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Some of you may remember these lewks 😏 from camming days heh..

Some of you may remember these lewks 😏 from camming days hehe I finally feel better so pics todayyy πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯° AND I SAW THE PIE POLL I can't believe some of you don't like pie 🫨🫨 jk no judgment πŸ₯° LOL my pumpkin fammm ayeeee πŸŽƒ πŸŽƒ hehe

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Woah the past 24 hours have gone by so fast 😬🫨 first of all ..

Woah the past 24 hours have gone by so fast 😬🫨 first of all WHAT THE FUCKK IS UPPPP!!!! Peeps that came back and new onessss πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯° and what did everyone do todayyy? If you do the turkey day thing πŸ¦ƒ heh I'm hoping my partner brought ham back LOL Took these at like 4am πŸŽ€ peeps new to here swipe the arrows to see the rest of the pix 😊 WHOOO GOT THIS off my wishlist OMG 😲 Whoever you are you fuckin saved meeeeeeee πŸ₯ΆπŸ₯Ήβ€οΈβ€πŸ”₯❀️‍πŸ”₯❀️‍πŸ”₯ there wasn't a note left in the box so idk who to thank but plsplspls message me if you want to and thank you so much omg it works so perfect for heating up my attic 😍 and keeping me warm πŸ˜™ Serious Poll guys I need to know what your fav kinda pie is! πŸ₯§ I can eat pumpkin straight out da can that shit is so bomb πŸ₯²

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First, i just now noticed OF saves every single post and ppv..

First, i just now noticed OF saves every single post and ppv message on here and I can apparently send that to people? 😡 I need to look it up bc I'm such a boomer with technology and updates and shit πŸ˜΄πŸ˜† Now for the kinda worrying update 😬 I know it's lame to share negative shit with people, when you come here to see things that make you happy, i have alot of peeps here that have watched my crazy journey with addiction/health over the years and I rly rly appreciate you guys alot πŸ₯Ή This is gonna be affecting alot in my life and I don't want to disappear so talking about it helps me stay active on here β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή The past few days I've been battling with what I thought were just rly bad womannn cramps, but the past few months they've been more in my upper left stomach..which is where my pancreas is. And the pain shoots into my back which is a way too familiar nightmare feeling. I looked it up and was in shock that many women experience an acute pancreatitis flare up right before/during each cycle, and doctors don't even look into or do research about it. . I have chronic pancreatitis and haven't had a flare up since I stopped drinking. Which was the reason I have it now 🫣 But having this happen 4 months in a row for 4-5days is so debilitating 😴 Luckily right now it's like mildly ouchie, but I can't eat or drink fluids bc it will increase inflammation and its TORTUREeee 😭😭 I'm so hungry and thirsty and this is why people go to the hospital and then are made to stay there for days when they go through a full flare up. Taking pics and content n shit hasn't been a thing the past few days, so im doin half off everything with my Vault β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή I totally am scared as shit that this is now an every month type thing. Theres no help for it except to heavy restrict my fat to like 10g a day beforehand. I feel normal for only two weeks out of the month before I start feeling wack pms/pancreatitis shit at the same time. Being a woman is gnarly enough lmao I had no idea having chronic pancreatitis could come back to fuck me up in the future in a totally different way. Jfc praise da lawd for me pls LOL I really need good Vibes. πŸ‘½β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή Currently I feel way better then the last few days, I haven't eaten or drank water today yet and that's 100% why haha πŸ˜… WHY CANT A PANCREAS BE REPLACEDDDDDD πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜‚ If you read all of this, it means alot to me that you care πŸ’œ All my content is Half off until Thursday πŸ’«πŸ’ž

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# ❀️‍πŸ”₯ Gnarly Content Deal Alerttt! ❀️‍πŸ”₯ **HALF OFF** my ..

