Some of you may remember these lewks π from camming days hehe I finally feel better so pics todayyy π₯°π₯°π₯°
AND I SAW THE PIE POLL I can't believe some of you don't like pie π«¨π«¨ jk no judgment π₯° LOL my pumpkin fammm ayeeee π π hehe
Woah the past 24 hours have gone by so fast π¬π«¨ first of all WHAT THE FUCKK IS UPPPP!!!! Peeps that came back and new onessss π₯°π₯°π₯° and what did everyone do todayyy? If you do the turkey day thing π¦ heh I'm hoping my partner brought ham back LOL
Took these at like 4am π peeps new to here swipe the arrows to see the rest of the pix π WHOOO GOT THIS off my wishlist OMG π² Whoever you are you fuckin saved meeeeeeee π₯Άπ₯Ήβ€οΈβπ₯β€οΈβπ₯β€οΈβπ₯ there wasn't a note left in the box so idk who to thank but plsplspls message me if you want to and thank you so much omg it works so perfect for heating up my attic π and keeping me warm π
Serious Poll guys I need to know what your fav kinda pie is! π₯§ I can eat pumpkin straight out da can that shit is so bomb π₯²
Aaaaand pt 3! π₯° I can't believe dis lil bb has been with me through so fucking much, since 2010 π³ we have such a strong bond now, and same with Lux. After I stopped drinking I like fell in love all over again with my kitties, and they for the first time ever got close to me π₯Ήπ»π»
It's almost getting to be snow here and that's one thing I'm not prepared for LOL I haven't been in snow for more than like a few days on vacation and shit, so that doesn't count π but seeing how the weather doesn't get above 60 until may was shocking to me coming from Arizona where it's 100 degrees already in March ππππ ππ₯Ά My partner wants to take me to so many places he goes to, he's lived in the same small town for his whole life and it honestly made me curious :: how many people have never left their home town, and also havent gone on vacation outside of their state?? Take the poll I made plssssss I wanna know so bad because that would drive me INSANE πππ
But he knows all the nice snowy places and I'm now gonna be a ski suit π€ vids will be taken of me falling on my face in the snow lmfao I'm now a very coordinated person ππ
I MISS MAKING ARTTTT!!!! So many ideas im waiting to get downnn on, but I dunno how to manage doing my room and art at thebsame time it's like splitting my brain in half and I can't fully focus on one thing while I'm doing it cause I'm thinking about the other thing I'm doing π my roooom is like 80% dun (well the basic start of it hehe) and I'll be posting the timelapses here hehe π₯° I have so many hrs on my phone recorded. Need to empty it so I can make more content for here π currently 13000 pics and vids
I don't even know how it's still working lmfao
Oh heyyyyyy π how was everyone's weekendddd???
I haven't made an update in awhile to letchu know what's been up with life!
Its been a mf Rollercoasterrrrrr oh man haha π π I'm going to break it up into pieces on here because they ALWAYS tell me there's a restricted word but don't tell me what it is ππ
Pt 1! Hehe π»ππ
Def first thing is holy shit I MISS MAKING ARTTTT!!!! I don't know how to manage doing my room and art at the same time it's like splitting my brain in half and I can't fully focus on one thing while I'm doing it cause I'm thinking about the other thing I'm doing π Room is like 80% dun and I'll be posting the timelapses here of how I did it hehe π₯°π₯°
I put together a wishlist for my room and the carpet is installed I can start rly bringing the vision to lifeeeeeeee! Hehe yes im still am obsessed with lava lamps π I would be so thankful to receive anything on there and you best send me a message for something from my Vault, or a custom shirt/art in return ππ
https://a.co/7o78xtm
I'm rly rly happy feeling to be back on hereeeeee thooo! Gonna not just be here only for this month either, posting is really helping me mentally to get rid of this stage fright and be able to slowly get back into streaming artt!!!! I miss them and will be back at it once I get my mf room doneeee! Art streams with music and chillinnnn π₯°π₯°π₯°
Hidden gem to wish everyone a happy weekendddd β€οΈβπ₯π₯Ή
I miss making art so much ahhhh I'm trying to get my room done asap so I can focus on that!!!!
