art and now savings for wherever I have to live and then have to save for my jaw 🤣 fack lol I super appreciate alll of you 🤍
And my very first real mixed media textures piece I can’t wait to show the close upppppp!
We hear back from a house we saw at 10am that we put a bid on im so nervous 😩
Look at my fuxking face lol kinda why I haven’t been around I’ve been crying like wailing for two days straight😔😔
Lost my bottom liners and had to take a week step back and the fucking pain by doing that and going backwards with tho Invisalign gave me the hugest pain flare up like ever 😔 I saw so many people with question marks and hey where this or that or my reply etc
I’m sorry 😢 I can’t keep up with everything I have to do on my own when I’m in a shitfuck of pain and mental fuckery, and get bout 50 messages on Instagram a day so I have to switch off but when I take a day off I’m like a week behind now lol I feel bad as fuck and I’m trying so hard to stay relevant but it’s rly running my mental health to the ground, but I need this space to talk and be open and most importantly help with art supplies, cause without you guys I would not be able to do my art 🥺
Bout to reply back to everyone and send a message to auto renew peepllll (lost alot of people just from not posting for one day, this always has happened and that’s what fucks my mental) I try like so hard, work 19 hours a day basically from the second I wake up to the second I go to bed I’m never thinking about myself anymore or what I need, it’s what everyone else needs and it’s taking a toll but if I don’t make sure I’m doing my job how people want me to on here, I lose tons and tons of people so fast and it cuts my pay so bad, causing so much stress, just bc I needed to take a day off for myself Lmfao but this is why I always apologize and feel bad because I come back and people drop me and dip if i don’t post in a timely manner and I rely on you guys a lot to keep my passion going 😔 It’s normally new people and alot have been just signing up ripping my content and then deleting their subscription which then gives them their money back…. Do better onlyfans
I’ve been getting everything copyright stricken on Facebook AND insta like three hrs to edit a Timelapse for them to immediately hide and shadow ban it bc it has music on it that Instagram was even able to find in their library? I don’t understand what the music is there for then 🤷♀️ it’s v frustrating getting silenced fuckkng everywhere 😔 why didn’t this happen when I was doing legit topless pics and very fucked shit was allowed to be posted, the internet is run by fascist incels trying to ruin the art world and the free world on here with sex work it’s seriously such a sad time rn In The world I know for a fact I might end up seeing the death of the internet while I’m still alive lol it’s happening before my eyes as we speak 😬
If you made it this far congrats! And happy Father’s Day belated Lmfao I didn’t do shit for father’s day except cry all day and ruin my dads day 😔 so idk what I’m doing today cause it’s apparently a holiday but my eyes are fucked so I’m not going out haha 10am we see if they picked our bid out of two other ones the price asked was 349 and i told my dad I wanted this house so bad bc it was so adorable had a garden bed rdy to go and s fire pit and so much natural light and so much potential i would put all my savings into it just so I could have a safe space and not be in survival mode anymore, ten years of survival mode I’m fucking so tired 😪
HEYYYYyYyYyYY! Throwback to the coolest cam makeup i didzzzzz, i miss that latex :P Auto renew peeps gettin something special soooon :P Im typing this on my computer as im trying to organize all the fucking content i have bwhahahaha ill show you guys in a screen record how the fuck even, NO IDEA how to advertise it as its so entirely random and hawt and weird and shit u see and cant unsee etc loloolol AND im getting to the finish line of really really organizing my MUSICCCCCCCC
All the shit ive had before 2015 i dont have organized and never will lol, but from 2016-now I have every song saved and rdy for download, in folders, from all the timelapses and things ive ever done and playlists while i was live heheheh heres a rly cool song :D i honestly forgot soooo many of these hahahah i cant tell on google drive how many items are in a folder? its definitely in the thousands bwahahha and you dont need to download them if u dont wanna!
OMG YOU GUYSSS instagram is going out and fucking copyright striking the helllllll out of everyone, so i got like five or six videos deleted, i think they were lives, i couldnt tell bc they didnt even show me LOL
Okay getting on my phon to record the screen of me going through my content, and reply back to you guysssss while i put on a movie for my dad, i forgot its fucking dads day sunday FUCK LOL
You guys see first what I’m bout to list hehehe I’m heavily debating doing and not doing this show in nine days I don’t have a clear plan, I’m limited to ten pieces and if I want a table and a wall they’re in different places and I’m only one person sk I can’t be having anxiety attacks about people jacking my shot when I’m not there and having someone else vend will not help sales 😂 so it’s eh it’s exposure yeah but idk how many people even are palnnnjng on going bc I thought the first time I did this would have been a good exposure thing but ended up being like the most disappointing thing evetrrr xD
Let me upload these pieces rn and reply to everyone as best as I can 🥲 I’m only one person and have been super overwhelmed with all platforms rn, so it’s taking me a bit longer to reply and I’m sorry 😭
we’re almost halfway to my goal for this month, and halfway through the month! Any contribution goes right to my pain management and art supplies always always ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹but imma get new contact lenses so I can do makeup again hahaha mine are expired and I never look complete without them after I do my makeup 🤣 so this is for weed, contact lenses, art supplies and halfway month goal 🥰