# ❀️‍πŸ”₯ Gnarly Content Deal Alerttt! ❀️‍πŸ”₯ **HALF OFF** my Whole 250gb Content Vault πŸ₯° ($333) and all separate folders are half off too πŸ“Ή I had hella fun editing this using a new program πŸ₯° All my folders and collections are here: https://onlyfans.com/808627766/kota_morgue See my next posttt! it's long but important β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή I heart you gaiz πŸ’˜

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Aaaaand pt 3! πŸ₯° I can't believe dis lil bb has been with me ..

Aaaaand pt 3! πŸ₯° I can't believe dis lil bb has been with me through so fucking much, since 2010 😳 we have such a strong bond now, and same with Lux. After I stopped drinking I like fell in love all over again with my kitties, and they for the first time ever got close to me πŸ₯ΉπŸ˜»πŸ˜» It's almost getting to be snow here and that's one thing I'm not prepared for LOL I haven't been in snow for more than like a few days on vacation and shit, so that doesn't count πŸ˜… but seeing how the weather doesn't get above 60 until may was shocking to me coming from Arizona where it's 100 degrees already in March πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜…πŸ˜‚πŸ₯Ά My partner wants to take me to so many places he goes to, he's lived in the same small town for his whole life and it honestly made me curious :: how many people have never left their home town, and also havent gone on vacation outside of their state?? Take the poll I made plssssss I wanna know so bad because that would drive me INSANE πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜† But he knows all the nice snowy places and I'm now gonna be a ski suit 🀟 vids will be taken of me falling on my face in the snow lmfao I'm now a very coordinated person πŸ˜­πŸ˜‚ I MISS MAKING ARTTTT!!!! So many ideas im waiting to get downnn on, but I dunno how to manage doing my room and art at thebsame time it's like splitting my brain in half and I can't fully focus on one thing while I'm doing it cause I'm thinking about the other thing I'm doing πŸ˜„ my roooom is like 80% dun (well the basic start of it hehe) and I'll be posting the timelapses here hehe πŸ₯° I have so many hrs on my phone recorded. Need to empty it so I can make more content for here 😌 currently 13000 pics and vids I don't even know how it's still working lmfao

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Pt 2 πŸ₯³πŸ’« Physical update!Β‘! 😊 since i havent in awhile and i..

Pt 2 πŸ₯³πŸ’« Physical update!Β‘! 😊 since i havent in awhile and its like the biggest part of my life that i talked about cuz it was so so so bad for so long. But im happy to say i still havent touched alcohollll! Its been since like February of 2021. I don't know the exact date, but it was right when I was able to get prescription help for my jaw. Def can't mix Valiummm with booze so my brain just stopped wanting it immediately and i havent craved it sinceeeee! its wild 😳 At the same time tho I picked up kratom bc it was honestly amazing in multiple ways...at FIRST. after moving here I decided to quit and the withdrawal was like opiateeessssss. But with like symptoms months later. It took from march-august to get off it cold turkey and finally feel like I have a brain and a life againnnn!!!! My jaw is still a challenge, trying to find a dentist that goes general anesthesia where they put you out entirely is impossible here, but i can't get keep my mouth open for longer than 5 seconds without my jaw getting gnarly sore, so it's needed to get my teeth cleaned, and I can't get liner until I do that. So progress is at a stand still rn, and I'm Def feelin the effects of it πŸ«₯β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή The health care I've gotten compared to Arizona is INSANE. I also found a really amazing PCP πŸ‘ still need a therapist but I'm hanging in there and staying sober, which is the most important part to me β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή I know I talk hella TMI but I always have, so I wanted to letchu know how it's been with all of that πŸ’ž Bless your soul for reading these πŸ₯°πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

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Oh heyyyyyy πŸ™ƒ how was everyone's weekendddd??? I haven't ma..