Im so so close heh gonna show you guys here the full process I've recorded π
When Instagram only allowed square photos xD
These are in my **Lost Media** Folder! Tip $30 and have forever access to it and all future stuff added :)
I had about 2000 pix & like 70k followers before they deleted it, and TOTALLY got around the censorship after blackin out my nipz for for 2yearzz before they figured it out and fucked me over LOL xD
I have to get a new cord (hopefully its not the external itself bc omg /diee) to get back into my hard drive, bc i have a chunk of 2016-2017 saved on there, and will add them to the folder ASAP when i do xD
** Im figuring out the new shiny features they added to this site, and most new additions are stupid af BUT I will be using LABELS and makin posts with previews like this, so you can get a better clue of wtf is in each one :P **
Night owl vibin π« Making weird shit again π
Spent the past two days just reorganizing n adding more things to my content vaultt that i keep finding as i clean shit up on other hard drives ππ it was so needed like a fuckin spring cleaning of smut π
Also spent way too much time collecting gif INSANITY, and it gave me hella inspiration to fuck around with editing π»
I'm gonna put em all in a folder to give to everyone subbed on here π sorry my OF is a bit off the beaten path but ayeeeeee Das me π l
Oh if you dig close ups of my kitty in High res πΊ check your inbox π
So holy shitttttt that took longer than i thought π i added more content to existing packagezzz and got rid of duplicates as best as i could π 10,000 + Files π²
The new Tip menu has been PINNED! Revamped perfectly for the fasc1stttt TOS on here π and simplified, easier to read. π΅βπ« Since I have such a fuckkng extensive library of content, there's a challenge with specifying everything on each packagee deall, so totally dm me if you wanna know deetz about anything! π₯°π₯°π₯°π₯°
Hopefully this stays up and they don't fuck with me bc I'm 100% playing by the rules and removed stuffff (twitter heyyyπ« ) π
If tik tok had an NSFW Get Ready With Me ;P this one is more like Get ready to be a BUMMMMM with me :D but we start nekked >:}
had to do some dirty werk with Paintttt and expanding foam hehe has anyone ever gotten spray insulating foam on their skin? ITS LIKE SANDPAPER
I love u guys <3 tip menu posting soooon! Spent the day packing peeples adopted piecesss :') my shop is pretty bare rn and i gotta change that haha
If you guys like my art, what are some color combos u want to see me play around with? :)
I loveeee showers now that it's cold π₯Ά ππ₯° my shower head has crazy settings that help mah sore musclessss....and is nice for other things too ππ« π i need better lighting for a video hehehe
Went to a casino last night and it was SO WEIRD I haven't been anywhere yet like that sober. So almost 3 years π I enjoyed it tho and am thankful I don't like gambling LOL I cut myself off at like $15 bc I get so mad and think my fingers are cursed and just rage quit lmfao π€£
ILL BE POSTING AN UPDATED TIP MENUUUU! tmrw morning π» spent hours organizing, deleting duplicates, making new folders (I have enough feet pix/clips for a folder of its own now ππ₯³π ) and adding new content to existing onessss ππ€π also folders that TOS would Reem me for so I'll list those on my Twitter lol π
Omg and thank you holy tittiesssssss! Everyone that grabbed my new vid ππ» still sending it out to peeps apologies for delay w sending it, I have to upload it to OF website and not have it as an externalll link, so it takes 8000 years to render and send individually π
I hope everyone has an amazing night wherever the might may take you. β¨οΈ
Xoxo β€οΈβπ₯
I totally pulled a classic me and muted my new vid LOL Its now fixed and resent to people that tipped and got the muted version lmao im so sorry :P
I had to cum quiet because there were people in the house but you can definitely hear now ;)
Sending to everyone else rnnn! :D Tip $16 on my last post if you want a super close up vid ;)
meanwhile heres some hot wax on my ass XD
Oh yeah i totally made it πππ if you have my videos you would see i have rly ocd editing and it's more about the art, but this one i just let go and said fuckkk itttttt π π
