You guys see firrsttt! The Timelapse hehe My very last two acrylic pieces I’m doing here 😭 bout to list themmmmmm!!!! I can’t remember the last time I put makeup on lol but I might try today bc I didn’t cry yesterday, first days in weeks lol so I don’t look like total shit 😅 but yeah that’s why there’s also been a lack of my face on here Lmfao
2022-03-20 17:24:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Hehe sone cute tease pix 😌🥰 before INSANITY LOL My pops is coming over to help start the packing process and moving large shit, we’re gonna be out of here by next weekend! It took All day to organize just my fucking silicone molds 😭😆😆😆 but j want my art to be like EXTREME organized so I know exactly where everhthing is when I need it if it’s in storage And slowly I will manipulate my dad into letting me paint there hahahahaha I just have to show that I’m clean, which is hard for me 😂 I’m not a DIRTY person I just touch and do alot of things everyday and by the end of the day the house looks like a bomb Lmfao 🤣 I’m keeping new and resins 40% off through all of this because I feel a ton of ppl that don’t know me are going to be big mad when they see this isn’t porn LOL BUT I HAVE A TON OF THAT 🤣 that I will be backing up into an external along with my whole body of work because at the moment there is apparently more of a cyber terrorism threat than nuclear, with this war. So def ppl back up all your info! I’ve been following this telegram for the past week reading every single thing, this is so wild and I’m wondering if the housing market is gonna crash bc of this, that would be a blesssing lol but I just noticed the gas price 🤣🤣🤣 that’s how much I don’t go out Lmfao I hope you guys have an amazing weekend! ALL NEW PEEPS! or wanting content, after I organize everything Where it’s in one place I will show all the things I have for you guys 🙂 twelveee years of sex work! Lol
2022-03-19 17:48:55 +0000 UTC View PostWanted to say morning with a couple random things from a vault folder! Hehehe some have seen, I have I think 3 or four HUGE folders of content over the years 😜 if you don’t have any or do and want more each one is $10 tip 🥰 First video is when I worked with Inside Flesh, second is right after my torso got tattooed 😜 I saved the live from last night for people to listen to the trial and how everything went down. It made me fuckjng sad all over again lmao but I got into my dads place so I will this weeeeekend be packing up most of my stuff, including my paints 😭 the oval from yesterday is still available! Heh But I am just beyond grateful that I was able to get approved to temp live with him, it really would have been so fucked if not lol like another glee the country thing would happen 🤣🤣🤣🤣 Keep subbed so you can follow my adventure, I’ll still be daily on here when I move, we got huuuge privacy dividers ((yes I don’t even have a room bc it’s a one bedroom apartment lol) but there’s enough light and a huge window I will be doing my inks under and will get some rly nice natural lighting pics cuz I’m bringing my huge ass mirror 😛
2022-03-18 13:44:35 +0000 UTC View PostStream started at 03/18/2022 05:38 am Hear the trial and how fucky 😬 it was 😔 but new chapter I guess lolz
2022-03-18 06:55:19 +0000 UTC View Post
Going live soon! For you guys to listen to the trial 😬 Oh and here’s my newest pieces you see first hehehehe bout to list em!