Oh heyyyyyy πŸ™ƒ how was everyone's weekendddd??? I haven't made an update in awhile to letchu know what's been up with life! Its been a mf Rollercoasterrrrrr oh man haha πŸ˜„ πŸ˜‚ I'm going to break it up into pieces on here because they ALWAYS tell me there's a restricted word but don't tell me what it is πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Pt 1! Hehe πŸ‘»πŸ˜ˆπŸ˜ˆ Def first thing is holy shit I MISS MAKING ARTTTT!!!! I don't know how to manage doing my room and art at the same time it's like splitting my brain in half and I can't fully focus on one thing while I'm doing it cause I'm thinking about the other thing I'm doing πŸ˜„ Room is like 80% dun and I'll be posting the timelapses here of how I did it hehe πŸ₯°πŸ₯° I put together a wishlist for my room and the carpet is installed I can start rly bringing the vision to lifeeeeeeee! Hehe yes im still am obsessed with lava lamps πŸ˜‚ I would be so thankful to receive anything on there and you best send me a message for something from my Vault, or a custom shirt/art in return 😍😍 https://a.co/7o78xtm I'm rly rly happy feeling to be back on hereeeeee thooo! Gonna not just be here only for this month either, posting is really helping me mentally to get rid of this stage fright and be able to slowly get back into streaming artt!!!! I miss them and will be back at it once I get my mf room doneeee! Art streams with music and chillinnnn πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°

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Hidden gem to wish everyone a happy weekendddd ❀️‍πŸ”₯πŸ₯Ή I mis..

Hidden gem to wish everyone a happy weekendddd ❀️‍πŸ”₯πŸ₯Ή I miss making art so much ahhhh I'm trying to get my room done asap so I can focus on that!!!! Im so so close heh gonna show you guys here the full process I've recorded 😏

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When Instagram only allowed square photos xD These are in m..

When Instagram only allowed square photos xD These are in my **Lost Media** Folder! Tip $30 and have forever access to it and all future stuff added :) I had about 2000 pix & like 70k followers before they deleted it, and TOTALLY got around the censorship after blackin out my nipz for for 2yearzz before they figured it out and fucked me over LOL xD I have to get a new cord (hopefully its not the external itself bc omg /diee) to get back into my hard drive, bc i have a chunk of 2016-2017 saved on there, and will add them to the folder ASAP when i do xD ** Im figuring out the new shiny features they added to this site, and most new additions are stupid af BUT I will be using LABELS and makin posts with previews like this, so you can get a better clue of wtf is in each one :P **

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Night owl vibin πŸ’« Making weird shit again 😁 Spent the past ..

Night owl vibin πŸ’« Making weird shit again 😁 Spent the past two days just reorganizing n adding more things to my content vaultt that i keep finding as i clean shit up on other hard drives πŸ˜‹πŸ˜‹ it was so needed like a fuckin spring cleaning of smut 😊 Also spent way too much time collecting gif INSANITY, and it gave me hella inspiration to fuck around with editing πŸ‘» I'm gonna put em all in a folder to give to everyone subbed on here 😈 sorry my OF is a bit off the beaten path but ayeeeeee Das me πŸ˜† l Oh if you dig close ups of my kitty in High res 😺 check your inbox πŸ˜‹

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So holy shitttttt that took longer than i thought πŸ˜… i added ..

So holy shitttttt that took longer than i thought πŸ˜… i added more content to existing packagezzz and got rid of duplicates as best as i could πŸ˜… 10,000 + Files 😲 The new Tip menu has been PINNED! Revamped perfectly for the fasc1stttt TOS on here πŸ˜† and simplified, easier to read. πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’« Since I have such a fuckkng extensive library of content, there's a challenge with specifying everything on each packagee deall, so totally dm me if you wanna know deetz about anything! πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯° Hopefully this stays up and they don't fuck with me bc I'm 100% playing by the rules and removed stuffff (twitter heyyy🫠) πŸ˜‡

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If tik tok had an NSFW Get Ready With Me ;P this one is more..

If tik tok had an NSFW Get Ready With Me ;P this one is more like Get ready to be a BUMMMMM with me :D but we start nekked >:} had to do some dirty werk with Paintttt and expanding foam hehe has anyone ever gotten spray insulating foam on their skin? ITS LIKE SANDPAPER I love u guys <3 tip menu posting soooon! Spent the day packing peeples adopted piecesss :') my shop is pretty bare rn and i gotta change that haha If you guys like my art, what are some color combos u want to see me play around with? :)

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I loveeee showers now that it's cold πŸ₯Ά 😏πŸ₯° my shower head ha..