π¦$16 π¦
Super Close Up Fingering/Creamy Finish π
I'll send in your pms π
And If the goal gets met, ill make a hawt π₯vid in my psychedelic as fuck room when it's finished soon ππ
Tip $10 for a random folder of dope content π
Omg what have I done mwahahha π
The day escaped me sooo fast yesterday but I ended up editing a TON of stuff for you guys and a vid. Here's the rest of the pix i took from the other night π₯°
Oh and HAPPY VETERANS DAYYY!!!! if anyone here is a vet π₯°π₯°
Peep this spontaneous set I did, posting the rest of em when I wake up ππππ€π€ hehe i was feelin myself today so I felt like actually makin content weeee! I wish all of you a good night (its 4am oops lol) π€£π₯°π₯°π₯°π₯°π₯°π₯°
Ps I made a super hawt close up fingering vid during these pix and low key might sell it for a $15 tip π€π€π«’π it'll be edited and sent out to u tmrw ππ
Took these after a shower when my phone fell on the floor ππ and a pic of some new contacts that make me blind π
Hiiiii peeeeepl!!!!! Like I said imma be posting here as much as I can this month so fuck yeah thanks for hanging hehe I'll Def wanna keep up with posting too once I get back into the flow πππ it's been half a year since moving and it rly disrupted me mentally but I'm feeling more and more like myself again, or a diff version of myself! Cuz I'm no longer a fuckin alcoholiic coming up 2yrs in marchhh! But also kratomm and it legit just now got out of my system I feel after quittting in like MAY. I appreciate what it did for me when it helped for painn but wow I'm so glad to be out of that fog π I'm also getting STRONG by having to go up 27 stairs like at least 10 times a day now that my room is in the attic ππ π π π but I'm stoked to see some musclezzzzz in mah butt soon π€π€£π€£π€£
I'm making SLIMEEEEEEEE right now with expandable foam I shall show you guys the progress πͺ π
π« everyone tell me to call the dentist I HAVE A FEAR I NEED TO BE FORCEDdD π
Here's some more shots from some makeups I did for halloweeeeeeen. I FEEL STUPID FOR NOT POSTING BUT HAPPY HALLOWEEEN! everyday hehe I'll be compiling a post of alot of my makeups from over the years π₯°π₯°π₯°π₯°
Check soon for another post heheh
Oh and I've been sooo deep into doing my room. It's why I've been a ghost for a couple weeks but LOOOOK! here's a preview of it (last few pix) π₯°
This post took days to write so apologies for posting it later than I said π starting off OF again with some body shots πππ
BTW OF is now deleting MESSAGES that I'm sending content to, so if you want content, look at my tip menu (last pic) and send me your email when you tip π€
IM BACKMKKKKK. MEGA UPDATE TIME. I can't believe there's peeps here still supporting me it made me cry when I logged in and I'll be sending you guys a message π₯°π₯°π₯°π₯° I can't thank you enough. Idk if I can recover my relevancy after that long of a break offline and thats terrifying bc my art is my life and i wanna keep ot as my job, But I'm gonna try π₯Ή
First good news! I finally started working in my attic, which will be my new roomm! I would love to go live and paint π¨
Sooooo what has I been doing In life? I used to share EVERYTHING on here and as time has passed it became harder and harder to open up about anything. I'm still struggling with it, and need therapy to figure out what happened to my brain after years of binge drinking and doing fucky shit. But I was in a massive withdrawal from kratom from like may-september it legit took THAT LONG, it was a horrible time I felt like I was a braindead fuck for weeeeeeeks I couldn't get up and do anything it scared me bc i wasn't feeling mentally there for sooooo long
SPEAKING OF BRAINS.....update in my health! So I found the best pcp ever here she's fucking RAD and It is absolutely insane the difference in care with doctors here compared to Arizona. I never have had to call to refill my meds and play telephone with doctors here yet, it's a miracle lol but I am having trouble finding a dentist who can knock me out fully to clean my teeth. It's gonna be like 5k to do bc anasthesia is so expensive but I can't get em cleaned without it bc I can't keep my mouth open