2022-03-18 03:16:32 +0000 UTC View PostWanted to wish everyone a good start to their morning 🥰 played with my Timelapse like an idiot xD I’ll probably be going live today or tomorrow to have everyone listen to the court trial 😬
2022-03-16 14:10:37 +0000 UTC View PostHowdy 😋 Slowed down but still sped up Timelapse 😆 sent a topless one to your inboxes heh Today was exhausting, my therapist whom I finally found the right one after a decade of searching told me it’s unethical to take me in instead of my other therapist, when last week she said her supervisor cleared it. It fucked my whole day up, I literally keep losing every single thing that’s stable in my life I think all of it is gone, except for here. This is literally the only stable thing in my life rn and it’s by no means “stable” 😅 but thank you guys so much for making me feel a sense of security through all of this. It opened my eyes more to how much people do care about me as a person and not an object (of course some still do but this is a pr0n site what do I expect 🤣) But knowing this and how much you guys want to be a support to me means the fucking world to me 🥲🥲🥲 I got news that my best friend needs cancerous tumors removed in his bladder and that was another jab in my heart today 💔💔💔 he has neurofibromatosis, a very rare disease where tumors just grow and when you go to remove them the body acts the opposite and just grows more. I’m rly scared 😔 send good vibes for him ❤️🩹 oh and wanted to show you guys first the piece I’m about to list 💕💙💚💕 it’s so glowyyyy! And some mini geode samples trying different ways of layering, some were total fails xD but I’m gonna still be making resin and alcohol ink shit until the second I have to say bye and leave cause it’ll take an hr to pack everything not even but imma start packing my paints tomorrow and I already feel a wave of sadnesss with that, I’m def not gonna be able to handle this for long, I know everytime I went on vacation all I thought about was going home to paint and that’s how it’s going to feel 😔🥺 and that was like only an 8 day vacation away from them lol was watching painting videos the whole time visiting my bf while he ignored me playing video games for a week 😂😂😂😂 just haven’t heard news about the application yet and agh 😱 so scareddddddddddd I need some good news Jesus fucking Christ hahahahah But my dad is letting me take my two kitties? That’s good news 🤣
2022-03-16 05:05:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Omg I have time for an update LOL ⚰️ and some random pix XD So we made a plan to get the fuck out of here by the end of the month. My dad made me sign a tenant app for his place and I swear to god if I get denied bc he wants to do everything the right way, imma be mf homeless 😖 and yes he would let that happen lol I’m pretty scared, he came over yesterday and was looking around, all I’m bringing art wise is my inks cause he won’t let me do anything else 😔 he looked at my ink table and was like “YOURE REALLY BRINGING ALL OF THAT” I kinda lost it lol like “yeah fuck ylu im not bringing ANYTHING in my paint room” Alot of turmoil is going to happen and cause my jaw to just have constant flare ups, it already is with the amount of added stress my dad puts on me with this treating me like I’m a Neuro typical person and when I can’t do something right that is easy for a normal person, he puts me down for it. I’m gonna have to live in his living room, with my two cats, while he’s sleeping and working in his bedroom. I won’t be able to stand it for long Arizona is the highest in price gauging 88% increase (did i already say this lol) BUT ITS RIDICULOUS and just solidified that I don’t want to find a place here.. if that cul de sac free six month living place works somehow miraculously (I have a feeling they’re going to dig and find a bunch of shit like fines from past apartments for not repainting the walls ever Lmfao) Fingers crossed 🤞 that this meeting goes well on the 30th 😬 cause this would be so fuxking amazing and the break I need so so badly. I’ve had a huge imbalance with good and bad right now in my life, so whatever the good is that’s coming, it’s gonna be a big one. I’ve taught myself that there is always an up after a down, but it has to get worse before it gets better, the living with my dad will auto make my life worse so pls hurry universe 🤣 BUT I will be lookig to move out of state if I don’t get in there, so if anyone wants to help with finding a place for me to make a mess that’s ventilated, anywhere in the country lolololol idc anymore 😆 I just want to be able to live comfortably and okay and not worry about $$$ every second wondering what I can do to make rent every month bc I’ll be going from laying $400 to paying at LEAST $1700 (that’s the price of the ghetto here lol) I had one last paint sesh yesterday and am Leaving that room to pack last haha I’m taking all finished art with me so my shop can be active still and will be figuring out how to navigate around this situation, of not being able to paint cause it’s my ONLY coping mechanism for staying sober (besides the stability I had and now don’t lol) I’ll be doing a lot of editing, and prob find another art form to do idk 🤷♀️ But I promise I will keep up on here and post daily or as much as I can! Things are going to be chaos here for the next couple weeks so sometimes I might just post photos or content without a caption 😅 Thank youuuuu so much everyone who came and joined, if you didn’t get a message from me With a content link and you joined over the last week, message meeee!!! I tried to get everyone but I prob missed a few xD Gonna be printing postage today, I ran out of my meds and this pharmacy is CONSTANTLY out of them, was supposed to get filled Friday so idk how mobile I can be today 😔 I have a constant migraine now, only position I don’t is fetalll? Lol 😂 I am writing this like that rn 🤣