I loveeee showers now that it's cold πŸ₯Ά 😏πŸ₯° my shower head has crazy settings that help mah sore musclessss....and is nice for other things too πŸ™ƒπŸ« πŸ˜‰ i need better lighting for a video hehehe Went to a casino last night and it was SO WEIRD I haven't been anywhere yet like that sober. So almost 3 years πŸ˜‚ I enjoyed it tho and am thankful I don't like gambling LOL I cut myself off at like $15 bc I get so mad and think my fingers are cursed and just rage quit lmfao 🀣 ILL BE POSTING AN UPDATED TIP MENUUUU! tmrw morning 😻 spent hours organizing, deleting duplicates, making new folders (I have enough feet pix/clips for a folder of its own now 😎πŸ₯³πŸ˜…) and adding new content to existing onessss πŸ˜ŽπŸ€“πŸ˜Ž also folders that TOS would Reem me for so I'll list those on my Twitter lol πŸ˜† Omg and thank you holy tittiesssssss! Everyone that grabbed my new vid 😈😻 still sending it out to peeps apologies for delay w sending it, I have to upload it to OF website and not have it as an externalll link, so it takes 8000 years to render and send individually πŸ˜† I hope everyone has an amazing night wherever the might may take you. ✨️ Xoxo ❀️‍πŸ”₯

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I totally pulled a classic me and muted my new vid LOL Its n..

I totally pulled a classic me and muted my new vid LOL Its now fixed and resent to people that tipped and got the muted version lmao im so sorry :P I had to cum quiet because there were people in the house but you can definitely hear now ;) Sending to everyone else rnnn! :D Tip $16 on my last post if you want a super close up vid ;) meanwhile heres some hot wax on my ass XD

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Oh yeah i totally made it 😎😎😎 if you have my videos you woul..

Oh yeah i totally made it 😎😎😎 if you have my videos you would see i have rly ocd editing and it's more about the art, but this one i just let go and said fuckkk itttttt 😈 😜 🍦$16 🍦 Super Close Up Fingering/Creamy Finish πŸ˜‹ I'll send in your pms 🍌 And If the goal gets met, ill make a hawt πŸ”₯vid in my psychedelic as fuck room when it's finished soon πŸ’œπŸ’— Tip $10 for a random folder of dope content πŸ’‹

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Omg what have I done mwahahha 😎 The day escaped me sooo fast..

Omg what have I done mwahahha 😎 The day escaped me sooo fast yesterday but I ended up editing a TON of stuff for you guys and a vid. Here's the rest of the pix i took from the other night πŸ₯° Oh and HAPPY VETERANS DAYYY!!!! if anyone here is a vet πŸ₯°πŸ₯°

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Peep this spontaneous set I did, posting the rest of em when..

Peep this spontaneous set I did, posting the rest of em when I wake up πŸ˜‹πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ€“πŸ€“ hehe i was feelin myself today so I felt like actually makin content weeee! I wish all of you a good night (its 4am oops lol) 🀣πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯° Ps I made a super hawt close up fingering vid during these pix and low key might sell it for a $15 tip 🀭🀭🫒😎 it'll be edited and sent out to u tmrw πŸ’žπŸ’ž

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Took these after a shower when my phone fell on the floor πŸ˜‹πŸ˜‹..

Took these after a shower when my phone fell on the floor πŸ˜‹πŸ˜‹ and a pic of some new contacts that make me blind πŸ˜… Hiiiii peeeeepl!!!!! Like I said imma be posting here as much as I can this month so fuck yeah thanks for hanging hehe I'll Def wanna keep up with posting too once I get back into the flow 😚😚😚 it's been half a year since moving and it rly disrupted me mentally but I'm feeling more and more like myself again, or a diff version of myself! Cuz I'm no longer a fuckin alcoholiic coming up 2yrs in marchhh! But also kratomm and it legit just now got out of my system I feel after quittting in like MAY. I appreciate what it did for me when it helped for painn but wow I'm so glad to be out of that fog πŸ˜… I'm also getting STRONG by having to go up 27 stairs like at least 10 times a day now that my room is in the attic πŸ˜­πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜… but I'm stoked to see some musclezzzzz in mah butt soon πŸ€“πŸ€£πŸ€£πŸ€£ I'm making SLIMEEEEEEEE right now with expandable foam I shall show you guys the progress πŸ’ͺ πŸ˜‰ πŸ’« everyone tell me to call the dentist I HAVE A FEAR I NEED TO BE FORCEDdD πŸ˜‚

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AWWWWW SHIT I owed you guys this! Tons of past creep looks 😈..