So I've had the same aligners in since moving and my jaw is kinda collapsing again, causing a tonnnnnn of regression to happen with my progress π I was doing so good blowing thru those liners and my pain wasn't as bad. But now that treatment is on hold bc they won't do anything till I get my teeth cleaned I'm kinda in a chronic pain spot again. I also have too much of a phobia to get the surgery i need that I legit had to turn the car around on the way to the consultation bc panic attack π yes im a huge pussy when it comes to bloooood and surgery and shit lol so my terror is also delaying things π¬
I FINALLY FEEL HUMAN THO AND ITS ALL THANKS TO VITAMINS
I told my pcp how I have chronic fatigue/lactic acid building up super fast when i get up to where it felt like I ran a marathon just walking around
She recommended me like a cocktail of vitamins and a few days later I was like
Holy shit. I haven't felt this good inside in my whole lifeeeeeeee. Completely helped my fatigue, and also how my brain functions I'm not such a scrambled egg hahahah
Omgomgomg Halloween is coming up and I just got some contacts last min!!!!! I wanted to make a couple dope ass looks and make some content for here! I mean I am the boner killer after all π€£π€£π€£ gimme some ideas for makeup if you wanna see me do somethin! π₯°
IM SO SCARED FOR WINTER LOL π I'm from Arizona so like jackets didn't exist in my wardrobe or gloves or anything warm π I've never experienced snow in the winter EVER like a real winter haha I'm Def gonna be a shut in π my jaw locks up so bad in the cold and oh man lol I need to invest in some balaclavas and neck cows and shiiitttt heh
I know I have way more to update with, so I'll add more everyday! I'm stoked to get back on here and have a routine of some kind again. And I can't thank you guys enough for supporting me thru the quiet months on here. Means the universe to me π₯Ήπ₯Ή
Freshly shaved π I wanted a landing strip back heh I fucking took these days ago and thought I uploaded them ππ΅βπ«
I wanted to go extra hard this month on here, and i tried, my mental got to me and i snapped and am like WHATS GOING ON WITH ME? And I FINALLY figured out why I've been feeling so antisocial and like in a hole...I started taking kratom for pain a couple yearsss ago or so and it lines up perfectly for when I started to kinda crawl into myself. And now I take it just to not get sick, which I NEVER wanted to fucking happen. π I'm so mad at myself but imma grin and bear it, the withdrawals are gnarly and similar to opiates, so I'm starting a super strict taper so I can live my life and not be all fucked up for weeks lol
After reading so so many stories if people just losing who they were and shit i was like oh fuck... lol IM SO HAPPY my brain finally realizdd this. And I never started taking it irresponsibly or to get high so it never crossed my mind. I know I'll be able to stop but pls wish me luck with the possible WDs, π I'm just glad it was this and not an actual painkiller I got subscribed or something.
It's the reason for me nkt being able to go live and shit and oh my god so much lol I'm rlu excited to get this the fuck over with and OH I can't travel abroad if I have to take this shit every like six hours and it's banned everywhere ahahahah I gotttaaa finish my body suitttttt
I love you guys, I didn't know if i wanted to say anything but fuck it, I'm not ashamed or embarrassed and felt like it would be good to say so I can be open on here with how I feel over the coming months. πππ
I took pics of my looks before cammming for 10years, here's some diff looks π
I have a whole folder of pre cam Webcam photos, there's hundreds! I keep finding more too that I add to it, jf you have the folder you'll always see the new additions and have access to them π€π€ tip $80 for the whole folder if you want it π₯°
How are you gaizzzzz!!!!!!! I got stuck for awhile working on our home and just feeling too tired to post anyywh3tez I need to find balance with yard work now too bahahaha I love it so much tho its so so relaxing! Here's some stuff that's been growing, i planted some in the front but there was so much that grew after winter!!!!