2022-03-14 13:10:39 +0000 UTC View Post
My dad is on his way over to have me sign a tenant addition to his fuxking paper and then I’ll fill you guys in on a big update cause it’s been awhile I’m sorry 😭 been packing for the past two days 😅 straight lol around 31 hrs total I counted this time 🤣🤣🤣 i love the packing process but I ran out of cards 😔 But YES UPDATE SOOOON! and will be getting back to EVERYONE and all new peepl 🥰🥰🥰
2022-03-13 18:01:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Circa 2012, for the xxxotica con, and WOAH nips (prob last photos taken of them in 2016) LOL I have a SLEW of vault photos, I have sent a folder to peeps on here but i have like four of them just things over the last 12 years of camming, its aaaaalot. and alot of random shit hahahah (ppl who got em can vouch for that rofl) hmu with a $10 tip for one, or if you're new/re subbed within the last week and i havent msged you PLS MSG MEEE!!!! Ill send u a folder of goodiez :P Its hard to keep track on here, for me atm, i'm trying to just keep up while packing and trying to art loolol but i seriously fucking appreciate the universes out of u <3 gonna do one LAST HUGGEEEE paint sesh, reds and blacks>>??? :P
2022-03-10 22:54:59 +0000 UTC View PostNow I make you watch this video of me talking about my plants to me bff 🤣🤣🤣🤣 hopefully iitnpits a smile on your face heh I’m so scared to move them when I have toooooo 😭
2022-03-09 22:54:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Plants and titties 🥰 Have alot to catch up onnnn!!! Been just avoiding life rn and using my plants as an excuse Lmfao it’s getting spring time and I have to do a ton of work like repotting and shit 😬 I def am going through a depression rn cause if I was still drinking I would be avoiding life with booze, but my replacement for that was plants so 🤣🤣🤣 🇺🇦 dread beanie my bff made that’s on my site! 🥰 this war is fuckjng horrible and I never talk about politics or shit like this, so I’ve been gettinn legit hate for not speaking about it lol people are fucked up. I don’t know what to say about it, I’m not knowledgeable bout any of it I just know that innocent ppl are getting killed and that’s enough for me, my heart goes out to everyone that is experiencing this first hand right now 😔 I hope everyone has been staying safe 🥰 APARTMENT UPDATE so I got sent to me this new art space community opening up this year (currently being built) and it’s a place where there’s a panel of judges, like where I live now, who will accept you and you get indoctrinated in, and live there for FREE For six months to focus on your art… I paid a $100 holding deposit to be first in line and have a meeting on zooom with someone on the 30th! They aren’t looking for like qualified students or professionals, people with potential they want, and I have a rly good feeling about this bc my looks might actually give me an advantage for once haha and they want more performance type artists and musicians, but I’ve been wanting to paint live irl for SO LONG so I def feel rly good about this and pls send good energy 🤍🤍🤍 idk when tf it’s gonna be ready tho haha but jesse and I made the decision to try to be out of here by the end of the month, we don’t want to prolong this bc it’s just going to prolong the process of getting in an okay position again with life. So I’ve been rly busy with packing, but the fact that I won’t be able to paint is rly fuckjng my head up, it’s gonna feel like when I’m on vacation and I want to just come home so bad to paint but I’m stuck there 😔
2022-03-09 19:00:58 +0000 UTC View Post
These dang shirts I worked so so hard on for only one to sell lol 😔 Most are still available in XL, 4xb, 2XL Viralflowart.bigcartel.com (use code SENDGOODVIBES for 20/offf) It’s so so hard holding a business where you rely on others to survive, last clothing drop shit sold instantly and this one nothibg did, it’s extremely unpredictable and I basically work 19 hrs a day for free until someone decides to buy something, just realized that recently and it stung haha 😔 Put this goal just cuz, I’ll feel better mentally even if I make half $$ back from the 20 hrs it took to make those clothes haha 😣
2022-03-07 19:42:33 +0000 UTC View Post
New subs kver the last few days will be getting a dope folder sent to their messages today! Xoxoxo The last two days have been super blurry 😯 idk why I think it’s def stress related 😬 All weekend I avoided doing anything and just nerded out with plants lolol theee are new babies! Heh I’m growing a succulent from seed for the first time and it be working!!! 🥰🥰😍😍 And I cut up and am water propagating a few cuttings, I wanna do that to many of my plants, if anyone is interested in the US and wanted a cutting from my plant that I root for ylu? And you just have to stick in the soil 😋