AWWWWW SHIT I owed you guys this! Tons of past creep looks 😈😈😈πŸ₯°πŸ₯° ofc OF doesn't like bl00d so many are not able to be shown lmao 🀣 EVERYTHING IS SPECIAL EFFECTS PLS LEAVE ME ALONE ONLYFANS πŸ–Lololl I totally figured out I have stage fright ever since i stopped drinking and that's the thing that's been holding me back from like posting and going live and p much my whole life lmao so now that I know wtf is going on I'm gonna be making myself post everyday to get back out of this anxiety hole I jumped into hahah I can't do it without you guys tho β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ήβ€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή

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Here's some more shots from some makeups I did for halloweee..

Here's some more shots from some makeups I did for halloweeeeeeen. I FEEL STUPID FOR NOT POSTING BUT HAPPY HALLOWEEEN! everyday hehe I'll be compiling a post of alot of my makeups from over the years πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯° Check soon for another post heheh Oh and I've been sooo deep into doing my room. It's why I've been a ghost for a couple weeks but LOOOOK! here's a preview of it (last few pix) πŸ₯°

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This post took days to write so apologies for posting it lat..

This post took days to write so apologies for posting it later than I said πŸ˜… starting off OF again with some body shots 😏😏😏 BTW OF is now deleting MESSAGES that I'm sending content to, so if you want content, look at my tip menu (last pic) and send me your email when you tip πŸ–€ IM BACKMKKKKK. MEGA UPDATE TIME. I can't believe there's peeps here still supporting me it made me cry when I logged in and I'll be sending you guys a message πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯° I can't thank you enough. Idk if I can recover my relevancy after that long of a break offline and thats terrifying bc my art is my life and i wanna keep ot as my job, But I'm gonna try πŸ₯Ή First good news! I finally started working in my attic, which will be my new roomm! I would love to go live and paint 🎨 Sooooo what has I been doing In life? I used to share EVERYTHING on here and as time has passed it became harder and harder to open up about anything. I'm still struggling with it, and need therapy to figure out what happened to my brain after years of binge drinking and doing fucky shit. But I was in a massive withdrawal from kratom from like may-september it legit took THAT LONG, it was a horrible time I felt like I was a braindead fuck for weeeeeeeks I couldn't get up and do anything it scared me bc i wasn't feeling mentally there for sooooo long SPEAKING OF BRAINS.....update in my health! So I found the best pcp ever here she's fucking RAD and It is absolutely insane the difference in care with doctors here compared to Arizona. I never have had to call to refill my meds and play telephone with doctors here yet, it's a miracle lol but I am having trouble finding a dentist who can knock me out fully to clean my teeth. It's gonna be like 5k to do bc anasthesia is so expensive but I can't get em cleaned without it bc I can't keep my mouth open So I've had the same aligners in since moving and my jaw is kinda collapsing again, causing a tonnnnnn of regression to happen with my progress πŸ˜” I was doing so good blowing thru those liners and my pain wasn't as bad. But now that treatment is on hold bc they won't do anything till I get my teeth cleaned I'm kinda in a chronic pain spot again. I also have too much of a phobia to get the surgery i need that I legit had to turn the car around on the way to the consultation bc panic attack πŸ˜… yes im a huge pussy when it comes to bloooood and surgery and shit lol so my terror is also delaying things 😬 I FINALLY FEEL HUMAN THO AND ITS ALL THANKS TO VITAMINS I told my pcp how I have chronic fatigue/lactic acid building up super fast when i get up to where it felt like I ran a marathon just walking around She recommended me like a cocktail of vitamins and a few days later I was like Holy shit. I haven't felt this good inside in my whole lifeeeeeeee. Completely helped my fatigue, and also how my brain functions I'm not such a scrambled egg hahahah Omgomgomg Halloween is coming up and I just got some contacts last min!!!!! I wanted to make a couple dope ass looks and make some content for here! I mean I am the boner killer after all 🀣🀣🀣 gimme some ideas for makeup if you wanna see me do somethin! πŸ₯° IM SO SCARED FOR WINTER LOL πŸ˜† I'm from Arizona so like jackets didn't exist in my wardrobe or gloves or anything warm πŸ˜… I've never experienced snow in the winter EVER like a real winter haha I'm Def gonna be a shut in πŸ˜… my jaw locks up so bad in the cold and oh man lol I need to invest in some balaclavas and neck cows and shiiitttt heh I know I have way more to update with, so I'll add more everyday! I'm stoked to get back on here and have a routine of some kind again. And I can't thank you guys enough for supporting me thru the quiet months on here. Means the universe to me πŸ₯ΉπŸ₯Ή

