POV: You are in my bed, part two.
Now that I have your attention, I would like to tell you about The Catcade in Chicago. The Catcade is a brilliant cat rescue in the form of a cat cafe and arcade; it draws people in with gaming and cute, playful cats you can visit with, all while rescuing cats in need and socializing them for their new homes. They do amazing work and have provided SO many homes for these precious souls. So I am happy to say that a portion of this month’s proceeds will be donated to The Catcade. I actually frequently visit there to spend time with the cats and have seen first hand how amazing the workers and volunteers are. I have provided a photo of some cats for your consideration. Boobs and pussy. (Thank you, thank you, I am here all night.)
Thank you so much for your spicy support.
-Roses
Look, I know I said I’d have a variety of sexy clothes to model for you, but it’s going to be VERY hard for me to not just show off this one all the time. I never want to take it off (even though it is in fact, very easy to take off.)
Hey everyone, PushingUpRoses here. Happy New Year.
I just wanted to thank everyone for their contributions last month, and wanted to update everyone that I was able to donate $3,000 dollars to the Cancer Research Institute. As most of you know, I lost both of my parents to lung/brain cancer, and this is a very important cause to me. I know it may seem odd to combine OF with charity, but in my (sexy) heart, it felt right.
Thank you all for the last three months of support on this page. I’m pretty stoked that despite Body Dysmorphic Disorder, I am able to keep this page updated. Because the last few months have been so emotionally devastating, I started eating my grief. Which isn’t as badass as it sounds when I phrase it like that. I knew this would happen; I knew I would experience some challenges while operating this OF, which is exactly why I should keep doing it. Because I started grief eating/binging, I gained some weight, which shouldn’t be a big deal, but in my neurodivergent trash brain, it signifies a complete loss of “control” and makes me feel “disgusting.” Neither of these things are true, but that is the nature of this mental illness. It is particularly cruel, misleading, and…wrong, frankly. It became harder to take picture;, thirst traps became stressful versus exciting, but the only way to really take power over BDD is to keep doing things that make me feel uncomfortable. So that is what I am going to do.
To be honest, creating this page has been one of the powerful things I’ve ever done (next to starting my YouTube channel). It’s sad to me that a few bad eggs have decided to harass me over it, without even trying to understand my POV. But for those who stayed and left me supportive (and spicy) comments: Thank you.
Now: to be new lingerie and tight vinyl dresses for future content. ;)
-Roses
Thought my butt was looking particularly good today.
Though, this was difficult to post regardless of being like “WOW MY ASS IS JUICY TODAY,” as my Body Dysmorphia hit quite the snag.
Last month, very very suddenly, I lost my biological mother, after a very complicated relationship. I’ve been grieving hard, which means eating my feelings, which means my BDD is on fire. But small steps help, even if it is just posting a thirst trap picture of my butt for all to see. The holidays make this extra hard of course, with all the cookies (so many cookies), but I am doing my best to be kind to myself and my body.
Thank you all so much for your support. This sudden loss has been traumatic and has brought up feelings of losing my Dad to cancer many years ago. Due to these circumstances, I’ve decided to donate portion of this month’s OF proceeds to cancer research. I will post my donation after the new year.
Thank you again for your understanding and your spicy comments on my (weird) body.
Roses
Well. That’s not good.
I think I am at the tail end of this now but the last week has been exceptionally shitty and not sexy. Trying to heal up, but in the next few days I might put out some oldies but goodies (not shared anywhere, everything here will always be exclusive.) Lost some of my sense of taste, so everything I eat tastes like an unseasoned potato. If I eat something spicy, I only taste the spicy and NOT the flavor. Hopefully that’ll come back, alongside my energy, and we can get back to body positivity and thirst.
<3 Roses
Sorry for the few days of silence; I had to do some tragically unsexy things over the weekend. I did make time for a nice bath though. I love how my tattoos look in water.
Happy Thanksgiving. I'm thankful for my big butt and hips and my weird cat, Basket. And probably some other stuff but mostly my cat. Basket is thankful for treats.
Just some fun pics. Second was taken so I could design my lower sternum tattoo. I'm still undecided on the actual design. What if I just got "So this guy is dead" under my boobs?
Hello my spooky ones. Just writing a quick note to say thank you for all of support on this page; even though doing exposures like this won’t necessarily fix my body dysmorphia, or change how I see myself, it DOES give me a lot of strength and power, and makes me feel like I can do whatever the fuck I want despite how I feel about myself. It’s important that I set goals and follow through with them. It has also helped me financially in a time where my family is in crisis - I won’t go into detail but I am going through some very difficult things. It’s not why I started this page, it just happened to help after everything in my personal life exploded, so I am so grateful. Extra thank you for staying respectful in the comments (while also being playful - I understand the nature of this website 😉 ). I also can’t wait to show you my upcoming goth attire. I am in my slut era. I am ungovernable.
I hope you will all stay for the rest of this journey because boy oh boy I sure do have a LOT more cat pics. Hope you like curious tuxies.
-Roses
Doodled up this lil design for a potential, delicate under boob/lower sternum tat. It’s just a concept for now. Bonus pic: Witchy dress with lacy stockings.
A sexy self portrait, by a few requests I saw floating around in the comments.
This is not vector art or a filter, I just like bold, clean lines and a graphic look.
…A GRAPHIC LOOK. BECAUSE IT’S GRAPHIC. DO YOU GET IT. DO YOU G-