2022-03-07 14:26:19 +0000 UTC View Post
Omg you guys have to see these pants I got 🥰😍😍😍 they’re the only thing besides paint supplies and plant stuff that I’ve gotten for myself in so long 😅 like a nice good splurge, that I 10000% am so happy I did because these can be redyed p much ANY color if they can lift to white, which I think they can hehe color suggestions go! 🤪
2022-03-05 16:51:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Titties hiding in here hehehe Wanted to show you guys my new drop first! Before I start posting on platforms, most are XL! It’s still 20% off with code SENDGOODVIBES as well, even tho the verdict has been determined haha Viralflowart.bigcartel.com I’m def gonna be doing a special OF only drop where I sign the shirts different than how I normally sign them 😋 none of these are signed YET but if anyone from here gets one I’ll be signing them with Kota 🙂😌🥰 We payed a bond and judgment, and filed an appeal so we could stay and to have the council not come and fucking change the locks on us lol $2000 later🤣 but whatever because it gives me time and I was panicking thinking I was going to have to move without planning again, still…short notice but 😅 We have at least till the end of the month, I packed most my bedroom and now for all the nick knacks hahaha
2022-03-04 23:53:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Hehehehe you guys see new shirts first! This is the in between stage of color removing and dying, so leave some color combos I should do in the comments! And boobs 🤣 Trying to maintain a hustle rn during all of this is hard as fuck lmfao and the fact our lawyer stopped communicating is alarming as hell. We supposed to have the briefing tomorrow for the trial so I’ll let you guys know how that goes 😬 cause I might flip on the motherfucker loll 😅 what did you guys do this weekendddd!!! I have alot to reply to but in the mean time know I appreciate every single one of you 🥰🥰🥰
2022-02-28 00:40:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Morning everyone 🌞 I will get back to everyone today but scroll to see what my inbox looks like daily on here lol I just wanna let you know that I’m not ignoring anyone, I just don’t have the time to be able to reply back to people daily when I have other platforms with messages everywhere of importance i have to sort through 😂 you guys come first tho! But I will be replying to messages on here now every other day, I need to find a balance with my art and my OF and if I’m having to reply to people daily (this will take me like three hrs to get back to 27 messages cause I reply back to everyone genuinely) it will be so so hard for me to keep up with everything, so I have tk set a boundary for myself ❤️🩹 thank you guys so much for joining and bein here oh and I archived my live for some reason so it’ll be back up soon!!!! 🥰🥰🥰
2022-02-24 18:52:00 +0000 UTC View PostStream started at 02/23/2022 04:09 am Let’s see if I can read comments now if it’s because I didn’t accept the cookies imma ⚰️ oLOL
2022-02-23 06:41:57 +0000 UTC View PostStream started at 02/23/2022 03:46 am Woooo update! Second live on here, let’s see if anyone is here dis time heh but this shall be saved! 🥰
2022-02-23 03:57:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Instead of a vlog imma go live in a bit on here! Posting on Instagram fkrst to let peeps know, I’ll be talking bout what’s happening and the first court sesh and maybe do some art heheh
2022-02-23 02:10:33 +0000 UTC View Post
okay holy hellllll i have so much to catch up with on here, its just been so crazy busy talking about legal shit/medical shit at the same time by the time im like able to sit down n chill my brain is like ZAPPED O.o Its why ive not made the vlog yet haha also trial got extended to TOMORROWWW, and this will be just the first hearing I MISS PAINTING SO MUCH TOOOOO :( FULLLLL UPDATE tomorrow after the session, we dont say shit this time so idk if there will be anything new to say but whatever haha i will respond to everyone ASAP after this is over, my brain is just so polluted rn lol i cant do this legal fucking shit mannnnerfskdjsdfhdfkjdghdjkffgsrsfdj I appreciate you gaiz so much <3 <3 <3 ,i see the inbox number and dont wanna open it cause i feel so bad i cant reply atm and dont like leaving people on read (or try v hard lolz) but i want to respond when i have some clarity n get some rest,<33333 I promise, the closer it gets the more i feel we got dis <3333 Manifesttttt :O but for now heres sum pix from in between shots during my clothing drop i did a couple days ago, which went amazing and I am so so grateful eeeeeeeee I wanna maybe make a limited batch of em for here!??D?D? legit just thought of that as i was typing it hahahh but YES i would love to do that, comment your guys' sizes (or range, dont worry u know i dont judge heh <3) just need a good avg of sizes to buy n make :D OH AND COLORS! :D