Omg gaiz I have hella shirts to make now!!!! I feel like wearable art is way more valuable to people atm, bc fuck the economy haha but I can justify buying a shirt more than a painting right now π
I got a brochure of every single antique mall and outlet in buffalo and I'm determined to make the home feel super homey, I'll show progress pics hehe
I miss having a boyfriend π cause I take more nudey pics when I do LOL and then share some with you guys and everyone is a winner π€£π€£π€£
Ohhey just me feelin hawt again its been awhile π all I needed was a refresh with my hair π I haven't had my dreads in for so long, the last set I got was beginning of 2021 so I'm down to be committed to these colors for a long time π€€β£οΈ what color should I dye my bangssssss? I could do shades of green π€
Oh my godddssddsjajaja we went to a HUGE antique shop AND a thrift store that's like the size of Costco and it was like 50 mins away and holy shit I haven't had a drive like that in sooooo long π³ we didn't even find what we rlu needed but it was awesome I should have taken pics, lol driving makes me feel exhausteddddd tho π΄ swipe to see what i did end up getting tho heh I also got like 5 or 6 shirtssssss but damn everythjng had lkke a fuckknf graphic on it. If you get me a pack of shirts on my wishlist ill make you one π₯°π
Gonna plug my cool random wishlists I have made for house and cat stuff/art stuff/plant stuffffff i wanna share! There's all kinds of everything on them, and you would make mah week if a surprise came to mah mailbox π₯Ήπ₯²
Art stuff (tshirts)
https://a.co/6aLNXv3
Home&cat stuff
https://a.co/2OL25Dt
Plant stuff! πͺ΄
https://a.co/aHlvPnB
π€π» but lemme know so I know who to thank w something in return π₯° or u can be anonymous hahah whatevers clever π€ I Def wanna say thank you at least π₯°
I am about to turn these lanterns into greenhouses!!!! I legit couldn't leave these behind haha I knew they would be cool for something, plants yayyyy! And I got the dopest lights that fit perfectly up in the top β¨οΈ
Will post progress pics of a living room corner im bout to do hehe π
If you scroll to the end congrats π hahaha π ILOVEYOU
My bathroom in Berlin was awesome π scroll for a hawt vid and something ridiculous....A MF BUG RUINED MY PIECE OF ART and then I fast cured it with resin so it would stop moving lmfao π π€£ π I'll put it up for sale still bahahah oh and it's been four fucking yearsssssssss since I've gotten tattooed, It's been the longest ever and I feel weird I need that therapy so bad π₯Ή a direct flight to Berlin and Belgium is legit under $300 round-trip in September so I wanna make a goal to try and see my artisttt!!!!
How IS EVERYONEEE!!??? I've been super busy with making shjt and cleaning and repeat, and then a wave of exhaustion came over me and I slept for like 14 hrs yesterday π€£ππ΅βπ« ohoh I just got a phone gimbal stabilizer thingy so I'm SURRIOUS bout live streamin and reducing the shakiness of my mf videos hahah there's so many buttons on it tho its like learning manual x20 bahah
Tip if you want, goal is for my Ortho appointment soon heh I'll message u something spicy πΆ
Boobie pics in the car π went to a hyge nursery yesterday, theres like 100 of them here π― imma be going live again soooooon! I've been prepping and waiting for my new dreads to come! I need a haircut and don't know how to cut my own LOL making a ton of rainbow stuff today!!!
And here's a 20% off code for OF peeeeps on here! It'll be valid for 72 hours
Enter ONLYFRIENDS at checkout π₯°
Hehe some more random hawtnesssss!!!!!! I have so so so so many content files everywhere it's so gdamn confusing bahaha I'll try to post things that no one has seen yet! There's lots of that heh π
Oh omg and Hai new peeeeeps!!!! π
For Pride Month imma be working w alot of rainbow shadesssss!!!!! Comment your fav color scheme, give me a challenge π
Oh and celebratin 3 mf years now without booooze! Er tjag was sometime in April hahaha but the last pic made me all queasy looking at that 211 lmfao π€£
I'll be copying every post bc of onlyfans ridiculous banning spree they be goin on lol
Got lots of messages to get to tmrw, here's to a goodnight sleeps π€ π΄ π₯°
Timeline of pussy pix from 2010-2023 in order of the year bwahaha π starting off this month spicy af πΆ also idk what the fuck OF keeps deleting shit of mine so that's super annoying π it doesn't show me what is being deleted lol these pics are from my vault folders pre and post tattoo pix!!!!! I'll post the tip menu in my next post soon! And try not to type so much anymore hahahahab
Making a self goal to post everyday this month on here! Even if I don't make fresh daily content, I'll post throwback stuff like dis if you guys like it hehe
π I wanted to update you guys on my jaw! Since it's been awhile and I haven't talked about it in awhile cause I'm still getting through the first part of invisalign π¬
I got health insurance and finally can continue with my jawwwwwww! Imma Def have to make a go fund me, cause my invisalign was 10k and I got 90k to go, can't afford it no more πͺ after I get a comprehensive write up of the treatment and surgery ill set it up. my teeth are insanely different positions now after a year of invisalign 22 hrs a day, but my back teeth still are the only ones that touch, so next surgery is called a Le Fort I....you should Google it lol I can't think about it bc they basically r ripping my top jaw off my skull to fix my fucked over bite. After that, I gotta have braces π¬ and then the bilateral joint replacement. I'm honestly terrified and that's why I don't rly talk about it, but I need to open up again about thingsssss, so this journey you'll all go on with me, it might take a couple years or more haha π π