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Omggggggggggg WOW I FEEL LIKE A SCREWBALLLLLL Actually fuck..

Omggggggggggg WOW I FEEL LIKE A SCREWBALLLLLL Actually fuck you onlyfans for constantly deleting my posts when I don't even know why. I tried to write here a week ago and didn't know they deleted it immediately FOR WHATEVER REASON. Lol like why regulate pr0n this hard 😢😢 I am so grateful to peeps who have subbed and resubbed this month, it means the universe to me. I had to get thru coming off of kratom (I was taking it for pain). But i got hooked to it and was reading how it legit makes you lose yourself it's like an opiatee and I am πŸ’― sure now that was what was holding me back socially. The timing and everything, right when I stopped drinking I started taking kratom haha so I've been experiencing life lately alot more clear, I still have some withdrawal symptoms tho but I knew I could kick it by myself! It just beat the living fuuyyckkkk out of me and I'm just now like day 20 starting to feel motivation again and glimpses more and more of myself keep peeking thru! I'm sorry to leave everyone hanging on here, I haven't posted like anyyyyywhere esp my main profiles, just veen laying low trying to heal without getting stressed. It messed me up financially bc I haven't veen able to work but it's worth it in the end bc I had to get off of it at some point. So yeah to everyone who has come here this month it rly rly means alot to me β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ήβ€οΈβ€πŸ©Ήβ€οΈβ€πŸ©Ήβ€οΈβ€πŸ©Ήβ€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή I saw niagra falllls last night!!!! For the first time hehe it was almost 2am and lit up so prettyyyyy 😍😍😍 My updates are scarce as I've been legit doing nothing cept laying in bed for two weeks and then figuring out how to move again the next two weeks πŸ€£πŸ˜‚ i git some new content lenses coming in the mail soon and I'll take some cool pix to post here 😎😎 I have 50+ messages I'm behind on and I'm so fkn sorry 😭πŸ₯Ί ahhhhh I'll be getting back to them on and off while I mix paint! I'm getting my teeth cleaned under IV anesthesia soon, and that's gonna be a trip I'm nervous lol I'm guessing it ain't cheap so that's what the goal is for β€οΈβ€πŸ©ΉI'll attach my tip menu for anyone who doesn't know my content vault! πŸ₯°

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Freshly shaved πŸ˜‹ I wanted a landing strip back heh I fucking..