2022-02-22 06:09:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Will reply to everyone in the am I just wanted to wish you a good night 🌙 why these are sideways idk fuck yoI iPhone 😹😹 finally got everything done I wanted to before we get booted out of our fuckkn home 😭 but I appreciate you guys so so much 🥰 you’re coming with me wherever I go It might def be my dads thk and that might def be a fuckkn struggle 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 but I’ll work around that bc you all be important tk me 😻
2022-02-20 09:31:11 +0000 UTC View Post
This is the hardest shit I’ve had to ever ever deal with We need help so badly finding a place, but everything we’ve found that’s remotely nice or not in a horrible part of town is 3x what I’m paying rn and it’s not even fucking possible for me 😔 I’ve been trying to do a vlog for you guys today and just keep havin fucking breakdowns. Pls stand by 🥺
2022-02-19 02:00:10 +0000 UTC View Post
I got a new luxury lingerie set that was like 80% off and happened to be in my size hehehe sending an inbox so you guys can really take a good look 😌 and a heart I casted with blades and needles 🥰🥰 Update: court is tomorrow and we have to plead innocent which will give us more time to get our shit together, but holy fuck the rental prices everywhere I can’t afford anywhere 😔 this is subsidized housing and I was extremely lucky to get on the lease here. I was able tk save and then my last boyfriend drained my bank account lol so I’ve been trying to catch up but as my pain progresses it’s getting harder tk keep up and if I don’t post for a day… I lose 30 followers on here 😅😅😅 This goal is just to help with any moving costs we are going to have, deposits, any app fees we have to submit to places, and if you just wanna tip for good luck, we need a miracle to happen 😔 it’s a huge goal but doesn’t need tk be met, anything at all helps 🥲 I can’t believe this I’m still in shock I don’t wanna be ripped away from my home AGAIN 😿 I have so much to reply to on here but I have to go to court first to file an appeal so I’ll be on and off and on here all dayyyyyy tryin to get back to everyone ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
2022-02-15 16:06:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Here’s my newest Timelapse for you guys to see first! And my second blank piece ever from scratch with the crackle paste! I need to figure out another medium like inks, maybe watercolor? Or super fluid acrylics, but these junks are so expensive I can’t be using them like this LOL 😆 Insane person who got three mf gallons of this shit THANK YOU SO MUCH I’m messaging you asap 😅😭😭😭😭😭😭 ⚰️ Gonna film vlogggg soon, so much information was thrown at us over the past 24 hrs it’s been hard to figure out where to start. 🥱
2022-02-12 21:26:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Im sorry for not doin a vlog yettttt, ive been just having metal breakdowns and no time to rly even think logically about this until tonight(ish and basicallllyyyyyy, yeah either way out lease ends March31st, and they wont let us renew, so i am forceed to move. i have NOOO idea how im gong to do this when every single possession ive acquired since living here. my art stuff, plants, EVERYTHING. My physical condition is so bad rn and any exercising just kills my fuckin jaw..just the stress of this has sent me into like a shock of not rly able to speak to anyone, i reached out to FB first to see if anyone had immediate help with the law stuff, and then got COMPLETELYYY ezhausted (girly time came, great timing lol) I wanna give you guys a proper video so i will be able to do it tmw, since we cant do anything about this all weekend bc its the weekend....ive exhausted all options, and i have to leave, but i wont be able to pack or do it...and this is so insane the fact that my upstairs neighbor has been dealing since we moved i, and like most of the entire complex smokes weed....the only two who did the inspection were the maintence guy *whom i hate, as do alot of other ppl, he is super sketchy and TRACI, the fucking manager who wants me gone. so this like was NOT FAIR the fucking state did not conduct this shit. We were targeted FIRST out of everyone for these, and we know they were he only two bc the signatures, and our neighbors said they were when they came to their home. I am so scared....i wont be able to do my art, like i havent been able to bc WHATS THE POINT??!! do i need to start packing or what i cant do this and i need my mf doctors to help me, my therapist very vaguely said yes to writing a note to pls give at least till the end of the lease, because they wanna evict in SEVEN DAYS. I will do a video, and try to get back to everyone tomorrow, im just so fucking burnt out mentally right now :'( heres some butt tho lolz :P
2022-02-12 05:40:54 +0000 UTC View PostMy whole world just shattered I need to do a vlog but need to gather myself first. Apologies in advance for looking like shit. Basically we have a court date for when they did the inspection, saw my bong. I’m getting fuxking evicted for a fucking bong There’s no way it’s possible for me to fathom thinking about packing with the physical state I’m in rn… I’m so fuckjng scared and Just need to calm down before i can vid about this Bc wording won’t make sense 😔😔😔😔😔😔
2022-02-10 23:34:42 +0000 UTC View Post