Freshly shaved πŸ˜‹ I wanted a landing strip back heh I fucking took these days ago and thought I uploaded them πŸ˜πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’« I wanted to go extra hard this month on here, and i tried, my mental got to me and i snapped and am like WHATS GOING ON WITH ME? And I FINALLY figured out why I've been feeling so antisocial and like in a hole...I started taking kratom for pain a couple yearsss ago or so and it lines up perfectly for when I started to kinda crawl into myself. And now I take it just to not get sick, which I NEVER wanted to fucking happen. πŸ™ƒ I'm so mad at myself but imma grin and bear it, the withdrawals are gnarly and similar to opiates, so I'm starting a super strict taper so I can live my life and not be all fucked up for weeks lol After reading so so many stories if people just losing who they were and shit i was like oh fuck... lol IM SO HAPPY my brain finally realizdd this. And I never started taking it irresponsibly or to get high so it never crossed my mind. I know I'll be able to stop but pls wish me luck with the possible WDs, πŸ™ I'm just glad it was this and not an actual painkiller I got subscribed or something. It's the reason for me nkt being able to go live and shit and oh my god so much lol I'm rlu excited to get this the fuck over with and OH I can't travel abroad if I have to take this shit every like six hours and it's banned everywhere ahahahah I gotttaaa finish my body suitttttt I love you guys, I didn't know if i wanted to say anything but fuck it, I'm not ashamed or embarrassed and felt like it would be good to say so I can be open on here with how I feel over the coming months. πŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’ž

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Planted this sedum ground cover and here's some other pretty..

Planted this sedum ground cover and here's some other pretty things and plant veins πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°

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I took pics of my looks before cammming for 10years, here's ..

I took pics of my looks before cammming for 10years, here's some diff looks 😎 I have a whole folder of pre cam Webcam photos, there's hundreds! I keep finding more too that I add to it, jf you have the folder you'll always see the new additions and have access to them πŸ€—πŸ€— tip $80 for the whole folder if you want it πŸ₯° How are you gaizzzzz!!!!!!! I got stuck for awhile working on our home and just feeling too tired to post anyywh3tez I need to find balance with yard work now too bahahaha I love it so much tho its so so relaxing! Here's some stuff that's been growing, i planted some in the front but there was so much that grew after winter!!!! Omg gaiz I have hella shirts to make now!!!! I feel like wearable art is way more valuable to people atm, bc fuck the economy haha but I can justify buying a shirt more than a painting right now πŸ˜† I got a brochure of every single antique mall and outlet in buffalo and I'm determined to make the home feel super homey, I'll show progress pics hehe I miss having a boyfriend πŸ˜… cause I take more nudey pics when I do LOL and then share some with you guys and everyone is a winner 🀣🀣🀣

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Ohhey just me feelin hawt again its been awhile 😈 all I need..

Ohhey just me feelin hawt again its been awhile 😈 all I needed was a refresh with my hair πŸ˜† I haven't had my dreads in for so long, the last set I got was beginning of 2021 so I'm down to be committed to these colors for a long time 🀀☣️ what color should I dye my bangssssss? I could do shades of green πŸ€” Oh my godddssddsjajaja we went to a HUGE antique shop AND a thrift store that's like the size of Costco and it was like 50 mins away and holy shit I haven't had a drive like that in sooooo long 😳 we didn't even find what we rlu needed but it was awesome I should have taken pics, lol driving makes me feel exhausteddddd tho 😴 swipe to see what i did end up getting tho heh I also got like 5 or 6 shirtssssss but damn everythjng had lkke a fuckknf graphic on it. If you get me a pack of shirts on my wishlist ill make you one πŸ₯°πŸ˜Ž Gonna plug my cool random wishlists I have made for house and cat stuff/art stuff/plant stuffffff i wanna share! There's all kinds of everything on them, and you would make mah week if a surprise came to mah mailbox πŸ₯ΉπŸ₯² Art stuff (tshirts) https://a.co/6aLNXv3 Home&cat stuff https://a.co/2OL25Dt Plant stuff! πŸͺ΄ https://a.co/aHlvPnB 🀭😻 but lemme know so I know who to thank w something in return πŸ₯° or u can be anonymous hahah whatevers clever πŸ€— I Def wanna say thank you at least πŸ₯° I am about to turn these lanterns into greenhouses!!!! I legit couldn't leave these behind haha I knew they would be cool for something, plants yayyyy! And I got the dopest lights that fit perfectly up in the top ✨️ Will post progress pics of a living room corner im bout to do hehe πŸ˜‡ If you scroll to the end congrats πŸ‘ hahaha πŸ˜† ILOVEYOU

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My bathroom in Berlin was awesome 😎 scroll for a hawt vid an..

My bathroom in Berlin was awesome 😎 scroll for a hawt vid and something ridiculous....A MF BUG RUINED MY PIECE OF ART and then I fast cured it with resin so it would stop moving lmfao πŸ™ƒ 🀣 πŸ˜… I'll put it up for sale still bahahah oh and it's been four fucking yearsssssssss since I've gotten tattooed, It's been the longest ever and I feel weird I need that therapy so bad πŸ₯Ή a direct flight to Berlin and Belgium is legit under $300 round-trip in September so I wanna make a goal to try and see my artisttt!!!! How IS EVERYONEEE!!??? I've been super busy with making shjt and cleaning and repeat, and then a wave of exhaustion came over me and I slept for like 14 hrs yesterday πŸ€£πŸ˜­πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’« ohoh I just got a phone gimbal stabilizer thingy so I'm SURRIOUS bout live streamin and reducing the shakiness of my mf videos hahah there's so many buttons on it tho its like learning manual x20 bahah Tip if you want, goal is for my Ortho appointment soon heh I'll message u something spicy 🌢

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Boobie pics in the car 😎 went to a hyge nursery yesterday, t..

Boobie pics in the car 😎 went to a hyge nursery yesterday, theres like 100 of them here 😯 imma be going live again soooooon! I've been prepping and waiting for my new dreads to come! I need a haircut and don't know how to cut my own LOL making a ton of rainbow stuff today!!! And here's a 20% off code for OF peeeeps on here! It'll be valid for 72 hours Enter ONLYFRIENDS at checkout πŸ₯°

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Hehe some more random hawtnesssss!!!!!! I have so so so so m..

Hehe some more random hawtnesssss!!!!!! I have so so so so many content files everywhere it's so gdamn confusing bahaha I'll try to post things that no one has seen yet! There's lots of that heh πŸ˜… Oh omg and Hai new peeeeeps!!!! 😍 For Pride Month imma be working w alot of rainbow shadesssss!!!!! Comment your fav color scheme, give me a challenge πŸ˜‹ Oh and celebratin 3 mf years now without booooze! Er tjag was sometime in April hahaha but the last pic made me all queasy looking at that 211 lmfao 🀣 I'll be copying every post bc of onlyfans ridiculous banning spree they be goin on lol Got lots of messages to get to tmrw, here's to a goodnight sleeps πŸ’€ 😴 πŸ₯°

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Timeline of pussy pix from 2010-2023 in order of the year bw..

Timeline of pussy pix from 2010-2023 in order of the year bwahaha 😈 starting off this month spicy af 🌢 also idk what the fuck OF keeps deleting shit of mine so that's super annoying πŸ˜‘ it doesn't show me what is being deleted lol these pics are from my vault folders pre and post tattoo pix!!!!! I'll post the tip menu in my next post soon! And try not to type so much anymore hahahahab Making a self goal to post everyday this month on here! Even if I don't make fresh daily content, I'll post throwback stuff like dis if you guys like it hehe 🌈 I wanted to update you guys on my jaw! Since it's been awhile and I haven't talked about it in awhile cause I'm still getting through the first part of invisalign 😬 I got health insurance and finally can continue with my jawwwwwww! Imma Def have to make a go fund me, cause my invisalign was 10k and I got 90k to go, can't afford it no more πŸ˜ͺ after I get a comprehensive write up of the treatment and surgery ill set it up. my teeth are insanely different positions now after a year of invisalign 22 hrs a day, but my back teeth still are the only ones that touch, so next surgery is called a Le Fort I....you should Google it lol I can't think about it bc they basically r ripping my top jaw off my skull to fix my fucked over bite. After that, I gotta have braces 😬 and then the bilateral joint replacement. I'm honestly terrified and that's why I don't rly talk about it, but I need to open up again about thingsssss, so this journey you'll all go on with me, it might take a couple years or more haha πŸ˜„ πŸ˜…

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